Ohio.
Somehow, being back home didn't feel the same as it used too. And why was that exactly? Everything was exactly where he had left it, everyone was exactly the same. Nothing seemed to be out of place. So why didn't home feel like.. home? Dean started to wonder that maybe it was because he found a new home while he was away. A home in Roman's secure arms, in his soft lips, his captivating eyes, his big hands, and.. his love.. in Roman.
Maybe.
He didn't know for sure. All he knew was Ohio didn't feel much like home anymore. Dean was there physically, yes, but he had realized now..
That he had left his heart in New York.
Seth and Dean trodded up the stairs to their dorm and once inside, Seth immediately fell out on his bed. Dean saw Seth etch himself into his pillow breathing in it's familiar scent once, twice, a harsh sigh escaping his best friends lips and soon, his friend was in a seemingly comfortable sleep. Dean had tossed his suitcase to the side, then took off his shoes and got in his own bed. He looked out one of the windows in their room and saw a bunch of people walking around outside. Some of them with big textbooks, hurrying to their dorms and others less fleet-footed, who seemed to be taking their time to enjoy the mid afternoon summer air.
Somehow, admist the sea of faceless college students, Dean had a crazy thought that he was gonna see Roman walking around his campus. Dean scoffed, imagine that? Roman would come there, his gray eyes in search of Dean, and then by some shitty movie-like stroke of luck, they would see each other out of Dean's window and Dean? He wouldn't wait. He would run to him, find Roman in the quad and kiss him in front of everyone, judgement be damned.
He sighed, as he figured how ridiculous that sounded. Roman leaving his life in New York, or ever even stepping foot in Ohio, just for him?
Now that would be ridiculous.
Dean picked up one of his books off the nightstand then opened it, trying but failing to read "The Great Expectations." Failing because, his mind was on one constant thing, one person and that person was the guy he left just yesterday. Roman, his Roman, the guy who had his heart, despite him well.. being a guy. The thoughts not lost on him how it was so easy to let Roman in, to let him love him even though they were both men.
Dean let out an exasperated sigh as he started thinking back to last night, and the last moments they spent together.
xxx
"Mm. I'm gonna miss this mouth." Roman tells Dean as they slowly make out on Roman's bed. His lips felt like fireworks and his tongue was the proverbial lighter. Dean couldn't stop the smirk on his face at Roman's words. He closed his eyes as sweet lips leave his own to make their way to his neck, and his big hands move to cup his ass. Getting fucked by Roman never felt so good before, in fact, Roman's hands felt incredibly great tonight, more than ever before. Maybe it was because Dean was leaving tomorrow? All he knew was that he didn't want him to stop touching him. He wanted Roman everywhere, doing everything to him at once.
"I'm gonna miss you period." Dean whispered back, right before he grabbed Roman's face, holding it in his hands as he planted a meaningful kiss to his lips. Roman had to prop one of his hands against a pillow just so that he could keep up with Dean's tempting mouth. There were regular kisses, then there was Dean's kisses, ones that made Roman feel fuzzy and light headed. Ones that made him want to ask Dean to stay and maybe move in with him even though it had only been four weeks.
Why did Dean have to go? Roman thought as they locked eyes. He held his condom clothed cock at the base then went deep inside of Dean, and saw his lips part at the intrusion. He could see Dean's expression, it was a mixture of pleasure and pain, an open mouthed, eyes closed, nose scrunched expression that let Roman know just how good he was giving it.
"Look at me." Roman demanded as he started hitting that certain sweet spot over and over, watching Dean try his best not to curse and come right then and there. It felt incredibly amazing, he felt incredibly amazing. Dean opened his eyes to look at Roman, then kissed him hard, almost like he was trying to tattoo himself on Roman's lips. They were in the middle of the bed now, with Roman behind him, thrusting deep in, while whispering dirty words in Dean's ear. "You'll never get it this good.." Dean heard him say. "You're mine." at those words, Dean started stroking his own cock and he finally came, their names dying on each other's lips as they slowed down. One hard thrust, two, three, sloppy breathless kisses, then Roman stopped and pulled out slowly. Not too slow though, as he remained stuck on Dean, refusing to move as their cum started to become sticky.
"I'll be right back." Roman told him finally, and right back he was, as he came with a damp towel to clean him and Dean off with. After basically tossing it back in the bathroom, Roman jumped on the bed, causing it to bounce. Dean's chuckled deep in his mouth as he felt Roman lay on his chest and Dean smiled, idly running his fingers through Roman's sweaty black hair gently.
