Emily drunkenly stumbled out of the Uber's car and into her girlfriend's house. Leaving the party wasn't Emily's idea, nor did she want to, but it was probably for the best. The way things were headed between Emily and Alison could have only lead to an explosion at some point. The last thing Emily wanted was Hanna and Alison fighting in public. Especially after both girls had been drinking.
Emily just couldn't stop herself from falling into Alison again. There was something about the blonde that made Emily so drawn to her and Emily didn't know if she would ever figure it out. Alison just had a way about her that made Emily swoon, and after over a week of avoiding her she couldn't stop herself rom pouring her heart to Alison tonight.
"I can't believe we barely hung out tonight," Hanna stated as the two walked up her stairs to head to her bedroom. Emily followed her girlfriend and closed the door behind of them, not wanting to wake up Mrs. Marin, "I didn't mean to not see you the entire night, I just didn't want to hang out with Mona."
"Whatever, that was just your excuse," Hanna replied, taking off her heels. Hanna was clearly upset. And at this point who could blame her? Her own girlfriend barely said three sentences to her all night. Emily let out a sigh of frustration. The brunette was on edge herself. After just having a run in with Alison and being intoxicated, her emotions were running high.
"What are you huffing and puffing about? I leave you and come back to find you inches away from Alison's mouth. What the hell were you even doing with her alone?" Hanna snapped. "She's my friend, I can't speak to her alone with supervision?" Emily questioned. "Not when you want her, no," Hanna said dryly.
"Hanna—,"
"I don't even know why I try or why I'm still with you. You don't even want me anymore. Even when we have sex it's not the same. Do you even love me anymore?"
Emily tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, "I'll always love you, Hanna. That's not a question."
"You just love her too, right?" Hanna cut.
Emily was tired. Not physically tired, but emotionally. The brunette was starting to give out. Her heart was wearing down. For years Emily forced herself to get over Alison, especially the past few weeks she tried her hardest to avoid the blonde completely and dedicate her time solely to her girlfriend, but Alison was always on her mind and in her heart. No matter what Emily did with Hanna, or how many times they had sex, or even how sweet Hanna was to Emily, Alison was always there. And it crushed Emily. Emily didn't want to hurt Hanna, God, she wanted to feel the way she did about Alison about Hanna. But she couldn't. No matter how hard Emily worked.. it just didn't happen.
Emily's eyes started to water, she knew it was time. She couldn't do it anymore.
"Why can't you just fucking admit that you want Alis—,"
Hanna stopped when she looked up to see tears running down Emily's cheek. The brunette was just standing there, holding her own hands while silently crying. Suddenly Hanna's body went numb. Hanna knew the second she made eye contact with Emily. Emily wasn't fighting back anymore. She wasn't trying to prove anything. She was just standing there with big brown watery eyes looking back at Hanna like a puppy like expression that screamed heartbreak. And just like that Hanna's heart was starting to crack. An urgent ache began in her chest. The blonde knew.
"I'm so sorry," Emily's voice shakily stated. Emily could feel a part of her own heart break. The part that belonged to Hanna. She had so much love and care for the girl standing in front of her. And she knew that she was about to break her.
"So it's true?" Hanna managed to ask with a tight voice. After hearing Hanna's uneven voice, Emily didn't trust her own. The brunette nodded in response. Tears formed to Hanna's blue eyes within a blink, "how long?" The question was so quietly whispered that Emily didn't hear her, "what?"
"How long have you wanted her?!" Hanna nearly yelled. Emily shifted on her feet, "I never stopped." Hanna suddenly walked closer to Emily and pushed the brunette back, "how could you fucking do this?" Emily's tears came quicker, but she didn't fight Hanna back. She couldn't, not when she deserved it.
"I'm sorry," Emily cried. Hanna shoved Emily again as she raised her voice, "you fucking cheated on me, didn't you?" Emily's tears fell harder and her stomach flipped, "I'm so sorry, Hanna."
Before the brunette could see it coming Hanna's right hand made a swift connection to Emily's left cheek. The sound was loud and the hit was hard. "I'm so done with you. I fucking hate you!" Hanna yelled.
Hanna's door opened and a distraught Mrs. Marin appeared in the doorway. Her eyes were big and round, focused on her daughter and her daughter's girlfriend. "Hanna?! Emily?! What in the world is going on in here?!"
Mrs. Marin's eyes fell on her crying daughter and Emily holding her own face. It only took a matter of seconds before Mrs. Marin put the pieces together. Hanna started pushing at Emily again until the brunette was pushed into Hanna's wall. Emily had nowhere to go, and honestly she didn't want to go anywhere. Half of her wanted Hanna to hit her. Hanna didn't deserve this.
"I fucking hate you!" Hanna yelled, "I hate you!"
Mrs. Marin quickly made her way over to the girls and grabbed Hanna, wrapping her daughter in her arms. Hanna swung to hit more at Emily, but Mrs. Marin pulled her away from her girlfriend.
Emily took the opportunity to leave. She couldn't even see straight, not because she was that drunk, but because she was crying so hard her vision was blurred and clouded.
Mrs. Marin called after Emily and Hanna yelled, but the brunette dashed out of Hanna's room and out of her house without stopping once. She made her way to the only place her feet knew where to take her. The only person in the entire world she wanted to see right now. She had to get to Alison.
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I know some people wanted to see what happened between Hanna and Emily, so there that is! I know this was an extremely short chapter, but I should have put this in chapter 4 and I couldn't find anywhere else in the story to put this.
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