so not sure if this chapter is any good had some issues with it but at leas i got it done today.

CHAPTER 19 – TO PROTECT AND LOVE IN THEIR OWN WAY

"Maybe we should go back_" she started

"To my place, its closer," he said taking the keys from her as he pinned her against the passenger front door kissing her hungrily causing her to fling her head back as his mouth descended on her throat. Jocelyn moaned softly opening her eyes to see the woman from earlier staring at them or just her in particular… angrily.

"John…" she whispered out to him, "…we're being watched,"

"Uh – hmm," he mumbled grabbing her waist bringing her in tighter to his very temerarious hard arousal. John was already losing control and he didn't care. A small part of him realize that he was making out with Joce in the streets but he didn't care, all he knew was that he didn't want anything to stop them this time, and one small taste of her just wasn't enough.

"Is that for me?" she teased

He answered by thrusting his waist slowly at her, his lips nibbling at the corners of her mouth, jaw, ear,

"John, she isn't going away."

"So- let her or all of them watch," he mumbled as his desire took over his every thought. Pushing her skirt up a little, he grabbed her behind running his hand from her rear to leg to anchor it on his hips as he moved his hand back to her ass and squeezed hard. Her mouth open to protest, but never one to let an opportunity get away from him, he slipped his tongue in her mouth silencing her.

Jocelyn groaned and rocked her hips against his hardness her body aflame as the potent heat grew in the center of her being warming her entirely. She hissed as the friction sent a sliver of excitement through her.

"We really need to go before we give her the shock of her life," she managed before closing her eyes and arching her neck to allow his seeking mouth. In a moment of lucidity she grabbed a handful of his hair in her hand and drew his lips back to hers she gave him one last deep kiss before she pushed him away long enough to open the door and slip inside.

John stood there watching her through the tinted glass, then got round to the driver's side.

"Are you alright, I- could take you home instead?" John said, giving her quiet form a tentative look before coming to a stop. He turned in his seat to her, his look was meant to be understanding and comforting but he feared all it did was show her his lust and all consuming need for her.

Jocelyn turned and leaned in to kiss him before flashing him a reassuring smile..."I'm fine, I'm just a little unsure about what I do next since I didn't come prepared." She admitted sending him a bashful grin.

"Don't be," John took one of her hand and threaded it with his own. "It not like it's our first time or those, other two times that didn't happen."

"I know that but it's my first time really having to – um seduceyouoranyman," she mumbled the last part to herself,"

"Whatever you're worried about don't be, we'll learn together and I have always wanted a private tutor," he said cutting the ignition off. "But seriously we don't have to do anything," John told her despite the fact his body was screaming the opposite of his words. In fact with her hand on his thigh being so close to him and looking like all she wanted right now was for him to kiss her senseless was not helping his resolve to do the… honorable thing.

No way was she going to let him do the honorable thing except make love to her till they were both spent…"That's so thoughtful John but we're going to after all the trouble I went through to find you," she said pulling him by the collars of his jacket into a heated kiss.

"Come on," he said getting out the car. He lead her inside and up the first flight of stairs, at the top he pulls her into his arms, walking her backwards, his lips slowly descending on hers in a tease, even though it was supposed to be an innocent kiss it quickly become anything but. Somehow he was shoved against a wall, Joce on top of him and his hands on her breast.

"You're full of surprises," he husked swiftly switching their positions, now her back was pressed into the wall, the hand that had been massaging her breast, quickly unbuttoning two buttons, before pulling the cup of the left breast down, to feast on her briefly before covering her lips with his as his hands took over the task at her nipple, not allowing her moans of pleasure to past her lips.

Her body shook from the primal rawness of it all and right now all that mattered to her was quenching this insatiable appetite she had for him. Pleasures so strong continued to build and rip through her as his hands strong and sure and his tongue touched her sumptuously.

John pulled her off the wall and continued walking towards his door, he didn't even have to use a key, and once inside he did lock it, not once did they break contact, not even for air. His memories of her were refreshed and to him she was better than he remembered; only this woman had the ability to get his mind to completely shut down about everything else but her.

