"I..." Dean couldn't bring himself to look at Seth. What was he going to tell him? That he was with Roman? That he ended up kissing him, and spending the night in his arms and he liked it? He could handle being judged by Cody and Dolph, but not by Seth. They have been best friends almost his entire teenage life. His heart couldn't take it if Seth never wanted to speak to him again.
"Well?"
"Seth.. just let it go bro." Dean turned to walk away but Seth stood in front of him, not moving.
"What?"
"Were you or were you not with Roman last night?"
"I.." Fuck. He couldn't lie to Seth, he would see right through him. "I was okay? It's not a big deal."
"Dean. What did you do with him?"
Dean looked down, his heart was racing, fucking Seth had to ask him this now? "Nothing i just.. kissed him." Dean mutters, so low that Seth couldn't quite hear it.
"You what?"
"I kissed him, okay. We made out. That's it i promise." Dean said it a little more loudly, so Seth could hear, and as he looked into the iris of Seth's hazel eyes, he could see judgement. He knew it was coming. Fuck he should've just lied.
"Dean."
"What?"
"Are you... gay?"
"Fuck you." Dean spat, the next thing he knew, he was pushing Seth hard onto the mat of the gym floor. His best friend sat there shocked while Dean walked over him and then made his way to shower.
When he was fully dressed he came out of the locker room, seeing Seth there waiting for him. "Dean.. I'm sorry." Seth said, following Dean outside the gym. "It's just i didn't know-" Dean cut him off, shaking his head in disbelief.
"You didn't know what? I'm not fucking gay, okay. I just.. with Roman it's... he's different. I don't know, fuck just leave me alone." Dean started walking again, and Seth followed next to him, not saying anything. They walked in silence for awhile, but Dean could see Seth looking like he was ready to explode with questions.
"Go ahead and ask." Dean gave in.
"How did it happen?" They turned the corner and were almost at the hotel.
"I don't know. He kissed me the first night i met him. At first i was like woah, red alert. But we started hanging out and i sorta started.. to feel weird around him. Like i got butterflies or some shit. I don't know. Honestly, he just makes me laugh, he's dreamy, adventurous and sweet. I didn't even notice i liked him until the other night. I was kissing some girl at the bar and the next thing i notice, I'm thinking about him, I'm getting jealous when he's with other guys, it's weird."
They made it inside and up the elevator, and Dean pressed the button to their floor. Seth was looking at him as they rode in silence, he could tell that Seth was still judging him. It hurt Dean to even think about. The elevator stopped at their floor finally, and Dean comes in with Seth, plopping down on the bed.
"So you like him a lot then?" Seth moved to sit next to Dean's extended legs.
"Yeah." Dean nodded. "Dude i don't know what any of this means, i don't know if it means I'm gay, or whatever. I just... like him and i want to figure it out. You can judge me, tell codes and zigman too if you want to be petty. But i can't just leave him alone, Seth. I won't."
Seth looked at his friend, and he was starting to get it. Dean always said he was lost when it came to love, and after Alicia ripped his heart into so many pieces, Seth thought that Dean wouldn't ever recover. So who was he to judge Dean? He was only trying to find himself, and if that meant he had to kiss a guy, then Seth was okay with that.
"Hey, I'm not telling anyone unless you really want me too. What happens in New York, stays between us and the Big Apple." He held his hand out in a fist, and Dean smiled, bumping his with Seth's.
"So have you guys had sex yet?"
Dean blushed, "Umm.. no."
"But you want too?"
He bit his lip, looking down as he nodded, "Yeah, i think i do." That was the first time Dean admitted it out loud, it was the truth though, he couldn't wait to sleep with Roman. Even though the thought of it still scared him.
"What about Nikki?" Dean asked as Seth moved to lay next to him on his bed.
"I dunno." Seth twisted his lips to the side, and looked down at his fingers. "I know she's a stripper and everything, but she's different you know? At first i may have said some things but i..."
"You like her."
Seth nods, shaking his head with a laugh. "Yeah i do."
"Then go after what you want. I did, and honestly i don't regret it." Dean's head somehow now ended up in Seth's lap. His blue eyes looked up at his friend and he smiled, playing with the end of Seth's growing beard.