They stayed like that, holding onto each other for awhile, with Roman playing with a few strands of hair on his chest, while Dean kept his fingers in his hair. It was so serene, and domestic of both of them, without either of them really realizing it.
The moment got a little too quiet for Dean's liking and that's when Dean looked down and noticed Roman idly staring out the window. He could tell that realization was starting to set in on the samoan man. He would be gone in the morning. Roman's heart was breaking, so was Dean's if he was being completely honest, but he didn't know how to mend it. He didn't know what to do about the way he felt about Roman, or the fact that he didn't know if Roman felt the same way.
"Dean?" Roman sat up a bit so that they were face to face.
"Yeah?" He asked softly caressing Roman's jaw. He had such a beautiful face, Dean thought. He was going to miss it.
"I can't let you leave without knowing how i feel about you." Roman fully sat up now, and Dean followed soon after. He could feel his heart racing, a mile a damn minute. Fuck what was Roman about to say? "You're leaving and i know that what we have.. or what it morphed into.. we knew it wasn't practical from the start, but i want to you know i.." Roman gulped, "I've wanted to say how i felt about you since the hamptons but.. i also thought it was pointless to tell you how i really feel since you were straight-ish and leaving so soon. But i don't want you going back home without you knowing.. I can't let you go without knowing.. I'm crazy about you, Dean, and i think i might.." Roman looked down, he couldn't quite finish his sentence.
Dean smiled, this was Roman's way of saying he loved him. Dean loved him too but he understood why it wasn't practical to actual say those three words. Saying it would mean that their bond couldn't be severed, that they had to try something Roman didn't want. Dean didn't want that for him.
"Hey.." Dean lifted his head by putting his finger underneath Roman's chin, "I understand what you're saying and.. I feel the same way about you, Ro." Dean hoped that was enough, and it looked like it was because Roman was smiling. Before he knew it, Roman was on him again, kissing him back down into the mattress.
It wasn't those three words, but it was definitely close enough.
"Just promise me one thing.." Roman asked as he pecked Dean's lips lightly.
"Anything." Dean agreed, running his foot down the back of Roman's thighs.
"Don't forget me, okay?" Roman's gray eyes were cloudy, he looked like he wanted to cry. How could he ever forget him? Or what Roman did for him? He showed him that true love exists, that it doesn't matter who it is you love, it's about how you love them. "Promise?"
"I won't ever forget you Rome, i promise."
xxx
And that was it. The very last time he talked to him. Dean wanted to cry thinking about it, even though they ended things on a good note and Roman let him go and told Dean that they could be friends, Dean's mind was on him constantly. Roman was on his mind throughout the entire plane ride, then the bus, and now here. Dean shook his head, it was only a four week fling. He should be over this by now, but somehow he wasn't. He just wanted to be in his arms again, snuggled up next to his big frame as Roman squeezed his sides. Then his lips would slowly run down his body, licking around his belly button. Roman really liked to kiss his thighs, Dean actually loved that part, then he would push his legs up near his stomach, and tell him that he had such a perfect hole...
Dean found himself closing his eyes as his hand trailed down his own body with old thoughts of him and Roman, he bit his lip, already ready to wrap his hand around his semi hard erection when...
"Dean?" It was Seth's voice that made Dean open his eyes and jump up. He picked up a pillow and placed on his lap as Seth rubbed his eyes.
"How long have i been out?" Seth asked, before Dean could answer he saw that Seth had picked up his phone to see the time. He had a missed call, from Nikki. Seth looked at it, then frowned, tossing his phone back on his computer desk.
"I heard the A Day to Remember song, I knew it was Nikki calling. But i didn't know if you wanted me to answer or not." Dean admitted, he did hear it, it was actually Seth's ringtone for Nikki. How emo-metal of him.
"There's nothing to say. She broke my fucking heart so why call me?" Seth spat, putting his hands over his eyes, rubbing any excess of sleep away.
"You told her you loved her dude.." Dean shook his head at his friend as he spoke, "That's not exactly an easy pill to swallow."
"Okay but that doesn't give her the fucking right to tell me she'll never love me. I spent my whole summer with her, we talked and.."
"And had sex, then had more sex, oh and did i mention you guys had tons of sex?" Dean said cutting him off, "I told you in the hamptons, you were doing nothing but ruining any chance you guys could have had by fucking her so much. And it didn't help matters that you told her you loved her... while still inside of her."