When he did bump into the sofa, he broke the kiss then cursing. Jocelyn laughed before burying her face in his neck. She took the opportunity to plant small kisses along his neck and on his exposed collarbone. She barely felt him lay her on the couch until she was on her back and him pressing into her. He broke the kiss.

John moved away from her alluring body and turned on a light. The floor lamp flooded the immediate area with light, giving her a better glimpse of their surroundings. Damn it all there was a fireplace and all, she gushed silently. The things they could do in front of a lit fire.

"You want anything to drink?" he asked his gaze returning to her posing on the suede Chocolate attico modular sofa. John wondered if she knew how desirable, sexy and beautiful she looked to him. Her hair all disheveled, ruined by his hands, her lips swollen from his kisses, her shirt not looking as put together as it did before they left the bar.

"Hmm… I'm good, oh- this chair is so comfortable,' she moaned.

John sucked in a breath as she sat up and unsnaps the last button that was keeping the shirt on her, taking of her shirt and dropping it in a heap, before reaching for the side button on her skirt snapping it loose. He forgot about the drink and quickly started unbuttoning his shirt, in his haste he missed a few buttons but didn't let it stop him as he pulled both his jacket and shirt off, he tossed them aside and did the same with his jeans and boots as he made his way back to her.

He sat down, pushing her flat on her back, as he brushed her hair from her face,"

"May I…?" he asked his fingers curled into the waist of her skirt, she nodded and he pulled the skirt down over her knees and off.

Jocelyn couldn't look away even when his look was too much for her. She closed her eyes before she boldly met his eyes once more. She wanted this and wanted John to know that, she didn't want him to hold back for anything.

She reached to pry her Sophie Gittins Tulip in Black Shantung, when his hands stopped her; she looked down at him through hooded eyelashes. Once he'd done removing them, he took a moment to admire all of her, something he'd denied himself those other times. He moved back, his back pressing into the side arm of the sofa. He didn't say anything, he just watched and then she watched him, nervously asking "What?" He didn't smile as he beckoned her with his index finger, but she could tell he was smiling. With slow measured movements she crawled towards him.

John hauled her, the rest to him forcing her to straddle him to get comfortable he kissed her hard, one of his hand tangling in her hair as the other cupped her hips, before settling on her pert ass. His caresses once more sending pleasure and trepidation running vehemently throughout her body as he again, pressed him-self against her the hard outline of his member just teasing her. He moved his other hand to place it on her other cheek now both hands and fingers kneading her, keeping her in place as he pushed up to meet her in a slow tease.

"I could kiss you and touch you all night, would it be enough for you?"

His hands made quick work of her bra, and his skillful tongue plying its trade had her tempestuous desire ascending out of control in her as her breasts swelled with arousal, her nipples hard, like little bullets. She pulled and pushed herself further up against him offering him more, she let go of his shoulders and head and pushed the full mounds of her breasts together, offering him a double treat, as he opened his mouth wider, he clamped his teeth down on her squeezing tightly, the sweet sensation of pain causing her center to boil like hot, bubbling raging something she needed him so much.

"We'll have to see, though I think you'll only be torturing yourself." She replied

He harshly divested her of her last remaining piece of clothing, ripping the lacy underwear right of her, her eyes opened wide in shock, "I'll buy you a dozen new ones," he said as he lifted with her placing her on her back, his hand working to also quickly divest him of his last piece of clothing before he settled on top of her. "Not fair that I couldn't rip your last piece of," she said causing John to smile, a slow sexy smile that had her insides turn to mush and for a brief second she forgot to breath. "Later I'll put on one and you can do it then anyway you like," he said nuzzling her neck, and caressing her thighs and skin.
"Ohh- Joce," he cried huskily into her throat where his face was buried. She loved when he said her name so easy, like she was just a dream torturing him.
Jocelyn tried to get her body under control, she was suppose to be seducing him, but her damn body wouldn't stop quaking from his touch and she didn't think she would be able to stand it much longer if he kept touching her like this, kissing her like this, but that didn't mean she wanted him to stop. She hugged him fiercely, her hands scrubbing the hard muscle of his back.
He pulled away slowly trailing his lips and wet tongue under her jaw and down pass her collarbone, before sitting up, he raked his hand down between her breasts to her stomach splaying his hand across her flat stomach… "I can't get enough of touching you," he husked hands pushing up until they surrounded the undersides of her breast. He palmed the left, then right soft… warm masses in his hands and circled each diamond hard nipple with his thumb. She moaned out softly, her head arching back fingers gripping the soft suede beneath her.