Dean was right. Seth needed to suck it up, and just... make a move. After all, Nikki was worth it.
Seth blew out a nervous breath as he walked into the club. It was a Wednesday night, so it wasn't filled with tons of people like it would be on the weekends. He had to do a lot of research, (by research, he meant begging Dean to ask Roman where Nikki worked) but he finally found out where she worked. It probably wasn't a good idea to come and see her while she was working, but she wouldn't answer his calls or text messages, leaving Seth with no other choice but to come there.
He sat down at one of the tables and waited, looking around ever so often to see if he noticed Nikki.
"...And now, ladies and gentlemen give it up for Carmen."
At first Seth paid no attention to this Carmen chick, but once she was on stage, that's when Seth realized it was her. Sporting a blonde wig and a cowgirl outfit, Nikki danced to Pour Some Sugar On Me by Def Leppard. Seth's eyes watched as her hips moved, her body swayed perfectly in time with the beat. She took off her top, revealing her bra that was candy striped. Nikki bent down on her knees and then crawled over to the fat nasty man with an 100 dollar bill he'd been waving in her face for a bit now. She let him put it in her bra, between her breasts, then she got up and started dancing yet again. Seth knew he wasn't going to get her attention just sitting there, so he had a plan. A dumb plan, but a plan nevertheless.
"Carmen, you're needed for a private lap dance." Nikki sighed, she hated the private room. Especially when the men would get all handsy. It made her feel cheap, but it was good money. She went to go change into her sexy nurse costume, then pulled back the curtain, only to see Seth there, waiting for her.
"You?" Nikki screamed. "No. No way... get out!"
"Wait please, Nikki, you don't even have to give me a lap dance, i just came to talk. Since you weren't answering my calls or texts i figured, you would be more inclined to talk to me here." Nikki looked at him, chewing on her bottom lip. She thought about it for a while, then breathed in, closing the curtain and then the door.
"You can talk, but you paid for a dance. I have to give you one. It's policy."
Seth nodded, moving to sit in the chair. The music started playing, and Nikki started dancing, rolling her hips for him. Seth watched her, his eyes trained on her beauty, every single inch of her was glorious, she had a perfect figure, beautiful legs, pretty eyes, great tits. But Seth liked her smile more than anything. Even though he only got to see it once or twice.
She got in his lap, and rolled her hips on top of him, causing mild precipitation on Seth's brow, "Nikki, i want to apologize for asking what i asked the other day, it was wrong of me to assume that." Nikki didn't reply she just unzipped the front of her dress, slowly letting her breasts pop out for him. Seth tried to keep it together, even though all he wanted right now was to suck on her hard nipples.
He had to focus.
"I was an idiot and a dumbass. I demeaned your profession and that was wrong." He gulped when she took off her dress, now on top of him in just skimpy panties that barely fit on her. She bounced on him, and Seth could feel himself become erect up under her.
But he still needed to focus.
"..There's something about you i like, something, so special that i bet other people don't see. I just want to get to know you, Nikki, outside the bedroom, in here." Seth nervously put his hand on her heart and Nikki stopped dancing. She looked into his eyes, and smiled, sitting down on top of him, straddling his legs.
"You really want to know me?" She asked it like she never been asked that question genuinely before.
"Yes."
"And you don't care that i strip and other men see my body?"
"It's your body. Not mine." Nikki's smile grew even wider. She pulled Seth by his glamour kills tshirt and started kissing him softly.
"Go on a date with me?" Seth asked, pulling away from the kiss, looking into Nikki's eyes. Her lips were swollen from the kiss, all pink and wet. Seth put some hair behind her ear, causing Nikki to blush.
"Of course i will you twink." Nikki laughed.
"Hey, okay i looked that up, i am not a twink!" Seth pouted then Nikki kissed him again.
"You're such a twink." She suggested. "But you're my twink."
"Fuck." Dean cursed as Roman kissed down his chest, stopping at Dean's nipples, he put them in his mouth, lapping his big tongue around the pink nub. It was a mind blowing experience to Dean, having his nipples sucked by someone so incredibly gorgeous. His hands ended up in Roman's hair. Trying, but failing to push Roman's head down towards his jeans, letting him know exactly what he wanted.