Seth blushed and sighed, "I know, that was fucked up. But i meant it when i said i loved her okay? I don't say that often to chicks, and i was honest with her. I love her. I fucking love her like crazy. Who gives a fuck how i said it? For her to just say she didn't think she could ever love me back... hurt. Because i personally thought we were more than that."
Dean understood that so he just nodded, Nikki and Seth's situation was even more complicated than his and Roman's. Plus his semi erection went away as they were talking so he decided maybe it would be a good time to cheer his best friend up.
"Hey i got an idea, let's go to Bryan's B&G! I'm sure all of the dudes are back by now. We can throw back some beers, catch up with the guys and play pool and get your mind off of Nik. Sound cool?" Dean started putting on his shoes before Seth even got a chance to answer.
"Yeah, i guess i could use a break from thinking about her." Seth smiled and stood up with a stretch. "... And you could use a break from beating your meat thinking about Roman."
He laughed as Dean's mouth suddenly dropped while Seth nudged him out the door.
"I... what? I wasn't thinking about Roman.." Dean tried to lie.
"Sure. And i'm Michelle Obama." Seth laughed, "Let's go."
Roman was pacing. Nervous pacing back and forth in his living room. He had his phone in his hand and he was contemplating. Last night was his first real night without Dean and it was weird. It felt... wrong. They both agreed that they would just end it and stay friends. But Roman was missing him so incredibly badly it was like going through withdrawals. Was that a thing? Love withdrawals, yeah. When you need someone so damn badly that you'd do anything to see them again?
Friends call each other right? Roman thought as he circled his couch, his bare feet made a thumping noise as he stomped a bit too hard on the floor. Yeah, friends definitely called each other... just to see how they were doing.. yeah right?... and maybe had phone sex? That wouldn't hurt right? Roman growled then fell back on the couch. He looked up into his iPhone and saw Dean's number.
"Just one call." Roman said to himself as he hit the button. There was no turning back now. He was calling him and if Dean picked up he would probably tell him how much he missed his stupid face, and how he couldn't stop thinking about him, or his perfect dick. How he wished Dean gave being a top a try and how he wished he would come back to New York just for the weekend, so he could stuff that dick in him sooner rather than later.
Fuck, why was his mind on dick?
Three rings and before he got an answer from Dean there was a pounding on his door. Goddamnit! Roman sighed as he went to go answer it. He hung up on Dean before he got an answer.
"Hey you." It was Sami. Roman smiled as Sami came in and he closed the door behind him. They still haven't spoken about the erection fiasco, but Roman had chalked it up to alcohol. Sami and him were best friends. There were no lingering feelings between them. Sami was still married after all. It wasn't like he up and left Brie just to come to New York and make things work with Roman..
Right?
"Hey hot stuff." Sami said and laughed as Roman playfully rolled his eyes at his remark. "I figured you were probably having Dean withdrawals, so came over to help." Sami looked at him, "I bet you already tried calling him." Sami suggested.
Roman sucked in his lips and tried to hide his phone, "I don't have any idea what you're talking about." Fuck, how did Sami know him so well?
"Oh really? Give me your phone then." Sami held his hand out and Roman breathed in deeply before he gave in. He took his phone out of his back pocket and handed it to his best friend.
"What's the code?"
"Umm.. it's 1-2-7-9" Roman looked down and fiddled with his fingers, "It's umm.. Dean's birthday."
Sami shook his head at that fact. How did Dean have him this whipped already? He left the question in the air as he unlocked the phone, and as soon as he went to his contacts he saw it. Roman had called Dean, then hung up.
"Yeah, you called him." Sami put the phone back in Roman's back pocket then looked into Roman's gulit ridden gray orbs, "That's why i came. I'm gonna be the distraction you need until you get over this guy."
Roman looked down, he really didn't want to get over Dean, at least not just yet. It had only been a day, was he not allowed to miss the guy he was in love with? Nope, according to his best friend he had to get over him right now. Roman was starting to wonder why Sami wanted his mind off Dean so quickly.
"Sami i don't feel like going out to a stupid club or dancing or anything you might have in mind in your little ploy to make me forget him..." Roman just wanted to try and call Dean again, maybe this time he would actually answer?
"We're not doing any of that." Sami mused, "I'm gonna cook you dinner, then we're gonna watch a movie of your choice together on the couch. We're gonna take it easy. Sound good?"
Roman found himself smiling, he didn't know what Sami's real intentions were but he liked the fact that Sami wanted to be there for him. Even though he wasn't ready to get over Dean just yet, he was happy to have Sami there for a while. Besides, he was his best friend.
