I got home and Alice and Rose where sitting on the couch. "Hey guys," I waived setting down. Alice looked at me and smiled. "So how was your first day of work?" she questioned.

"It was good, so yeah do you remember Edward Cullen from Jr. High?" I asked.

"Of cores how could we not remember you where in love with him even though he was an ass," rose laughed. I frowned she didn't know him like me.

"Come on bells don't look like that he acted like you did exist and he gave Lauren that note you wrote and made you cry. Anyway what's the point?" Alice asked.

"Well first of all he was never mean to me. Second he didn't give her the note she found it in his stuff. Anyway has jaspers cousin." I smiled.

"How do you know that?" Alice asked.

"Who cares anyway?" rose questioned.

"Well I care he works with me he's my trainer, he's really nice," I smiled.

They both looked at me with disapproving looks. "Look Bella honey we know you think he's different and all. But, we don't want to see you get hurt," Rose patted me on the shoulder.

"Yes sweaty there's plenty f other guys out there just not Edward your no good for each other," Alice frowned.

"You know what you guys don't even know him. He's different I'm telling you. Beside people change." I yelled and went in my room slamming the door. Who was I kidding me have a chance with Edward my friends even thought he was too good for me. It felt like Jr. High all over again except worse. I took a shower and went to bed curling in to a ball. Whimpering till I passed out.

I waked to the patio for lunch to see turned standing on the table reading "Dear Edward I know you don't see me but I see you I really like you. I see how different you are. You're not like the rest of them. I can see the real you. If you want to know who I am please meet me after school behind the gym. Your secret admirer," she laughed. "I can't believe someone actually gave Edward this."

"I know who it was it was Bella swan," Jessica yelled and pointed strait at me.

Every one was in a roar of laughter I felt tear in my eyes well up and I began to cry. I ran to the bathroom stall and buried my face in my hands. As The bell began to ring.

I woke up to my alarm buzzing. I groaned, I decided to wear a pair of skinny jeans and my Underoath band t-shirt. I put my hair in messy bun and grabbed my glassed and left. I got to my first class early. English 101 with Professor Ballard. The class was huge around 200 people. I decided to sit in the 3rd to last row so I would get any attention form the teacher.

"Hello Bella," I heard Edward's voice say form beside me. "Is this seat taken?"

"hi," I smiled. "No not at all."

"that's good," he said sitting down next to me. "this is a big class it's nice to know some one." he smiled a perfect crooked smile at me. Just then the professor came out. "Hello class welcome to English 101," he smiled passing out the syllabus foot the term. He started going over the lesson plan when my phone vibrated I had a text.

Alice: hey Bella I'm sorry for what I said last night please don't be mad.

Bella: don't worry you just reminded me that I wasn't good enough for him. But I always knew that so it's ok.

Alice: that's not true you're good enough for him has not good enough for you.

Bella: Alice it oks really I'll be fine. I promise so how's class???

Alice: boring so yeah the other night jasper told me he loved me can u believe it!!! : )

Bella: that's great!! J

Alice: well g2g bye.

As soon as I put my phone away the professor let us go for the day. I got up and left I needed to get some coffee before my next class. I managed to get to the line before any one else did"hi can I get a large iced coffee," I asked the lady at the counter.

"Make that two," some one asked I turned around to see the guy James who helped me with my books the other day. "hey Bella how are you ?"

"I'm great how are you?"

"I'm good just a little tired, how are your classes going?"

"good yours?"

"their fine," the said paying for my coffee too

"thanks you didn't have to"

"its no problem listen I was wondering if you wanted to maybe go out some time?"

"Um sure," I smiled.

"awesome well how about tonight?" he asked

"I have to work till 9 but, maybe after?"

"We could catch a movie?"

"Ok pick me up at the main bookstore at nine then well I got to go see you later."

"Bye" he waived.

EPOV

when class got out Bella ran out too quick. I wanted to ask her out for lunch. I guess I would have to wait till Thursday or ask her tomorrow. I walked out class when I seen Lauren waiting out side the door smiling at me.

"Hey Eddie" she waived

"Lauren "

"can we talk" she asked

"sure" we walked over to a bench and sat down

"look I know I said I wanted to see other people but, I changed my mind. Going out with mike made me realize that I only want you." she smiled and leaned into kiss me. I turned my head causing her to kiss my cheek and pushed her off of me.

"Look Lauren I think its best if were just friends," I groaned.

"What? Why? Is there some one else's?" she cried.

"no not yet but, I don't have romantic feelings for you Lauren."

"but I love you Edward you can't tell me you don't have feelings for me after al these years?"

"No I don't and after all there's years I've come to realize that you're just to superficial for me. I could never love anyone like you plus your kind of a bitch." she stood up and slapped me then. Stalked of in a fit of rage.

The rest of my day seemed to drag. I got to work a little early. Bella was already there waiting. She waived hi to me and we picked up her training joking as we worked. Work seemed to go by fast when I with Bella, Too fast. We where closing the store when she went into the bathroom. she came our with her hair down wearing a little bit of make up to make her features pop. I was almost drooling.

"You look beautiful doing something fun?" I asked.

"Thank you," she blushed." I'm got a date."

"Oh …..Well have fun," I waived. As she walked words a guy he had long blonde hair and muscular build. I should have known she had a boyfriend. She was jut to perfect to be single.

A/N:sorry for the late post ive been busy but i will be posting a chapter every day this week revive tell me what you think!!