What hath happened?

I don't know.

Like I seriously don't have any idea why I didn't update for...

SO LONG.

So first of sorry to those who waited

and also sorry to those who waited but gave up yes I'm horrible *cries*

Finally mustered up the courage to actually write something to the mad fanfiction-ers

And, I have been tying up some stuff! Stuff I like and don't like so depends... what I write...

I'm not making sense.

OK.

RanTW1718

p.s. reviewers, sorry am not replying this time! (and all the other times

I appreciate your reviews, really do!

Except I'm putting this quickie on here because I feel so bad I can't take it anymore.

Call me evil, you can do that.

ok peaceeee

xxxx

I hear voices in my head.

They are telling me something.

Various emotions, tones, words, but they are all telling me the same thing.

Horrible.

I am horrible because I ran off.

I am horrible because I didn't tell anyone before I did.

I am horrible because I'm making those I care about worry about me.

I should've learned.

I turned into Conan because I ran off.

Why did I run off by myself again?

I didn't tell anyone.

Anyone.

They thought-everyone, maybe, thought that I had died.

Died.

And though it wasn't far off from the truth, what grief have I caused them?

What sorrow?

How dare I-how could I-do I have the right to do so?

When I am alive-barely-how can I lead them to believe so?

I should've, I should've, I should've.

I could've, I could've, I could've.

These thoughts that manifest in these various ways.

Torture me.

Because I am horrible.

Horrible.

Just plain horrible.

Nothing else can describe how cruel and terrible a person I am...

...

...

...

...

I can't remember.

Who?

...

Who are those I care about? All I see are foggy images...

Ah...

I have even forgotten ...those I love...

...

xxx

depressing isn't it.

yeah.

Poor him.

(says person who made him this way

Till next time!

Hopefully soon

*smiles*

Don't hurt me.

Please.