"Dean." Roman said, taking Dean's nipple out of his mouth with a laugh.
"Sorry, it's just really hard and i need a release." Dean blushed as Roman fit between his legs, making them prop up against the couch.
"It's okay, just I'm not some drunk sorority girl. When i do suck your dick, and i will... it'll be a much different experience." Dean nodded, looking up into Roman's eyes. They kissed again, harder this time almost bruising Dean's lips. Then Roman continued his tongue exploration of his body. He could feel wet lips all over him, giving him wave after wave of pleasure. It only stopped when he felt Roman's nose nuzzle against his jean clad erection, causing Dean to bob his head back, releasing a curse.
"Fuck just take it out, please?" He begged Roman, and this time it seemed like Roman was listening because he heard his zipper being pulled down, and felt his cock being pulled out of it's confinement. Dean looked up and saw Roman staring at it, licking his hungry lips.
"Pretty nice right?" Dean smirked.
"It's fucking beautiful." He wasn't lying, it was pinkish tan, nice width, and a good size, for Roman anyway. He was hairless almost everywhere, even near his dick, it sorta made Roman blush. Roman sat up and before Dean knew it, he felt cold hands on his cock, and small painful strokes as Roman's hand moved up and down in a slow motion. He could see Dean start to leak, so Roman moved his thumb over the head, swiping some of the precum before he put the finger in his mouth, letting Dean watch.
"Fuck." Dean cursed as he watched Roman suck the precum off of his own finger. It was hot, Roman was hot. Dean pulled Roman in for a series of kisses, tasting himself on Roman's tongue. It tasted weird, but not bad. He felt Roman push him away, then he moved back down, kissing the head of Dean's dick. As Roman lapped his tongue around the head, he sucked it in, causing Dean to scream his name.
The phone started to ring, but they ignored it, as Roman put more of him into his hot mouth.
"Hey, it's Roman i'm not home, obviously so leave a message." It beeped then Roman heard a voice he hasn't heard in a long time, his father.
"Ahh, Roman i guess you're busy... entertaining. Too busy to actually pick up for your own flesh. How disappointing. Anyway, the Ortons invited us to the Hamptons this weekend, and i expect to see you there. I don't want to hear any excuses from you. Understand? Okay, goodbye."
Dean looked at Roman as he still had his cock in his mouth. He could see Roman's face, the sadness he felt as he heard his father call him disappointing. It only stopped Roman for a moment before he kept sucking, Dean felt an overwhelming amount of pleasure as Roman basically had his cock in the back of his throat, but, he needed to stop this, they should talk. Dean put his hand of either side of Roman's head, to stop his movements, moving Roman's hair out of his eyes. "Ro, take it out."
Roman let Dean's dick go, and he looked away, sitting up on the couch. "Was it not good?"
"What?"
"The blowjob, why did i have to stop?"
"No, it was amazing, it's just.. Ro, your dad..."
"I know." Roman looked down, and Dean got up, putting himself back in his jeans. He sat down next to Roman and took his hand, softly caressing it.
"He sounds like a fucking asshole. You don't need to go to no damn Hamptons. We can ditch and go to the movies..."
"No."
"But.. Ro.."
"I said no." Roman turned to look at him, sadness found in his gray eyes. "I need to go. I'm expected every year. It's a thing my family does. I'm sorry, Dean. I have to go." Roman moved to get up, but Dean wouldn't let him.
"Sit back." Dean told Roman. He had Roman looking at him like he was crazy. But the samoan did as he was asked. Dean got on top of Roman, fitting flush against him so they could feel each other's erections pressed against themselves. Dean kissed him, softly, tasting his own cum in Roman's mouth, then he started to move slowly against Roman's erection, his hips rolling to meet up with Roman's. The friction was nice, and much needed for both of them, but it was more of a way that Dean could show Roman that he was there, that he cared about him.
"Dean" Roman opened his eyes as soon he was grabbing onto Dean's jean covered ass, pulling him so that their dicks grinded hard over and over. Who knew dry humping would be this passionate? Dean and Roman never unlocked eyes, they both rocked back and forth as their dicks met again and again.
"Fuck, Roman." Dean said as he hopped up and down, slapping his hips against Roman's, he was about to cum. What grown man comes from a dry hump?
