Hello people guess what while i was typing chapter 11 of Hybrid my laptop was having a mental meltdown D: so i lost all my documents T^T but that dosn't mean that i will let that stop me :D Muhahaha! Well here you go sorry for the wait Thank you so much for the reviews they made me really happy(^v^)
Also I would like to know if you think I should rewrite my first couple chapters? I've reread them and well ... I didn't like them so I want to see if anyone wants me to rewite them :) and I was wondering if anyone would be intrested in becoming my beta reader.
Bpov
"Should I go?" I said to myself walking back and forth in the room. I bit my lip and hugged my stomach. The butterflies flutering in my stomach were so anoying they wouldn't let me sit still.
"Maybe I should just stay at home" I said to myself sitting down on my bed "But then Billy might think I was too stuck up to go and might hate me" I put my face into my pillow and let out a muffled scream.
"Come on Bella" I could hear Koda scratching the door.
"It's open!" I yelled from under the pillow.
"You need to get going" he turned into a owl and pirtched right on my bed.
"Just give me a sec."
"Fine just hurry up so we can make peace with those beast and get them to stop snooping around our teritory."
"You sound kind of like an old man "Get off my territroy you young rascels!" I giggled.
"Shut up you know what I mean."
"Yeah, here I guess I'll get going" I took my purse and put my phone and ipod in it.
"Are you leaving now?" My aunt came out with her hair in a bun a hoodie and a pair of pants.
"Yeah I'll be back soon" I picked up the cake I had made earlier it was just a pinapple upside down cake. I thought it would be nice to bring something and i figured it would get me on their good side. Plus it was freaking delicious .
"Okay take your jacket it's chilly outside" she said while looking like she was deep in thought. I took the bright red pea coat out of the closet and immdiatly put it on.
I took everything and as i opened the cold blew in my face and gave me goosebumps. 'Ugh isn't it too cold to have a barbeque or bondfire?' thought to myself but just kept going.
The stars looked pretty tonight but the forest had a bit of an eiry feeling to it now that it was dark and cold 'Maybe i should be carefull i don't want to cause trouble for myself.'
"Boo!" I let out a shriek and jumped.
"My God! Why did you do that?" turned looking at Tristan while he praticaly fell from laughing.
"Oh that was funny you should have seen your face" I just pouted and stuck my touange out at him.
"That wasn't funny. I wasn't ready for an atack" I narrowed my eyes at him.
"Sorry your usually so composed and serious it was really funny to see you so vunerable. It's kind of cute" he gave me a innocent looking smile.
"Oh whatever you are forgiven" I said I smiling I couldn't stay mad at him for some reason maybe it was the smile. 'I turning soft!'
"So what do you have there?" he said looking at the cake I was holding.
"A pineapple upside down cake."
"It looks yummy can I have a peice?" he tried to reach.
"No not of this one i have some at home that we can eat later."
"So where are you going with such a tastey looking cake?"
"I'm going to the bondfire I was invited to" I looked down smiling a little maybe this invitaion meant a fresh start the possibility for friendship or at least understanding. Maybe we won't have to be ememies.
"So your going over there. Bella I'm not going to lie, I hate them so if you need me to go pick you up later I'll take my mortercyle and I'll take you home. I'll just be a call away." his eyes eyes turned into a cold blue
"Okay I'll call if I need you" I said looking down."Why don't you like them?" I looked up.
"The used to tease me. I guess I never got over it ya know? As much as i want to let it go I just can't. In fact they're the reason why i had no friends before you but if they didn't maybe we never have met" he just looked over to me and smiled it was a sad one though. I reached over reached for his hand and grasped it tightly in mine. His hand was big and so much warmer than mine.
Tristan started to blush bright red.
"It's okay I used to get picked on as a kid" I tried to smile but it just turned to a My eyes blurred over I remerbered it all the feeling of being ostracized from everyone because I was diffrent the feeling of finally having a friend and seeing them turn their back on you the next day. It was the sad and loney life that I led everyday hoping that things would get better but sometimes only got worse.
Suddenly I felt something wet on my face followed by the feeling of arms wraped around me. It was a little weird though, what with this cake in between us.
"This hug didn't go the way I planned for it to go"he said I laughed and let go.
"I didn't mind it that much" I said smiling then started to walk and watched him turn red. Aw he's so adorable when he's being shy!
We spent the rest of the time walking in comfterable scilence.
When we got there I saw the pack looking at me as if expecting for me to do something crazy.
"Here I'll text you later okay?" he gave me a one armed hug.
"Okay" I said and let go of him.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and went to where the bondfire was taking place.
"Hi Billy!" I yelled when I found him.
"Hey Bella good to see you made it. What you got there?" he asked looking to the cake.
"Oh i just brought a pinapple upside down cake."
"Looks good. You can set it over on the table, it's by the guys you should say hi. Espesically to the one with the blue shirt his name is Sam I think he has a crush on you" he pointed over to the pack. When he said the word crush my eyes widdened and i looked down there was an uncomfterble feeling in my stomach.
"Yeah" I laughed but it sounded fake. Really fake.
I walked over but kept my eyes on the ground and set the cake on the table.
When I looked up I saw the whole pack looking at me. Leah and Paul we're both glaring at me (no shock there) Seth was waving and the other five just looked at me wierd.
"So you came." I turned and saw one the pack. My cousin hehe it felt weird to think it.