She tingled from where he touched her, more heat pooling in her loins. "John I- this um- need um…" her words were so incoherent that John had to chuckle as the detective searched for her bearings. "Take your time…" he said as he started once more kissing up her torso, flicking each nipple before continuing his way up to her throat inciting a trail of wet kisses along her arched throat, nipping her tender skin once or twice leaving them slightly bruised, his questing mouth stopped just beneath her jaw he could feel her pulse throbbing hard and fast under his hot lips… "What were you trying to say joce?" he asked before his lips settled over hers, effectively ending all thoughts of anything other than him.

Their breathing, moaning and groaning were loud in the quiet room, his hands knowing exactly what to do, giving a woman pleasure first was something a man never forgot. John licked her bottom lip and nibbled on the fullness, her mouth parting tongue searching, he boldly thrust his into her mouth sucking up all her air.

~~ "If I get into you now, it would be over to soon," he whispered as he wrapped her powerful legs around his hips his muscle coming into contact with her heat, they both nearly cried out as she felt him on her wet, slick tender folds, momentarily she started to move against his hardness and he shifted some to cease her actions. He attacked her mouth once more to distract her and to buy some time as he knew she was growing closer and he was growing weaker and at resisting her, he knew all she had to do was move in a certain way and he would be in her whether he was ready to be or not and he wouldn't be able to stop until he'd found release.

Their mouth separated as their need for air got too much for them. "Fuck- I'll cum the minute I enter you," he husked his breath was hot, heavy and short against her skin, his butterfly kisses and greedy touches starting a trail of fire from her jaw pass her throat to her collarbone to the hard peaks of her nipples once more. Instinctively her reaction was to tighten her legs around him as appetence pounce then raided her strength, the wetness between her thighs growing. She would have to play one of her trump cards right now, she pulled his lips from her collarbone and pulled him into a savage kiss, undulating slowly underneath him, she slipped her hand between them and grabbed him pressing his head against her as she rubbed herself against his muscle, needing to feel some sort of small relief albeit from the all consuming ache. John pulled away from her; he was clearly shaken up by her sneaky attack. He took both her hands and pinned it above her head.

"You're very swift and sneaky," he said

"I thought you were lost and thirsty so I was guiding you to the water," she replied trying to get out of his hold.

"Stop - don't move, I mean it joce," he told her. Unable to think clearly Jocelyn wanted to look into his eyes but she couldn't see past his throbbing erection. She licked her top lip and then started to worry her bottom lip between her teeth, barely stifling another low groan in her need to have him on her while she moved under him. John smirked at her cuteness, as he leaned in and kissed her chin then her nose, he moved to pin both her hands with one of his as he used the other to touch her face, thinking what a beauty she is and grinned smugly at the thought, that no other man would ever get to see her this way because after he was done loving her she'd only want him. "I know you're frustrated at the kissing and touching, but I need it, I'm seeing you, and I'm hearing you as well as touching you, but I have yet to smell you and taste you," he said softly before kissing a spot on her neck, licking and nipping at the tender skin before leaving yet another mark right where her pulse was hammering. "Oh john… I really need you to cut that out, I'll have to cover up my neck," "Don't -care… as long as no one else ever get's to know this side of you or how licentious you are. Now I'm going to continue my exploration, don't try anything funny,"

Jocelyn tired to stay still but with John touching her like he was it was hard just when she was about to cool down, he'd fire her up again, and if he wanted to play it like that then she would have to leave her mark on him to, as he shifted lower, she moved her hands to his back and raked his back once his bites found a sweet spot. "John please- help," she whimpered as his lips went yet lower, kissing between her breasts and his hard muscle pressing into her thigh.

