Hey everyone! okay I know i deserve a slap in the face (-.-; but i did update! happy dance ┏(・o･)┛ ┗ ( ･o･) ┓ ┏ ( ) ┛ ┗ (･o･ ) ┓ ┏(･o･)┛ now didn't that just make your day (^.^) so my updates might be a little late then usual cause i started high school (been there for 2 weeks now :/ ) and it is tiring! I get worn out just thinking about it (.) P.s if you haven't noticed i am obbsesed with these japanese emoticon
Bpov
After I gave the whole funeral thing a second thought if figured that it would just be a lot better if I got them cremated it just seems more reasonable if you ask me. When I told my aunt over the phone she said she thought it was a pretty good but that we should still bury the jars so it would feel kind of like a traditional burial that my parents would deserve. Today I'm picking up my aunt at the "airport" (really she was just going to teleport to an ally in Port Angeles) and take her to my house.
Thus it leads me to where I am currently at. I walk down an ally that is just filled with a whole bunch of people that look like they're dealing drugs, are taking the drugs, is a murder and/or rapist, or are having a tough time, or all the above. Then imagine me your average–okay well not so average- weirdo walking down the street. I've had 2 guys try to steal my cash. Not cool. But I did get the opportunity to show off my amazing ass-kicking skills. Truth be told it felt pretty good to get all the frustration I got from when I met the pack.
"Bella!" I saw my aunt run toward me with just a purse jacket and an umbrella.
"Hey Aunt V. I missed you so much!" I hugged my aunt with a lot of force and whispered "why the hell did you pick this place for me to pick you up? Couldn't you have chosen a place more … safer?" I asked looking around.
"Yeah I guess I could have but it would be less noticeable because a lot of people go to those alleys drunk so I assumed people would just think I was just another dunk in the alley. Turns out I was right" She smiled a homey smile that brought me back the normal day. That smile made me forgive her because even though she does stupid things and gets me to go along with it she was always there to get me out of the trouble -or at least help me sneak out my window when I was I was grounded even when she has nothing to do with it. She was always there for me especially when I need it the most.
"So tell me how's life been?" she asked as we walked back to the car.
"It's been pretty good I've gotten my first friend" I smiled really wide thinking about Tristan I probably sounded like a first grader.
"Did you meet your uncle?" she said in a serious tone.
"Yeah and guess what his kid is in the wolf pack."
"Well Bella what did you expect, the man's brother was one so it should run in the family. Thus it should affect his son."
"I guess I should have expected it but I didn't think that he would be a douche too. Then again I didn't think they'd all be douches" I hate to think it but there are no exceptions (except Seth) in this category because as far as I'm concerned they are all douches.
"Bella what happened?" she asked her eyebrows frowning as she gave me a worried look.
"Nothing" I signed "don't worry about it. Hey Aunt V can we go do a little shopping I'm running out of food back home" I gave her a small smile.
"Of course is there anything else you'd like to do will we're at it?" she said a cheerful mood.
"I guess I could use some more clothes and things for Koda and buying a book or two wouldn't hurt" I said thinking to myself.
"Here we'll use some of the money your parents left" she smiled.
"Wait what? They left me money? When did this happen and why wasn't I aware of this?"
"You didn't know your parents left you enough money to a pretty decent life without working. And if you do work you wouldn't have to do that big of job …" by then she just started rambling about finance.
By then we just wandered back to my car and after we drove to the mall. While we walked we got stared at lot though I didn't blame them my aunt was really beautiful. She a light tan full lips waist length dark brown hair and gray eyes that sometimes turned violet hence the name. She was shorter than me and had a petite figure which she complained about every now and then though I didn't get what the big deal was about being short. Plus she just seemed to be a pretty happy person most of the time so she put some good vibes around her.
But even though I knew they were probably looking at her I still go pretty self conscious because I was standing next to her so eyes would most likely wonder on me. And I just hated to attention.
As we walked around I saw some of the guys from the wolf pack. It was just the ones who were in high school minus Seth and for the first time they were wearing shirts it was kind of weird truth be told.
'Now what would they be doing in the mall?' I thought.
Why did it seem that I couldn't go a day now without seeing them somewhere it was pretty frustrating, especially since I wanted nothing to do with them.
I started to grumble nonsense and my aunt turned to me.
"What's wrong Bella?" she asked with a worried look.
"The enemy is here" I said with a gloomy tone.
"You don't like them?"
"No I hate them, they're all assholes, well most of them anyway."
"Hum I've never heard you curse before, well not this much anyways, you must really not like them."
"I dislike them almost as much as I dislike getting sick,"
"Speaking of which have you gotten sick yet?"
"Not yet and I know, when I do I have to stay home at all times" Every year around this time I always got sick. But it wasn't the cold or flu it was like I'm about to die sick. I got insanely pale could barley eat couldn't really move and all my powers just left me basically I became like a human. Well human that's about to die it only lasted about a week or so but after that I became stronger and got a new power it should stop this year so who knows how painful it will be, but I do know it's gonna be hell! (.)