"Don't stop, stay with me." He heard Roman say, but Dean couldn't hold on, Roman started squeezing his ass through his jeans, making it harder for Dean to concentrate. "Fuck i think I'm-" Dean didn't stop until he felt himself spray over the front of his jeans, Roman pull him into a strong thrust, over and over until they were both spent. Dean fell onto his chest, and started laughing as he looked down at his cum stain.
"I never dry fucked a guy before." He kissed Roman softly, making Roman smile a bit.
"Yeah well, you were horny, so was i." Roman kissed Dean's bare shoulder, causing Dean to shiver, excitedly.
"I want to come with you to the Hamptons." Dean said as he stood up, and took his pants off, walking over to Roman's washer. He tossed them in then came to sit back down with Roman on the couch in just his boxers.
"You're potentially saying that you want to come have my family ridicule you for being there with me. I don't want them labeling you, Dean."
"Ro.. I'm coming. So is Seth."
Roman laughed, "You do know, Nikki is going to be there right? She and her twin, Brie."
"Yeah, i figured, but Seth has to face the music sometime. So what do you say? Can i come?" Dean crawled over and kissed Roman over and over, all you could hear is their lips smacking together in the living room, until finally the gray eyed man gave in, and nodded.
"Okay you can come. Just please promise me you won't take what my dad says personally?"
"I promise i won't."
They waited for Seth to come downstairs with the bags, and once Roman saw him struggling he got out of the car to help. He grabbed most of the bags and Seth smiled, walking with him to the trunk.
"Hey, you're not that bad. Dean would've left me to do this by myself." He tells Roman, watching the bigger man stack the bags neatly in his range rover.
"Don't mention it." Roman put his hand on Seth's shoulder, then patted his back. Seth's smile grew wider, and Dean turned, seeing Seth blush.
"I told you, Seth. He's dreamy." Dean laughed, putting his sunglasses on his face. Roman closed the trunk and got back in the car, kissing Dean gently. Seth just sorta stood there and watched them kiss, smiling at how happy his friend looked. "Seth! Get in the damn car!" Dean yelled, snapping Seth out of it. He got in the back and then Roman took off, linking his free hand with Dean's.
"You guys are disgustingly cute." Seth said as he looked down at their hands caressing over each others. "Are you officially dating?"
They both looked at each other at that point and then let go of hands. "We're not..." Dean started to say.
"... Dating." Roman finished Dean's sentence for him. "We're just having fun."
Roman couldn't see Dean's eyes through his glasses but if he could, he would see how sad Dean was by that sentence. It's what they agreed on, but Roman was almost perfect, he hated that they had a time limit on things. Dean took his hand again, and he felt a spark as Roman easily laced it with his own once more. Roman brought their entwined hands to his lips and kissed it, making Dean blush.
"Okay whatever." Seth grumbled, looking out the window.
"Okay, so i have a beach house we're all going to be staying at. Dean, if you don't mind you're going to be sleeping in the bed with me, Seth you get your own room, right across from Nikki and Brie's and Sami. I'll be going to a dinner tonight with my family and the Ortons. But there's always stuff around the Hamptons to do. So you guys won't be bored. Actually, my friend Gabe is throwing a party. I'll call and let them know you're coming, you guys can take the car and have fun."
After Roman finished speaking, Seth smiled, "Roman dude you're awesome." He said, popping on some shades.
"Ha. Thanks." Roman replied, looking at Dean. He seemed like he had a lot on his mind. "Dean you okay?"
"Mm." Dean nodded. "I want to come with you to the dinner." Roman bit his lip, letting go of his hand.
"You can't."
"But Randy... you need someone there."
"I can handle Randy. Plus you'll be meeting my family at the white party. Don't worry, i got this okay?"
Dean nodded, but he was worried, Randy had this weird hold on Roman. He damaged him in some way. He didn't want this to affect Roman and have him regress. There was nothing he could do about it now though.
Only time would tell.
"To the Hamptons!" Seth yelled, causing everyone in the car to laugh.
A/N: Hamptons adventure anyone? Ha. Also slay me. Your reviews are amazing and thought provoking. I got 13 for chapter 6 and i squeed. Thank you so much. ❤