"Ok," he said as his tongue swept over her nipple before he took it in his mouth and sucked before biting on it. Pleasure unlike anything in this world swept through her tormented body. If he did that a few more times she could cum easily. "Stop teasing, I need more," she cried as his tongue moved now in tiny circles on her areolas before he blew against the hard peak. While one of his hands squeezed the other nipple as the other one got lost inside her. "Yes- john," She gasped his name as she felt his fingers stroke the swell of her nether lips, adding to the exquisite pleasure from his mouth on her breast before two of his fingers slipped inside her, sending her head first into a much promised orgasm.

Feeling her body seize into a state of perpetual pleasure, he wished now it hadn't been by his finger that sent her there, but watching her fly was worth it. He kissed down her body, and stop to lick, kiss then gently bite around her quivering stomach until the tremors of her orgasm stopped. He moved up to her parted swollen lips unable to resist them.

Indecently, his mouth covered hers, wanting to seemingly tyrannize her…. completely… to feel her unequivocal malleability to his desire and as always the love he knew she had for him from that first time they kissed. Her soft body surrounded him and then suddenly he was kissing her desperately, like a voracious, barbarous man, all at once as if she was the only thing that had been keeping him sane while driving him demented with lasciviousness at the same time.

~ When he moved to the end of the sofa and started kissing up her calf to the intimacy of her inner thighs, her scent greeting him he groaned gutturally as it drove him closer to the edge. Still he went higher eliciting sexual sounds from her as her moans of salaciousness sounded like music to his ears.
Jocelyn gripped the cushion underneath her, taking a huge gulp of air. She couldn't take the torture anymore, she didn't want to wait anymore; she wanted to feel him inside her, filling her after that sensual orgasm he brought her to, she wanted the actual fireworks now. She grabbed a handful of his hair and tugged hard to get his attention. "I need to kiss you," He smirked moving over her as her hands reached out for him. Her hands slid up over his back as their lips met and she moaned with passionate longing, breaking the kiss to whisper against his lips… "I need you…"
John smiled; she had finally spoken the truth, like she had those other times in their brief romance months ago. John kept his eyes locked on hers; he could feel himself drowning in the taintlessness of her eyes. She was unsullied like him, but by god he'd cherish her always, he would never take her for granted, because he never had another person give herself to him so freely without expecting a thing in return. He nodded, lost for words. He tilted his head down, and kissed her slowly and tenderly.

It was the kind of kiss she loved from him, it was a kiss that made her feel secure, like he would always be there, and he'd give her the world if he had to. Kissing him back with the same tenderness, showing and giving him her very soul, she hoped that John would still feel for her the way she now and for the longest did him, she wouldn't let anything happen to him, she'd do all she could to make him happy and to protect him, she wasn't going to lose him ever. ~
Intent on still seducing him, but filled with feelings of rapaciousness to touch him, to make him feel a moiety of what she was feeling, she slid a hand down his body. She felt him shiver as her fingers danced over his stomach; going lower still she took hold of his throbbing hard member, beginning to stroke him with fervor. Pleasure swept through John and he was slowly losing his control, the control he'd fought so hard to hold on to which he knew was exactly what she wanted in her quest to have him. "This isn't some quick sexual gratification for me john," she said softly not turning her eyes away; she was bare to him right now.

John stilled her hand despite his instinct to urge her on. His eyes were hooded as he felt her fingers still beckoning him to her, and slowly he relented, allowing her to lead. There would be no more teasing as he positioned himself between her legs. His potent arousal bathing in her wetness, readying them both, she dug her finger in his lower back and urged him on.

"Now John – now…" She whimpered, the pleasure of it all becoming painful, "I can't take anymore."

"But I haven't even put it in yet…" he said, she dug her nails in and pulled his head to her shoulder, John smirked as he once again burrowed his face into her neck, giving her it his exclusive attention. She arched her back, her legs tightening around his hips.

