Hey guys I'm back! The first chapter of this story wasn't all that great, sorry for that. This is my first online fan fiction. But oh well I hope you enjoy it.
Disclaimer: The mortal instruments do not belong to me. All rights go to Cassandra Clare.
Chapter 2
"Alec" your voice sounds strained as if it's hard for you to say my actual name and not Alexander. I just stand here too scared to move; too afraid to talk and have my voice give away what I'm feeling right now. I swallow loudly.
"Alec" you say again. The she-vamp was about to bite your neck when you push her away.
"But Mags, I thought you liked it when I bite your neck." She whined. Anger got through me when she said you nick-name. That's what I used to call you.
"OH, don't stop on my account Mags" I spat. Anger was clouding my judgment and controlling my voice.
"Go ahead Mags. Go ahead and let he bite you. Isn't that what you want? You like that right?" Getting bolder, I took a few steps forward. Vamp was starting to look a little bit scared. She slowly untangled herself from you and backed into the wall.
"Don't mine me. Just forget that I'm even here, and go back to what you were doing before. You're pretty good at that aren't you Magnus? Forgetting that I'm here and continuing on with life."
With anger surging through my body I ignored the pained look on your face and continued. "How could you Mags? How could you forget everything we went through everything we felt?! After all that you went and just through it all away! What happened to "I love you Alexander."!?
I stopped, realizing that I was now yelling at the top of my lungs. Oh great, someone must have heard that. Just great!
You get up off the bed that you were sitting on, and take a step towards me. "Alec, let me explain, please Alec. This…" you said and motioned your arm around the room. "…Isn't what it looks like."
You reach your hand out to me and place it on my shoulder. Pushing it off my shoulder and backing up I looked up into your eyes anger once again filling me. "NOT WHAT IT SEEMS! MAGNUS HOW CAN THIS NOT BE WHAT IT SEEMS?!" You wince as we keep eye contact while I yell at you.
Slowly walking backwards until I'm standing just inside the doorway I close my eyes and whisper, "Goodbye Magnus. It's obvious that I'm not wanted here and that you're over me."
Turning around, I ran down the hall. "ALEC! Don't! Please…" I thought I heard you say from behind me, but there was no way I was turning around. Not now. Not ever.
Only when I reached the main room do I remember that there's a party. Looking around it dawns on me that no one heard me yelling over the music. Nobody knows and I doubt anyone here would care. The urge the leave this place filled me.
"There's no point in bother Izzy to come with me, she's probably off dancing and having a blast. She'll find me later." I thought
I pushed and shoved my way through the crowd making my way to the door. After a few minutes of making my way through the crowd I made it to the door. I twisted the doorknob, swung the door open and slammed it shut behind me.
I kept running. Three flights of stairs later I was finally outside. Bending over, hands on my knees I caught my breath and silently cursed Magnus for living on the 3rd floor.
Standing outside under the overhanging roof I saw a pair of headlights zooming down the street. As the speeding car passed water flew up from the tires and drenched my body. Great just great! Holding my hands above my head, I stepped out from under the roof.
Immediately I'm pelted with droplets of rain. That's just what I need. Rain! Taking a look around, everything is soaked. How come I didn't realize that it was raining before?
"Maybe because you just found out that your ex-boyfriend has moved on and you haven't."
"Who said that?!" I yelled out. There was nobody around me; that I could see.
"I did. The voice in your head"
That's it. I've lost it. All the stress and emotions must have pushed me over the edge.
"No Alec, I've always been here. But you were too busy with that good for nothing warlock to listen."
"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP OKAY!"
"You alright son?" came a voice from behind me. This one was most defiantly not in my head.
So what do you think? IS ALEC GOING CRAZY? Who's behind him? Review and tell me what you think! :D
