Lucy had written a book 2 years ago when she first realized her love for natsu. she put all her loving/sweet moments she wished to have with him in that book, she regretted writing it when sting found it while cleaning.

"it was 2 years ago!"

"BUT YOUR STILL KEPT IT?" after that he stormed out the door with a look of disgust and hurt on his face.

lucy decided to take a bath she went to get her soap when she saw it. the only thing that gave her comfort for months was there and sharper than ever. she picked it up and made a line though all her scars. not once did she wince at the pain she enjoyed it like she enjoyed when sting marked her 2 months ago.

2 cuts

6 cuts

8 cuts

10 cuts

13 cuts

16 cuts that was it the last cut her bath water was red by now and her wrists on each side had at least 20 new cuts she was dizzy she dried off got dressed and cut some more

3 cuts

knock*

4 cuts

"hey lucy i want to apologize..."

5 cuts "finally no more pain...hehe"

"Lucy?"

6 cuts "that one hurt a little."

"LUCY, STOP!"

10 cuts "Maybe just one more..."

"LIGHT DRAGONS ROAR"

Blackout

Stings POV

her arms had a lot of cuts before but now you wouldn't think she had any skin there to begin , so much, too much she was covered in blood. i rush to her and felt her neck she just barely had a pulse i rushed her to the guilds infirmary

"WENDY!"

Wendys POV

I heard sting yell my name in between sobs only to find him holding lucy blood dripping down her arms

"Oh my what happened?"

"we got in a *hic* fight and *hic* she got upset and did*hic* this..."

i eminently started to heal her sting held her as her pulse started normal again i stared at them in awe he really cared about her i looked over to romeo and wondered if he'd ever feel the same towards me

*sigh*

Sting POV

she was okay but i caused her to do this. it's because of that stupid paper! that damn paper! im so dumb i almost lost my mate over a fucking paper from two years ago! i have to make this up to her!

"s-sting?"

"lucy are you okay."

"dont cry sting im okay thanks to wendy." she gave me a weak smile

"lucy, i am so sorry for what i said i have a bit of a temper."

"A bit?"

"fine i have a lot of a temper but thats only because i love you."

"i love you too sting."

"ouch."

"what is it?"

"my wrists, they hurt."

i slowly took the bandage form wendys hands and wrapped her wrists up.

"now next time you do that you will be punished."

"how will you punish me?" they way she said it almost made me blush hence the almost

"I'll find a way." i said it the same way she did and she smirked SHE FLIPIN SMIRKED

"hmm... now i know why virgo likes punishment so much it sounds fun..."

*stares dumbfounded

'wow..."

the whole guild was laughing at me

"she schooled you! hahahahaha!"

"oh shut it ya stripper."

"HEY! thats personal!"

"so?"

"grr..."

lucy was laughing at the bar with her friends and out of no where a glass cup flew towards her and i cought it

"WHO THE LIVING HELL JUST THREW A GLASS CUP AT LUCY?" by then eveyone was pointing at wakaba and macow

"next time i see anything thrown at lucy who ever threw it is dead."