The Hidden Desires of a Psychiatrist
Chapter 1
Once upon a time there was a girl who never expected to share the same desires of a serial killer on death row...
Dr. Elena Gilbert is a well known psychiatrist but not for reasons she wants... Everyone in Mystic Falls knows about the girl whose family was murdered in front of her when she was 16 years old. Elena has spent her life since then trying to understand why and how someone could do something like that, while hiding her biggest shame. Once she became a psychologist she was hoping to talk to murderers and all the evil people but her boss, Dr. Collins only assigned her to the simple fluff cases. Dr. Elena Gilbert treated people who have learning or eating disorders or substance abuse. Dr. Collins always, ALWAYS pulled her from the case if they got even a little violent or threatening. Elena was tired of it, she wanted to be treating death row killers and weasels get her way into the messed up minds of people so she could understand their reasoning. Everyday after work Elena goes home around 2 in the morning to get about 4-6 hours of sleep. She may hate her cases but she takes them very seriously. What she also does everyday is a secret that she has kept since she was 16 years old.
It all started that day when she came home from school and after a long day of cheerleading practice to find her house very quite. The lights were off except for the lights in the basement, Elena kept downstairs to see my older brother, by a year, Jeremy tied up and bleeding. She screamed and tried to help but as soon as she got the day out of his mouth he kept telling me to run. That's when it all went black and she got a searing pain in the back of her head. Elena dosed in and out of consciousness enough to see when her parents arrived and tried to help but then hot captured too. There was only one man, he was tall, muscular, with blonde hair, and had tattoos. Most importantly he had a gun and a knife. He kept threatening to kill them if they didn't cooperate but he never said what he wanted.
Her family kept asking if she was okay but she couldn't tell them the truth, that she was getting turned on by them being held hostage and her life being threatened! After a while her dad and Jeremy tried to attack him but that's when the man shot Elena's father in the chest, puncturing a lung. He collapsed and started to breathe heavily trying to stay calm but knowing he was dying and couldn't save his family. He lasted 5 minutes before his lungs completely filled with blood and he died. When Elena saw this she squeezed her legs together praying no one noticed that watching her dad die was sad but making her nearly orgasm staring at his lifeless body. Next was her brother, who in a fit of blind rage tried to get free but the man stabbed the knife in his upper thigh. Jeremy cried out in pain but kept trying to get free and the man took the knife and stabbed him again and again and again till he was dead. As Elena's mother cried in pure horror Elena couldn't hold in her moan any longer. Her mother mistook it for a moan of pain and fear and tried to sooth her but the man knew and smirked. He walked towards Elena's mother with the knife in hand and scraped it across her check leaving a bloody cut on her face that wouldn't stop oozing blood. Then he stood behind Elena's mom and grabbed her hands and his knife. He then chopped off all her fingers and all they heard was the agonizing cries. Then he stabbed her multiple times through the chest, this time hitting the heart so she died instantly. Just like that Elena was an orphan, but it was okay because there was now at he'd leave her alive... Right?! WRONG!
He stepped closer to Elena and knelt down to grab her face and simply told her, "Your punishment is worse than any death I could give you. For the rest of your life you will think of this moment and how when your family was being slaughtered you were getting off on the sights, sounds, and smells of their agony." She was then left alone to wallow in her shame.
Once Elena pulled herself out of her funk she grabbed the knife that the man left behind and cut herself free. Elena ran to her phone and called the police, they were able to find the man because his finger prints were on the knife. Elena didn't have any physical injuries bad enough to keep her at the hospital so they released her and she decided to sleep at her boyfriends house, Matt Donavan. Elena's aunt would be coming to take her in but she'd get to Mystic Falls the next day. Elena didn't leave Matts side until she had to change for bed. When she changed Elena noticed she was still very turned on, she walked out of the bathroom and saw her teenaged boyfriend laying there and decided tonight was the time to lose her virginity. He was reluctant but they did it and Elena was miserable. He went so slow and was so careful, when he got to her hymen she wanted him to rip through it as painfully as he could make it and fuck her. Knowing she wasn't gonna be able to cum, Elena reminded herself of today and with the flashes of her dead family in her head she orgasmed. Now that it happened multiple times Elena couldn't deny that for some reason torture, death, and misery turned her on more than anything in the world.
Darrell Jones, was the man who slaughtered Elena's family and made her realize her inner sexual demon. He was executed by the state a few years after and sure enough Elena was there but as soon as they started his execution she got wetter and wetter till she orgasmed at his death.
Dr. Elena Gilbert is a 24 year old who witnessed her family be slaughtered at the age of 16 and got off on it. She became a psychologist to not only figure out why other people do those types of things, but also to try and understand why she gets off on the death, agony, misery, suffering, bloody, torture of others. She has yet to figure the second one out yet. Now whenever she goes home she reads over old case files on people who've murdered other people and masturbate while reading the description of the murder and looking at the pictures of he baddies and crime scene. Elena has always been fascinated with blood and even has gone so far as to steal a blood bag from a bank and smear it across her body and chest. That was one of the most powerful orgasms she had when she did that.
Elena is very close with her boss. So when she was tired of the easy cases she marched into his office and demanded to be put on the incoming serial killer case of the one Damon Salvatore. No one had any idea the monster that was being released upon them. Shockingly the monster isn't the bloodthirsty vampire on his way to the Mystic Falls prison/asylum but the prison/asylums very own Dr. Elena Gilbert...