Hey You miss me? :D okay srry i haven't updated but i had testing and shit like that :3 By the way theres a pic of what i think Tristan so you can look at that and REvIeW!
Bpov
My heart was beating too fast and way too loud to not be noticed by everyone. I felt really weird but a good kind of weird I guess I could descried it like a warm fuzzy feeling the pit of my stomach.
This was a complicated situation I felt really strongly for him now but at the same time I just felt really pushed away from him and the pack so I kind of resented him for that. But none the less I liked him … a lot.
'Maybe he didn't imprint on you… maybe he imprinted on that girl … or someone else…' I thought to myself.
The very thought way heart breaking it seem the pain was like if I opened my chest and got my still beating heart and through it on the floor … at his feet ouch. Man why me out of all people I mean he is attractive and seems like a great guy but… what if this cured thing was only a one way type of thing? Liked if I loved him but he didn't love me back or he hated me just thinking about it made my heart hurt.
But still if this is a one way thing then I might as well just accept no one will love me I'll be a lonely women living in a world that reject's me. Man this sucks.
I looked down to the ground the expression on my face obviously changed from love-at-first-sight to depressed and pathetic.
I was half happy for myself the other half was furious I can't believe I imprinted on him! Made a life bonding unbreakable tie with him which was making a tie with all of them which meant I had to tell my secret soon now.
'God too many mood swings stupid imprint side effect.'
My head was pounding with too many emotions going through my head. I forced my eyes to change to topaz maybe they'll just think the whole "her eyes are changing different colors" would be a mind trick. I looked at them they didn't fooled. Well a girl can only hope it was worth a try.
I just started to notice the really awkward silence that had settled on us. It was really uncomfortable and awkward.
But the quiet was broken like shattered glass when the girl wolf stood up. After that all hell broke loose.
"You little fucking bitch" she screamed but before I could even responded slapped/clawed face. My hand went to my bloody cheek that was gushing blood. The slices stung but soon my anger flared and my cheek healed. But I'm still pissed my eyes were getting darker but I tried to make them to "normal" and limbs were shaking and my fangs (A/N: In my story Bella has fangs not other vamps though cause there not like her) growing. I clenched my fist.
When I looked at everyone they seemed surprised even Billy and I just told him a while ago about being part wolf myself.
'I need to get out of here.'
I walked around them out the door with my hand still on my cheek it seemed better not show my already healed cheek so quickly. But what's-her-face kept pushing my fucking buttons.
'Can't she get the damn message? Bella no want trouble Bella want out!' Jesus! Do I have to scream it to her freakin face? Isn't leaving enough? I don't even get to leave with my damn dignity.
"Oh where the hell do you think you're going?" she looked like she was going to try to pounce on me.
But as soon as her arm touched my shoulder someone had pulled her back and away from me.
"Thank you" I whispered in a quiet voice hiding my face.
'I-I can't take it too much too much…' this was getting way too overwhelming.
I wanted desperately to take off run away from this and forget it even happened. I knew it was the wrong thing to do. It wasn't the way it should work but this stress made me feel like I was under a microscope and it was making me feel kind of self cautious. I was going to try to go but a warm hand caught my shoulder. I felt a wave of warmth go through me.
"Please don't go" I suddenly felt myself go soft for him. His touch was hard but soft on my shoulder. His eyes were dark brown with specks of gold that made them sparkle and long eye lashes that gave them a certain charm his hair was shaggy straight and black like a ravens feather his skin a beautiful rusted color he has full lips and was shirtless so you could see he was in great shape. He looked young around twenties but with them lookin' like there on steroids you never know.
I wanted to stay but I felt very unwelcomed. But then again my imprint asked me to stay!
"I-I have to go" I shuttered why did I shuttered? God I must look pathetic.
"Are you sure?" there was an emotion in his eyes…
"Well …"- I looked at the sun "Yah" I said kind of sad.
"We should talk later" he smiled and winked at me.
"I'll see" I turned to the forest and mentally called out.
'Koda I'm by the beach and forest on the west side of town!'
'Finally! I'm starving! What took you so damn long?'
'I'm having issues… I'll explain later.'
'Did you find your uncle?'
'Yeah.'
'He not like you?' I could hear him getting protective which was pretty damn funny.
'No he liked me. It's his son … it turns out he's part of the wolf pack!'
'Ouch rejected by your own.'
'You know what Koda shut up and stop be such a little hoe, no one asked for your opinion. Any ways also this girl randomly slapped/clawed my face it pissed me off.'
'That bitch. Did you beat her ass?'