"Sounds great."
Hours later they were on the couch together watching a horror movie. It was one of Dean's favorites, but Sami didn't need to know that. They were on opposite sides of the couch, but Roman jumped when the axe murderer popped up behind the little girl. He moved all the way over to Sami for protection from the fictional murderer, and that's when he felt Sami's arms go around him. Roman got a bit of nostalgia in that moment, he used to remember how it felt to be in Sami's arms, he felt so protected, and safe. Kinda like he was feeling now.
Soon, Roman was practically molded into him as he laid his back against Sami's chest, and Sami locked their fingers together as they watched the movie. Roman found himself looking up at Sami's beard, smiling as he saw Sami's eyes reach his.
"You okay?" Sami whispered. He caressed Roman's jaw, then Roman noticed the subtle bite of his lip. It was becoming way too familiar now, that look in Sami's eye, Roman wouldn't ever forget it. It meant one thing.
"I umm..." Roman sat up and pulled away, stretching his arms. "I'm gonna go to bed. I got a lot of shit to read before law school starts back up, you know?"
Sami nodded, "Mind if i take the guess room?"
Roman shook his head no, "No... umm.. goodnight Sami."
Sami stood up and Roman could feel his stare on his ass, he was probably biting his lip now too. "Goodnight. Romie."
"Ayeee!" Dean and Seth walked into Bryan's Bar and Grill and were greeted by most of their friends. Cody, Dolph, Wade Barrett, Bray Wyatt, and a big muscle head they called Big E Langston. Dean was happy to see them all, even though he missed Roman it was nice to be back with his squad again.
"Fuckfaces!" Dean and Seth greeted warmly, giving them pounds and tight hugs. There was ruffling of hair and playful punches thrown, also a few chin locks. But all out of love.
"Hey yo Daniel!" Dolph called out to the owner, Daniel Bryan, who turned around and raises his eyebrows at Dolph. "Give us two pitchers of beer for the whole table please, and like a shit ton of cups oh and two or three orders of cheesy fries." Dolph winked at him then squeezed back into the booth with the rest of the guys.
Daniel smiled because it looked like the gang was all back together. They frequented his bar and always paid their tab, also they treated him with respect and he loved that, "Coming right up guys."
Drinks were flowing, Big E, Cody and Dolph decided to face off in a heated pool session while the rest of the guys were talking about what they did over the summer. It made Dean feel uneasy, seeing as he couldn't really tell them that he spent his summer with a guy and ended up falling in love with him, now could he?
"Damn Seth, that's wild." Bray said in his raspy southern drawl after Seth finished his New York story, "Can't believe you actually bedded a stripper that's always been a fantasy of mine."
Wade nodded his head in agreement, "Mine too, i can't believe you got to live every man's dream."
Seth smiled triumphantly, "Yeah i mean it's not a big deal." He was feeling so smug now, like he was the man, even though Seth was still pretty pissed at Nikki for telling him she didn't love him back. But the guys didn't need to know that.
Dean just looked down as they talked, he started to feel sweat on his brow, he could tell that he was next, Bray would ask him how his summer was and what he was up too. But what would he be able to say? Oh me? Dean the coward Ambrose? My summer? Yeah. i met a guy, sorta fell in love with him, got fucked by him repeatedly. He makes me feel like i'm on top of the world and that i can be myself more around him than anyone else... Did i mention i'm totally in love with him?
Yeah right.
"So Dean, what did you do this summer? Besides bury your face into more books?" Bray slowly sipped his drink, looking intensely into Dean's eyes. They seemed sad to Bray, like Dean was holding back for whatever reason.
"Well.. I.." Dean opened his mouth to answer but he was cut off by the door opening. The bell on the door rung loudly and Dean saw Wade lick his lips then saw Bray smirk. Dean knew what those looks meant, girls had walked in.
But instead of just your average bar skanks it was more of Bryan's regulars, Seth's ex, Paige, and her best friends April, who went by AJ, Cameron and Alicia Fox.. Dean's ex.
Alicia noticed him quickly and Dean found himself gulping. Her green eyes fluttered at him and she bit her lip as she made her way to their booth.
"Look who's back!" Paige smiled as she and Seth looked at each other. He got up and slung his arm around her waist, and they immediately walked away together laughing about who the fuck knows what. Dean didn't know how Seth so easily could become friends with his all his exes. He and Paige were laughing and chatting it up like they have never even been inside each other or something. Wade was eyeing Cameron forever, but those two loved playing the cat and mouse game. Cameron went over to Big E and watched as he and Dolph played pool. Wade's eyes never left her the entire time.
