Clothes were splayed across the floor and silence defeaned in the room. Dean was in Roman's bed with his shirt off, while the much bigger man was on top of him. They didn't move yet, just looked at each other while their fingers laced together in a soft but secure lock. Dean watched as Roman examined his face, his gray eyes scanning Dean up and down, like he was trying to find a flaw where there were none, at least none that the samoan could see physically.

"Kiss me." Dean whispered, looking up at Roman. He could tell Roman wanted too, especially by his intense stare. But instead of kisses, Roman just smiled at him, fitting more between Dean's open legs. He leaned down and surprisingly nuzzled his nose against Dean's, then brought Dean up, so that he was sitting in his lap.

Roman's hands moved to wrap around Dean's waist, then moved up his back, pulling Dean flush against him. He was so gentle, treating Dean as though he would break. The brunette smiled, feeling a wave of innocence as he felt Roman's cock brush against his own. It felt good, but Roman also felt so big under him, he was massive. Dean blushed as his mind started to wonder where that weapon of mass destruction Roman was hiding in his pants was going to fit anywhere inside of him.

"You're incredibly beautiful." Roman said quietly, almost too quietly, like he didn't want anyone else to know, but Dean. His fingers were now caressing Dean's abs and Dean could feel the cold fingers on him, It was torture, but of the exquisite kind. He was exploring Dean's body, touching everywhere he could in case he didn't get a chance to after this. But Dean couldn't take it for much longer, he wanted to kiss him, and he wanted it badly.

"Roman.. kiss me?" Dean now whined as Roman's hands moved to his ass, cupping the cheeks through Dean's basketball shorts. Dean could feel himself be pressed against Roman's erection, completely, but not totally shocked by the fact that he was getting one himself.

"If i kiss you.. will you leave?" Roman asked him, feeling Dean's cock press against the zipper of Roman's jeans. He wanted friction, and he wanted it badly but he needed to set a pace so it didn't scare Dean off. He was afraid, if he... if they moved forward, what would happen then? Roman couldn't handle being used by yet another straight guy.

"I won't leave, just fucking kiss me already-" Dean was cut off by Roman grabbing his face, pressing his lips to Dean's gently. It felt so different than kissing girls, since Roman had stubble, which scratched against Dean's face as they slowly made out. Dean could feel himself settling more into the kiss, leaning down so he could drink from Roman's lips, savoring the sweet taste of champagne and him.

He felt Roman start to move his hips up most likely for friction. Dean happily met his hips, slowly grinding against Roman's erection. Why did it feel so good? Roman licked on Dean's bottom lip and slowly his tongue moved inside of the young boys mouth. Their teeth clashed as Dean let him in, letting his own tongue play with Roman's gently.

It should've felt weird, Dean never kissed a guy before, in fact he never kissed anyone who kissed like Roman. He was so passionate, hungry. It only made Dean want him more. The kiss became desperate and Dean's hands ended up in Roman's hair, fisting the back of it to keep their mouths in place. Roman only pulled away to breathe, looking into Dean's eyes as the young college student kept his hands in his hair.

"What's next?" Dean asked as he released slow breaths, trying to regain his control. His dick was frimly erect against the outline of his shorts, begging for release. If only Roman would tell him that next, he wanted to fuck his brains out. That thought scared and excited Dean all at once.

"I think we should cool down." It wasn't what Dean wanted to hear, but he would be lying if he didn't say that he didn't agree. Besides he didn't even know how to have gay sex.. how would he be able to please Roman anyway?

"I agree."

"Good." Roman moved Dean to the side of him, and then they just ended up laying down side by side as they looked up at Roman's ceiling.

"You still hard?" Dean asked Roman.

"Very." Roman responded with a laugh.

Silence fell between them again as they stared up into the darkness of the room. They just kissed and touched. It was better than sex to Dean, because with every extended finger, or soft caress he could feel just how much Roman cared about him.

"How many more weeks until you leave?"

"Two." Dean said back, "why?"

"Mm." Roman hummed his response. Two weeks left with him, two weeks until he'd never see Dean again and maybe just maybe his heart wouldn't pound the way it did around him. Maybe just maybe, things would go back to way they were.

Maybe just maybe he'd fall out of love with him then.

"Two weeks with you... i think i could do that." Roman said, laughing lightly.

Dean laughed too, his hand moving to connect with Roman's. They both held on and squeezed, slowly caressing as their eyes finally connected.

"Stay the night. I promise you, no funny business." Roman smiled at him, and Dean turned, only to lay a soft kiss to Roman's wet lips.

"You didn't even have to ask."


"So you asked her if she was a whore?" Cody laughed at Seth.

"Not like that."

"But you did ask her if she slept with her customers."

"And how she spent the money."

"Which is basically calling her a whore."

The boys all laughed at Seth as they started lifting weights. Seth pursed his lips, moving to spot Dean.

"Was that bad? I mean.. she's a goddamn stripper! How was i supposed to know that i would piss her off by saying it? It was a legitimate question."