'First of all Koda, language! And second of all that was a funny pun! And third of all, no I'm more civilized than that' suddenly I notice I was giggling in front of the forest. I must look crazy under all instinct I didn't turn around.
'Hey can you get here Koda.'
'Sure. Whistle so I know where you are.'
'Aw I don't like my whistle it's pathetic.'
'Just do it.'
'Fine' I started to grumble nonsense under my breath.
I whistled which was a high pitched and sounded more like a birds chirp. But when I was finished I saw a full grown black wolf.
"Damn" I said lowly. I think the pack could see Koda because I could see their faces when I turned and man that shit was funny!
'I figured I should take a more muscular form for hunting. Hey why does that guy keep staring at you? It's kind of creepy…'
I turned and saw my imprint was kind of glaring at the other wolfs who were chocking down snickers.
"Hey Billy I'm gonna get going" I said and waved good-bye and gave him a fake cheer full smile. But before I left I took one last glance at him…
'Man I wish in knew his name.'
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I ran through the forest I felt free for the most part because I still wanted to go back to my imprint. But I was going to be away from a lot. He probably doesn't even like me I mean why would someone like the girl with the weird eyes? Or the one that everyone thought was a vampire? He probably has a girlfriend a beautiful, normal and smart girlfriend.
I bet she's a bitch.
I collapse on the grass and hugged my legs to my chest. I've never felt this feeling. It frustrated me really. Man I hated emotions why can't they just go away? I'd make a good empty shell of nothingness
I was getting butterflies thinking about him. I'm going to ignore the imprint even if it kills me … there's got to be a spell or some weird voodoo chant to break the imprint? Oh who am I kidding?
Man I need a distraction if that's possible. I stood up and looked at Koda who had already taken down two deer's. I bet once he's finished he'll take a nap he's such a lazy bum.
"Hey Koda how do you do this whole hunting thing?"
"Easy just listen to your vampire and werewolf instincts" he told me.
"I guess I could try…" anything to get my mind off these mixed feelings.
I sniffed the air and there was something that smelled okay not exactly like mouthwatering deliciousness more like this is really plain and dry … Like when you eat something that needs more flavor. This blood was in desperate need or some fucking flavor.
But I'm pretty thirsty. I get in a crouch stalking my way towards my prey. I saw that it was a mountain was munching on a deer which I thought was kind of funny cause I'm gonna make the predator turn into prey. Kind of funny when you think about it …
I got ready to pounce and then I sprung and dug my nails into its fur but then I just became aware of some unfamiliar eyes watching me which kind of freaked me out. I let the mountain lion go and it ran away frightfully.
"Who's there?" I yelled standing my ground as I saw a tall guy with bronze hair and gold eyes and really pale skin come out of hidding. He was really good looking and his sent was pretty sweet and pleasant it remained me of the scent of my grandmother before she passed away when I was six.
"Who are you?" I said taking a defensive stand I was in my ninja mode I even put up a mental shield.
"Funny I was just going to ask you the same thing. My name is Edward Cullen" he had this crooked smile on which would have been charming if the situation. "What are you doing in this part of the forest?"
"None of your bee's wax" I said kind of childishly I haven't said that phrase in well years. His response was to chuckle.
"You know your sassy, I like that" he smiled which oddly enough made me blush and feel kind of stupid for being so defensive. "I haven't seen you around are you a nomad or something or are you new to town?"
"I'm new to town I live in the La Push" by now I had a relaxed pose "My name is Isabella but please call me Bella."
"Hum Bella it seems to fit with you" he smiled.
"Thank you" once again me made me turn red.
"So you live in the La Push?" his nose wrinkled like he smelled something gross.
"What's wrong with living in the La Push?" I asked a little defensive since I lived there now.
"Well there's werewolf's I'm surprised you're still alive from living there. You're a vampire right?"
"Oh um I'm part vampire. Hey can I ask you something?" it occurred to me he might know the name of my imprint.
"And what would that be?" he asked his eyebrow raising.
"Um what's the name of the wolf pack alpha?" I asked.
"His name is Sam Uley why?" he said.
"Oh no reason just wondering. Thanks" well at least I know one thing about him now his name.
"Hey I have to go. Maybe I'll see you later."
"Oh yeah um bye see ya" as much as Edward seemed nice and all I just wasn't really up to seeing him again. He seemed like he liked me a little too much for my taste plus I already have a friend and I'm satisfied with just one (as you can see I'm not very social.)
And with that he disappeared leaving me all alone in the middle of the forest. No one close to me the only way this could be better was if Tristan my Aunt Violet my parents and Sam where here with me.
'Hey what about me?' Koda yelled mentally.
I rolled my eyes. "Yah and you too."
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