AJ noticed Dolph and Dolph of course quickly noticed AJ and like magnets they were drawing in closer and closer. Aj followed Cameron's lead and skipped over, putting her hands around Dolph's waist without his permission, as he let Big E have his turn.
That left Alicia alone with Dean, Wade and Bray.
"Hey umm Bray, want to go play foosball?" Wade nudged Bray.
"Nope." Was Bray's nochalant answer. Wade then kicked Bray underneath the table, causing Bray to look at him oddly. Bray saw Alicia looking at Dean then he realized what Wade was trying to do. He sighed and nodded, following Wade reluctantly out towards the table.
Alicia stood there nervously and Dean seemed to be interested in his empty red solo cup right now. He was hoping he didn't run into her before school officially started but yet there they were staring awkwardly at a cup and Dean's hands respectively.
This was super awkward. Dean thought.
"Are you going to say anything to me at all?" Alicia asked him as she sat down across from Dean.
"I don't know, it's just weird to see you, Licia." Dean said as he finally met her eyes, "You look so different without Jack's dick deep in your mouth, and you begging for more on your knees." Dean got up after he said that then immediately walked out. The last thing he needed right now was to talk to Alicia, about anything. His friends watched as Alicia just sat there in shock for a second, before she got up and ran out too, after Dean.
"Dean!" Alicia ran out towards Dean, she was trying to catch up but he was walking a bit too fast. She finally had to break out into a sprint to catch up with him.
"Dean, i told you i was sorry okay? Why do you keep punishing me?" Alicia stopped right in front of him and Dean tried to move out of her way but she blocked his path.
"Move Alicia." Dean warned her.
"No." Alicia stood her ground. "Yes, i cheated once okay. One time. But stop acting like you were the worlds best boyfriend Dean! You would always ignore me, then claim you were studying. We never had sex, when we did it was mind blowing but also not frequent. You were distant and cold most days, I could hardly read you. I know you had one foot out of the door before you caught me with Jack and you know it."
Dean didn't know why but fuck he felt like crying. His blue eyes glossed over and then he looked down at his feet. She was right. He wasn't lying to Roman in the beginning when he told him he was an asshole. Until he met Roman he had no idea love was supposed to be... easy. "You're right, Licia, i was terrible to you the last couple months. I guess in my heart i felt like we were gonna... i dunno, i just thought we were okay, but eventually i was gonna have to marry you and shit and that scared me. So i tried to back off a bit and be distant." Dean shook his head, "I was shit yeah, but I loved you. And i honestly thought you loved me too, I thought i was enough. I thought i was worth more than being cheated on. You fucking hurt me more than you know."
Alicia was kinda shocked by the admittance of Dean's words. He was never this open with her. He was never this sensitive. She barely got an i love you out of him through the year and a half they dated and now he was telling her exactly what she wanted to hear.
What the hell happened to him during the summer that turned Dean into a guy with actual feelings?
"I'm sorry." Alicia said again, moving closer to him. "Hey.." Alicia picked up his head, then he looked at her, she smiled, closing the space left between their bodies. "I think in the end, we both fucked up.. But i don't want to be completely out of your life, Dean. Do you think we can try being... Friends?" Her green eyes were shining, Alicia let Dean's hands touch her waist and he wrapped them around the small of her back.
"I think you're right." Dean closed his fingers and held Alicia close, it felt nice to hold her again. "We fucked up, but i think we can definitely try being friends." Dean said with a smile. As they were looking at each other Dean felt his phone ring in his back pocket. He let go of Alicia quickly when he noticed that it was a missed call already from Roman.
As soon as he saw Roman's name on the screen Dean stepped far away from Alicia. His heart started to pound a mile a minute again. He didn't think that Roman would call him this early or even want to talk to him this quickly. He bit his lip in hopes that Roman was calling him to tell him he wanted to try long distance. Dean missed him so much and it hasn't even been a day.
"Hey, i'll talk to you soon okay. I have to go. Tell everyone else i left. See you later!" Dean quickly waved Alicia off then ran back to the dorms.
Once Dean made it back home he plopped down on his bed, quickly shuffling to take his phone out of his pocket. Roman was running through his mind like crazy as he pressed the call button. He looked at the clock, it was late, like 1 am now. But hopefully Roman would still be awake.
It only took three rings until Dean heard him answer. His voice sounded groggy with sleep but still so sexy.
"Hello?" Roman said into the phone.