"With a legitimate slap as the answer." Dolph laughed more as he started to use the pull up.

"Shut up, at least it didn't hurt that badly." Seth frowned.

"Look, dude... maybe she's not mad anymore? I mean what happened when you ran into her last night again?" Seth had already told Dean what happened but he didn't mention it to the rest of the guys.

"I hid until i couldn't hide anymore. She found me and then we talked it over. But she sorta said that she hated me and wanted to stick her high heel up my 'twink' ass." Seth shook his head, "What's a twink anyway?"

"I think it's a term used for hairless, young gay men." Cody shrugged, looking at Dolph for help.

"Hey, don't look at me dude."

They all shrugged.

"So Ambrose, we all know that Seth got his ass handed to him by some chick, what did you do last night?"

Dean sat up and Seth helped him put the bar back. He was blushing but he tried to keep calm, he didn't want to give it away and have them judge him. After he left Roman's he couldn't stop thinking about him, the kiss, the way Roman held him as they slept together. Dean started thinking about it again, and he couldn't stop the blush now even if he wanted too.

"Look, Ambrose is blushing like a damn school girl!" Cody said laughing as he sat up.

"You look like you had cock in your mouth or something Ambrose. What happened last night?"

Dean looked down at that, he didn't want to face the music and tell his friends just how close he came to doing exactly that last night. Seth noticed Dean's facial expression and he realized that Dean was hiding something. He didn't know what it was but Seth wasn't stupid, he had pretty good idea about who it was that was making Dean blush.

"Hey guys, let's leave Dean alone. Chill with that shit, got it?" Seth defended Dean, and Cody waved them off, pulling Dolph with him towards the locker room.

"Thanks man." Dean says, getting up and putting his hand on Seth's shoulder.

"Dean. I'm going to ask you something and i want you to be 100% honest with me."

"Sure, of course dude. Shoot."

"Were you with Roman last night?"


"Why did i decide to do this? How did you rope me into hiking?" Dean panted as he and Roman hiked up the appalachian trail on bellvale mountain. He could barely breathe but Roman, seemed to be just fine. The best thing about the hike was that he got a nice view of Roman from behind as he followed him up the mountain.

"Please, Dean. It's not even that bad. We're almost there." Roman turned to look back at him, and Dean could've sworn he felt his heart drop. Roman had his hair in a tight bun and he was wearing a sleeveless white and green shirt, ray bans and some black shorts. Dean bit his lip and felt insanely lucky in that moment, he was lucky that he had Roman's attention. The attention of a beautiful man. The fact that he was a guy with a dick instead of something he was used too, was starting to not scare Dean as much. The only thing that scared him now was..

Roman's big dick.

They finally made it up the mountain, well Roman made it, Dean trailed a little bit behind. Roman put his hand out for Dean to take and he did, only to be pulled into Roman's arms. He smiled then Roman let go, turning to look at the scenery.

"Isn't it beautiful?" Roman asked Dean, his gray eyes trained on the crisp blue sky, and white clouds.

"Yeah. It is." Dean answered, but instead of looking at the clear sky, or birds flying high, he was looking at Roman and smiling. It wasn't a lie, Roman was incredibly beautiful.

Roman turned to see Dean staring at him and he didn't waste any time, he leaned in and kissed his lips. Dean blushed, kissing him back gently. It was one of those sweet kisses that couples usually do. But they weren't a couple. It didn't have a label. But it felt nice at least. He felt Roman pull him tight into his embrace, deepening the soft kiss. Dean didn't pull away, he actually welcomed Roman's lips, humming against the softness of Roman's mouth.

"Roman... is that.." Dean's eyes widened and he started to pull away from Roman's lips as he saw something slithering towards them. "FUCKING SNAKE!" Dean yelled, pushing away from Roman then he started running back down the mountain.

"Dean!" Roman screamed as he ran after him, "Dean, slow down or you'll fall!"

Dean kept going until he was almost back to the car. Roman finally caught up with him, panting as Dean stood near the car.

"Dean..."

"What?"

"You ran."

"Yes."

"Why?"

"I don't do snakes okay, i just don't fuck with them. Be mad or whatever, but don't tell me i shouldn't of run. Because i would've run no matter what."

Roman started laughing, and he nodded, understanding where he was coming from. "I'm terrified of spiders." He admitted, opening the car door for him.

Dean hopped in the passengers seat, smiling. Roman didn't judge him, not even a little bit. He couldn't of pulled that running shit with Alicia, she would've never dated him if he did. Roman was different, he was free to be himself around him, all 225 pounds of scared. It was nice.

They ended up driving back to the city, and since it was a fairly long drive, Dean fell asleep. He didn't realize that Roman was watching him every now and again, seeing Dean snore as they hit the highway. He was incredibly cute, Roman was trying not to get used to it.

A little over 3 hours later, Roman parked his car and woke Dean up. He looked tired still, from the way he rubbed his eyes. They both got out and headed up to Roman's apartment.