He lowered himself between her spread thighs, the cap tip of his erect member slipping through her inch by inch, getting her used to the size of him. He loved how she shuddered underneath him, nails biting and scratching eliciting a delicious sensation within him as he completely filled her and still she was moving her hips nearer to take more of him in. He stilled as he felt her teeth sink into his shoulder, "it's okay… take it slow," he told her then he realized he meant the last part more for himself as her gyrating around him was wrecking havoc on his control.

"I've waited long enough," she gasped as his finger went between their bodies and went to work on her tender pip. John slowly pulled out of her and away completely. "John?" she questioned.

"I want to," he said pushing her hair out of her face, before kissing her tight lips and then her nose, "But I've dreamt of you the most in and I want you finding ebullience in my bed."

John sat up and gathered her into his arms and started walking to his bedroom. Her cheeks were still hot from his words and she found his possessive, somewhat controlling behavior a bigger turn on.

He deposited her on his bed, once he reached his room… "This is exactly where you belong… joce,"

"In your bed?" she said pushing up into the pillows and settling more comfortably on the bed.

He didn't bother answering, as he pulled her back down, to him his mouth capturing hers in a hard kiss. He pressed his lips to hers. Their tongues danced together briefly while she slid one of her hands up onto the back of his head, her fingers running through his dark hair graying at the temples.

"I'm yet to taste you, but I am going to satisfy you bigger craving first," he said parting her thighs with his knee while he took a nipple in his mouth. His head nudging her, he gripped her hips tightly; her panting, whimpering, desire fill cries mingling with his groans of how good she smelled, and tasted. With one heavy lunged forward he finally penetrated her to the hilt, pinning her beneath him temporarily with his weight as he fell from her heat enshrouding him absolutely.

"Fuck- Joce… so tight," he mumbled. There was no doubt that her body was like a glove, conforming to fit him just right, made just for him. He grunted then stilled his breathing wanting to make this good for her and him.

"John- Fuckkk," she hissed before pulling his mouth down to hers, as he withdrew slowly from inside her, only to return once again harder, causing her to gasp into his open mouth at the sensation of being so completely filled. Had it really been so long? She dueled with his tongue causing him to completely lose it. His hips driving into her with such force that she wondered if he was angry at her. Either way she loved it.

He devoured her with a need that went unmet for so long. He trailed kiss for kiss about her, and she arched even more sensually against his thrusting hips spreading her legs wider as she encouraged him saying just what he wanted to hear.

"Take it baby, it's all yours." She cooed

"All Mines, give me more…" he growled into her ear, he knew now that he would never let her go, she'd really have to kill him to get rid of him. He shifted her position turning her to her side as he got in behind her, placing one of his legs between hers for their next motion, sending an intense wave of pleasure through her.

Jocelyn's eyes rolled in the back of her head, once John found that other sweet spot. She clawed at his muscled thigh wedged between hers as his finger rubbed zealously at her sensitive pip, in hopes of her climaxing before he did.

Just as the thought came into John's mind and she processed his actions she climaxed, and he switched their positions back allowing her legs to tighten around his hips, as her back arched clear of the bed with her nails and fingers clinging to the muscle in his back. John groaned as her inner muscles clung to him, in the same manner constricting around him.

She ascended over the edge into euphoria, every fiber of her being completely inundated with breathtaking sensations of enchantment. Her inner muscles still gripping him tightly, clinging unyieldingly to his throbbing muscle within her, while her arms and legs soothed and enfolded the rest of his body.

He continued to thrust into her sending her into another orgasm, better than the last. The clamping of her muscles making his thrusts harder to follow through finally sent him over the edge, a sharp spasm pushing him still deeper, before he poured himself into her.

They were still intimately entwined together several minutes later, John's body resting on her as he moved slowly wanting to take her again. It was the fact that possibly she had to get to work tomorrow and that she had to sleep that kept him from giving into temptation. Her rolled off her, extracting him-self with a slurping sound, he settled himself and drew her into the circle of his arms.

He rubbed her arms lazily as her even breathing filled the room. His Joce was out like a KO.