Ayden picked me up as soon as the front door shut and brung me upstairs and threw me on the bed playfully jumping on top of me.
"WHY DID YOU DO THAT!" he said looking exhausted.
"Why, do what Ayden?" I asked trying to look innocent looking up at him.
"WHY DID YOU MAKE ME TALK ABOUT SUITS!" he said jokingly with a smile on his face. But still threw me up in the air and caught me.
I smiled and squeaked a little. I knew it was revenge from being able to not care about the wedding while I did the work. But I wasn't really mad about it. He rolled me off of him and I flopped on to the bed beside him rolling on my side to look at him.
"Ayden, when do I get to become like you?" I said starting to think about it, and getting excited.
"Well uh I don't know what you're talking about" he said closing his eyes and pretending to be asleep. I didn't believe him that was the worst impression of sleep I've seen.
"Change me, into a vampire" I said wondering and whining a bit, Why he didn't want to talk about this with me, before he didn't have a problem, why such mood swings.
"You don't need to do it until after the wedding" he said rolling over again to lay those eyes on me, which still made me melt every time he looked at me.
"Yeah, but I want to…" I said looking at him seriously, he returned the same look.
"Graycynn, I don't want you do to this if you don't have to, or want to" he said looking down and playing with my hands stroking them and then putting his gaze on me again. I smiled how did I deserve him I thought to myself.
"Well, I want to" I said looking at him I was telling the truth, and he knew it.
"Graycynn, once you do this you can't go back…you can't decide you want to be human again, you're stuck with your decision forever, literally" he said looking at me, I wasn't even aware he could look as serous as he did. His voice was mono-tone with a slight edge.
"I know… I took along time to think I could do this but I can, I'm sure" I said sitting up and looking down at him. I knew I could handle this, I know it was a different lifestyle but I would be happy, as long as I was with Ayden.
"It will be painful" I warned. But it was no use I knew it was going to be painful. But he looked uncomfortable and he shifted letting me know that he was.
"Ayden, I can handle it, is that really what's bothering you" I said knowing that couldn't be it. He couldn't be comfortable but was it because he thought I was weak? I questioned myself. I answered my self quickly though I knew he didn't think I was weak, he has seen what I have handled.
"Will you really love me for that long…" he said trailing of he sounded hurt and his face looked in pain. I was stunned that he would even think that for a second, I was baffled.
"I can't even believe you're asking me that" I said I was awestruck; I didn't know what to say, or how to respond…
"Ayden, you remember when your father took me…" I said remembering how scared I was; he just nodded still with a look of sadness on his face.
"That was the scariest night of my life, not because I was stolen, but because I was stolen away from you. I didn't think I could see you again and I was scared and in pieces, I got out because I hoped you would be there waiting for me… I got out because I knew I couldn't live without you, I wouldn't want to…I don't want anyone else to hold me but you…I don't want anyone if it means I can't have you" I said looking at him with the most sincerity I could muster, I knew I couldn't have said anything that true. I couldn't lie to him, and I knew I wanted to be with him.
He looked ashamed at what he had said, he realized I wasn't lying, he grabbed me into a hug and apologized stroking my hair. He told me he loved me and felt the same way I did, he said he would marry me, he said he would change me tomorrow… I was going to hold him to his word.