"Go lay down, I'll call and get some chinese food." Roman pushed Dean towards his room, picking up his phone to call for chinese. Roman starts to order for them both, but he gets sidetracked as Dean starts kissing his neck, causing Roman to drop the phone just after he finished the order. "Dean.." Roman stuttered, closing his eyes at the feeling of wet lips on him. He could barely stand it. He grunted then picked Dean up with ease, letting Dean's legs wrap around his waist as Roman walked them over to the couch.

"I'm fucking 200 plus pounds and you pick me up like a sack of potatoes." Dean laughed, slowly taking Roman's hair out of it's bun.

"Dean?"

"Yeah?"

"Shut up and kiss me?"

Dean smiled, settling against the couch with Roman. He leaned down and started kissing him, at first it was nice and slow, kinda like their first kiss. But things quickly changed as Dean started to tongue kiss him. The blue eyed boy pushed him back against the cushion of the couch, letting Roman settle before he kissed him again, pulling at his shirt so Roman could take it off. "Off, now." Dean demands. Roman nodded, pulling the shirt over his head then tossing it across the room. Dean took the time to admire his abs, and his thick muscular upper body. He blew out a hungry breath through his nose, not even realizing how turned on he could get by another guy before now.

"Your turn." Roman smirked, his gray eyes turning a shade darker as Dean followed his lead, taking his shirt off as well. Roman looked at Dean's nipples, extended and erect. He wanted them in his mouth. He wanted his tongue to rake across Dean's abs, giving him love bites and marking Dean as his.

"I really want to just fuck you. Have you withering under me, begging for sweet release." Dean felt his dick jump when Roman said that. He started imagining it, Roman fucking him, him screaming his name. Fuck. He was hard. Roman looked down and noticed it pressing against Dean's shorts. He smiled, looking into Dean's eyes. "I want to suck your cock." Roman husked, and he watched as Dean released a small moan.

"Roman. Fuck. Please just touch it?" Dean begged.

"Want me to touch it?"

Dean nodded a yes.

As Roman began to caress his hand down Dean's body, there was a knock on his door. "Fuck. Who is that?"

Dean laughed, "Chinese remember?"

"Right duh."

Roman put Dean on the couch then got up to answer it, forgetting that he wasn't wearing a shirt. He opened the door, and there was Ian, looking incredibly sexy in his tight red shirt and black skinny jeans. "Hey babe. You haven't called me so i figured i would come to you. I brought vodka!"

Roman faked a smile at Ian, but internally he was cursing and screaming.. "I umm... gimme just a second?" Roman told him, and before he could answer, Roman slammed the door in his face.

"Who's that?"

"Ian."

"Ian... ian?"

"Yep."

"I see."

Roman ran his fingers through his hair nervously, looking at Dean as if he had an answer. "Should i tell him to leave? We were in the middle of.." Roman didn't want to say it outloud. What they were doing, probably still scared Dean a bit.

"Ro, i can't tell you what to do in your home. I'll tell you this though, I'll be in your room, with a sandwich half naked waiting for you. What you do until then is completely up to you." Dean got up off the couch, and pecked Roman's lips then went into the kitchen to make a sandwich. Roman smiled as he saw Dean take out four pieces of bread instead of two.

He went back towards the door, opening it again. "Hey, Ian. Turns out i can't let you in tonight. I'm feeling a bit under the weather. Raincheck?"

"Okay i guess i just miss you. Call me alright?"

Roman nodded then closed the door. He blew out a breath then walked into his room, seeing Dean there, like he promised, eating a sandwich on his bed. Roman came over and Dean handed him the one he made for Roman. The polynesian bit into it, then moved to sit back against his pillows.

"You chose me." Dean said with a smile.

"Yeah, i mean Ian is great but.. i..." Roman looked down. "I like you."

"I like you too." Dean admitted easily, fitting between Roman's legs perfectly as he ate the rest of his sandwich.

Roman dipped his head, and kissed Dean gently, tasting the mustard on Dean's lips. "I guess i can cancel the Chinese then?" Roman asked but Dean shook his head no.

"There's always room for Chinese."


That night after they took separate showers, Dean said he felt like cuddling, and he ended up in Roman's arms. Not soon before long, Dean was asleep, and Roman just watched him, as his mind raced. He was feeling too many emotions at once, too many thoughts of happiness and domestication that came with being with Dean. After Randy, Roman promised himself to always take his time falling for someone, but Dean was different, he was making him feel kept, and happy. Roman couldn't let the happiness consume him. Soon, Dean would leave him and it would all be gone. Two weeks. That's all they had left.

"Two weeks, i can do that." Roman said to himself, before he held Dean close, falling asleep.


A/N: I received the best review so far from user datcutiekibby it was insightful and made me laugh. I love when you guys review like that. It really feeds my muse. I wanna thank you for taking the time out and reading it in the first place. I get insecure sometimes but you guys help me shed it a lot! Now: Why do you think Roman's having such a hard time dealing with his feelings for Dean but Dean doesn't seem to be having a hard time (anymore) with his feelings for Roman? Also do you guys like the Nikki/Seth subplot or do you miss our favorite twink!Seth?