"Be careful Bella, when I see you like that it gives me pain. The way your skin seems to go gray the dead look in your blood shot eyes how even the slightest touch gives you a bruise or worse makes you bleed like crazy. You look dead and so fragile and I don't want anyone who would try to cause harm to you see you. Because I know when you see someone who you don't like and you see them at they're weakest you might help this person out of good heart but let's face it Bella not many of our kind would do that. You know as well as I do that they will kill you and probably not a quick twist of your neck it will be a lot worse" when she spoke she spoke with no emotion it was an empty sound.
"I understand I will be carful plus I have someone at home who can –well attempt to- take care of me" said with a smile.
"Who?" she said with a smile.
"I have this wolf pup at home and he's one of those shifting animals so who knows maybe he can take care of me."
My aunt laughed and it sounded pretty I guess the way I could explain it is like a bell laugh.
I looked over and the wolf pack looked at us. My heart started to hammer against my chest.
"Let's go" I said grabbing my aunt's arm and dragging her away. We ran all the way to the car.
"What was that for?" she said?
"No way was I going to get in a fight with them in the middle of the mall lets go to a book store or something I'm tired of looking for clothes."
"Well too bad you still need more!" She said pulling me into the car as I groaned.
After the shopping (which wore me down) my aunt took me out to eat.
"So where do you want to eat?" She asked.
"Let's eat at that Asian buffet!" I said with a lot of enthusiasm.
"I've never seen someone so enthusiastic to eat than you" she said laughing while I stuck my tonnage out at her.
"Oh hush you."
"Bella! Hey turn around!" I turn as I'm suddenly being hugged.
"Hey Tristan" I said hugging him back.
"Bella are you following me?" he said laughing.
"Pfft of course not" I said in a sarcastic way I hear someone cough and I remember my aunt "Oh aunt V this is Tristan, Tristan this is my aunt V."
"Nice to meet you" he said.
"Nice to meet you too" my aunt said with a smile.
"So why you unusually happy?" I asked.
"I pretty happy because the carnival is coming to Port Angels" he said sounding like a little kid.
"That's why" I said laughing.
"The carnival has amazing rides! And plus I figured you could come with me" he said batting his eyes and pouting and it left me wondering 'How the hell does that work on a eighteen year old boy? It should be a sin!'
"Sure I guess it'll be fun" I said still smiling.
"Awesome. Well, see you later. Nice to meet you Miss. Bella's-Aunt" he said then he left.
When we got inside my aunt gave me a sly smile and raised her eyebrows.
"What?" I said when we sat down with our food.
"Oh nothing, nothing" she said looking away.
"Yeah, sure. Whatever." After we ate we went home the whole ride though we kept fighting over my CD's and hers mine won.
"I hate you" my aunt said pouting.
"Remember who has the steering wheel in her hands and has the power to cause a car cash" I said. Why do I have to the grown up?
"You wouldn't …" she said narrowing her eyes at me.
"Don't underestimate me" I said jerking the wheel making us swerve.
"Okay you would I'm sorry!"
That's how we spend the rest if the day. Try to be as happy as possible cause we knew tomorrow would be a day to shed tears.
Tomorrow was finally the funeral.
It was raining today but it rained practically every day but today was different. Today everything seemed dead as if the water drowned them instead giving them life I think it was only me though. Today I was wearing a black and white Goth loli type of dress, tights a pair of boots and a black umbrella the classic funeral wear.
"Come on Bella lets go" my aunt said holding two silver cans that had my parent's remains in.
The plan for today was to bury my parents and when Billy left my aunt would cast a spell on the lock on my mom's ashes to make sure it is never opened because if it does my mother will go try to put her body back together and come back alive only she'll be more of a empty shell like a zombie. I don't want that to happen I want my mom to be in peace not an empty shell roaming the forest and I don't want her to suck the life force out of innocent people.
"Are you guys not gonna have a priest?" Billy asked.
"No why would we? I'm sure those two will find their way to the heaven or nirvana or whatnot. Their probably there right now so need for the help of a priest plus they weren't religious people" my aunt assured Billy.
"Sounds reasonable but what about my brother?"
"He's with my sister and I'm he can take care of himself if not Bella here would have gotten a message from them in one of her dreams."
"Yeah…" I said quietly.
"So then what exactly are we going to do then?" he asked.
"Not much we're just going to bury the ashes and we thought you would like to say good bye" my aunt said.
"Oh well then thank you. So this won't take long?"
"No you can put the flowers you brought there and me and Bella will just mark where they are."
When we got there me and my aunt picked up shovels and started digging deep into the earth and we placed the cans there to lay for –hopefully- the rest of time.
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