"Oh yeah your my cousin right" I giggled. I felt so happy being able to say I had more familiy left.
"Yeah my names Jacob. Um why are you laughing" he said he put his hand behind his head.
"Oh sorry I'm just happy to meet you" I blushing slightly. This was kind of exciting ,to talk to someone who could shapeshift too.
"Well let me introdoce you to everyone. This is Leah, Paul, Seth-"
"We've already met right, Bella?" Seth cut Jacob off.
"Yeah, um please go on, Jacob" I smiled at Seth.
"Anyways Embry, Quil, Brady, Collin, Jared, Kim, and Sam." Sam stuck his hand out and I shook it. I felt kind of gittery from touching his hand.
"Nice to meet you guys" I put on my most friendly smile and waved slightly akwardly.
"So Bella how do you like the la Push?" Quil asked .
"It's okay people have been kind enough to me" that's a lie because I'm getting a dirty look as we speak.
"So are you staying with some relaitves?" asked Sam.
"Not really I'm renting this little house around the forest. It's really cute but kind of secluded but I have Koda if I ever get lonley." I stoped talking as soon as I realised I was blabbing. 'God, why did I become such a chaterbox all of a sudden?'
"Who's Koda?" his voice sounded a little edgey when i heard him say that.
"Oh he's my w-dog he's still a puppy" I said in a rush I didn't want to get in trouble for having a wolf-even a pup- at home.
"So you live on your own? Aren't you only 17?" Sam asked seeming kind of concrened.
"I'm 18. And well my aunt is living with me right now but I'm not sure how long she'll be around" I chuckeled darkly while looking at the ground. I don't want my aunt to leave having her with me is like having a piece of home with me. But the thing is my aunt isn't the type to stay in one place she's like a butterfly after staying in one place for too long she'll want to go somewhere eles. Once I finish high school, like my parent wanted me to, I'll go travel with her.
"That's cool" it got quite again and i noticed that we we were the only ones talking this made me self contious and more nervous that I already was.
"So who do you hang out with during lunch?" Jacob asked as if he didn't already know the school was so small everyone knew everyone it was something that was hard to get used to. Back in Arizona I usually saw about two people who I've never seen before in a week, so not the case here in the La Push.
"Oh Tristan ya know, kid about this tall" I held my hand in the air above my own hieght "blue eyes and really pale. It's kind of hard to miss him."
"That loser?" I turned to see Paul smirking with his arms crossed.
When he said that it felt like a fire had lighted inside me. I could feel my eyes changing even though I promised my self that I wouldn't let them but it was like trying to contain your emotions, it's hard.
"Do you think you could atempt at an insult that actualy stings or will it take you a few hours?" I looked him straight in the eye and he seemed to glare right back so I only smircked back at him. The earth was pulsing and my adrelain was rushing through my veins.
"Are you try to say I'm stupid?" he was shaking all I did was smile. I know I should stop making him mad but I was having fun.
"Hey admission is the first step-" I said before he cut me off.
"You little bi-"
"Paul don't talk to her like that!" Sam growled stading in front of me. With his back turned to me I noticed how tall he was, so much more than me. I've always considered myself avreage when it came to height but now I just felt so small and protected it was nice...
My anger had started to melt away and I instally felt stupid and ashamed, for letting him get to me. I blinked a couple of times and made my eyes go back to their orginal light brown color.
"You guys the foods ready" Emily whispered trying to break the tention.
All of the guys ran over to the table practicaly took most of the food. They looked like hungry animals it was pretty funny though. I felt a tingling sensation to my side and I saw Sam standing there just looking at me. I got goosebumps from being so close.
"Hey I'm sorry Paul can get out of hand sometimes."
"Oh it's okay" I said even though I really wanted to say something like: I've noticed.
"Are you cold?" He looked into my eyes I felt my ears get warm and I just looked down.
"Oh no why do you think that?"
"You were shivering a second ago wern't you cold or was there another reason you were shivering?" he said raising his eyebrow and had a slight smirk. I felt my face go warm.
'Was I found out? How embarresing' I coughed into my arm, 'Weird my thoat feels dry.'
"Shouldn't you go get some food before it's a gone?" I said avoiding the question.
"I guess I should. I don't want to leave you alone, do you wanna come?" he asked.
"Well I don't want to be alone" I squeaked. Ugh how dorky does that sound? I wanted to smack myself. Man I'm no good at this.
"You're cute" he smiled at me. I don't think my heart has ever beaten so fast.
"Oh um Thank you" I didn't know how to reply.
After we got food we sat at where the bondfire was taking place there wasn't many people so this seemed like a private affair.
Where we sat I could see the fire. I didn't like it, it was the very elemet that took my parents away from me and proably the one that would end my own life.
"Legends time" I heard to my right I saw Seth smiling.
"Hm" I raised my eyebrow.
"They do this all the time. They tell the legends of our people" Sam told me smiling.
"Are they boring or something?" I asked slightly smiling.
"No it's just I've heard them for a while now. Has anyone ever told you them?"
"No this will be the first time I hear them" I admited slightly embarresed.
"It's okay it's Kim's first time hearing them too" he reasured me.
"Oh that's cool" Kim's head raised slightly, I think form hearing her name.
All of a sudden things hushed down. Billy cleared his thoat and looked me straight in the eye as if telling me to listen.
And Listen carefully...
~*Legeneds told* ~
To be continued