"..Hey." Dean breathed in.
"Dean?" Roman's voice sounded a bit different now, kinda like he was trying to wash off all of his sleepiness.
"Yeah, hey. Sorry I'm calling so late, i just got your missed call." Dean shrugged his coat off then laid back against his pillows, what he couldn't see was Roman doing the same thing.
"I actually shouldn't of even called, i don't wanna confuse you.. it was a moment of weakness i swear." Roman chaistied himself, he shouldn't be doing this to Dean. He was probably confusing him even more. Especially since they agreed to be just friends again.
"Rome, it's been a day." Dean laughed. "You're allowed to call me. You're allowed to still... want me." Dean's voice sounded so low at the end of that sentence, and dripping with something... sex. Pure, sex.
"I admit.. i can't stop thinking about you." Roman licked his lips, and played with the hair on his chest. What was he doing? This was wrong.. "I know we agreed to end things but.."
"Yeah?" Dean's voice perked up, cutting Roman off.
"I thought about you all day today. And i just woke up from a dream about you.." Roman bit his lip, Goddamnit, he was in trouble now.
"What was i doing in this dream?" Roman could hear Dean fidgeting, he knew that Dean knew where this was going. It wasn't right, they would just hurt each other by being so far away, but he couldn't resist. He needed him right now.
"You were fucking me. Without a condom. My legs were practically near my ears as you pounded into me. It was so hot Dean."
Fuck. Dean looked down to his jeans and he could see himself growing at Roman's words. He unzipped his pants but definitely didn't touch himself yet. He needed to know more first.
"Mmm, god Ro, did you suck my dick first? Did you take this dick like a man?" Dean never thought he would be good at phone sex, but from the grunt he just heard come from Roman's mouth he figured he must've been doing something right.
"I got on my knees just like you wanted and sucked your dick until you told me to stop." He could hear the sheets rustling in the background, Roman was definitely starting to touch himself, it was crazy how just the mere thought of Roman touching himself while thinking of him was turning Dean on.
He reached in his boxers, slowly caressing his half hard length, he was imagining Roman doing it, and it felt crazy good. "Rome." Dean panted his name, all he could hear was Roman say his name back and the sound of something moving.
"Deann.." Roman whispered..
"Knock, knock?" Sami opened Roman's door without permission and quickly Roman scrambled back, fixing the sheets so that Sami couldn't see his erection.
"What the hell Sami, don't you knock?" Roman yelled at him, completely forgetting that Dean was on the other line.
Sami noticed the phone in Roman's hand. He wasn't an idiot he knew that Dean was on the other line. He really didn't have anything against Dean except the fact that he was coming in between what he and Roman could be. Sami needed to change that. No matter what. He let Roman go in high school before he figured out what they could possibly be. He didn't have a chance with him now if Roman's mind was still on Dean.
"Sorry. I couldn't sleep, mind if i sleep in here with you?" As soon as Sami said it, Roman could hear Dean yell an aubile what? loudly over the phone. Fuck, Roman forgot that Dean could hear everything.
"Sami i just need a minute okay?"
"Okay. I'll wait outside." Sami smiled in triumph then slowly closed the door.
"Dean?" Roman spoke up, "You still there?"
He could hear Dean breathing but he wasn't saying any words. That was scaring him. "Dean?"
"So you invite your ex to stay the night with you as soon as I'm gone huh?" Dean shook his head, how could he be so dumb? "And he's sleeping in the same bed with you?"
"It's not like that, let me explain-"
"Don't. I get the message." Dean cut him off.
"Dean! I'm not.." Roman said exhaustedly.
"Look, it's late. I have to go." Dean just hung up on him after that.
He couldn't believe that Sami was there and that they would be sharing a fucking bed tonight. He hated that he was jealous, and embarrassed by that fucking ginger with ulterior motives. He knew Sami wanted Roman, he could feel it in his bones. Roman loved him, Dean knows he does but he didn't trust Sami. He would be a warm body for Roman, someone who already knew his in and outs, someone close and available. Dean hated that Sami was there, but he hated more than anything that...
He might honestly be losing Roman.
A/N: Yikes. No one in this chapter is happy it seems. With Dean gone, do you think Sami has a real chance with Roman? Why would Nikki give up Seth that easily? You're all probably gonna hate me in chapter 14!
Also i understand most people wanted Dean to stay, but as i have said on tumblr, his life is in Ohio, Even though now we see that's not exactly where his heart is. And to Team i love you, don't worry, we got a long way to go still. -Melle