A/N: sorry for the late post but was having some computer issues. Also I have to apologize I was reading the previous chapter and a paragraph in it was missing I don't know what happened but I fixed it. Any way her you go enjoy…

EPOV

I woke up and got dressed I was eating breakfast and there was a knock at the door. I opened it to see Lauren standing there in a very revealing whit tank top and a school girl skirt. I let out a sigh. What was she trying to do to me?

"Hi Edward" she smiled devilishly and then wrapped her arms around. She kissed me roughly and I couldn't help myself I kissed her back. We backed up till we hit the wall. I felt her hands slide down to my belt. I grabbed her hands and we broke apart gasping. I couldn't do this.

"What are you doing here?" I questioned.

"I need you Edward," she sighed.

I pushed her away lightly and walked. In to the living room to sit down. She followed. "Look I now you where mad the other day so I'm going to forget what you said to me," she said joining me. "Edward we've been together for five years we can't just throw it away without trying to make it work first."

"First of all I meant everything I said yesterday. Second we've tried too many times why can't you just face it we're not meant to be. we're to different people. You know as well as me, in a few months your going to get bored. Then you'll want to go out with another guy. So you'll say lets see other people. Then after you hook up with them you come back begging. I'm sick of the games. I want to find some one I'll want to be with forever, cant you see that. Why don't you want to do the same?"

"It will be different this time I'm different, I promise," she begged. "I love you Edward!"

"Why?" I asked

"I just do," she said reaching for my hand. I moved it.

"That not good enough I need a real reason. You never told me why, I need to know. I need to know you understand me. Like you did when we where kids."

"What are you talking about?"She asked.

" Remember that note you wrote me in Jr. High?" I asked, "It didn't say much. But, it said enough to know that you knew me. The real me."

"What note?" she questioned.

"The note you gave me when we where in Jr. High the day we first kissed?"

"Oh, that note I didn't write that Edward some girl did. You know the ugly one with brown hair who fell all the time. Well Jessica saw her put it in you locker that day and when I found it in band on the floor I decided to pretend I wrote it. But, what does it matter even though I never wrote it doesn't mean I don't get you I do Eddie," She smiled.

"You did what?" I yelled, I felt anger pulse through my whole body all this time was a lie and I was too stupid to realize. It was always Bella. "I can't believe you did that. That note was the only reason I put up with your bullshit. It was the only reason I gave you a chance, because honestly you're not now nor have you ever been my type."

"What, why are you mad. I did what I to do, besides dose it matter it was just some stupid girl. You got me instead of some ugly loser," she smiled.

"Her name is Bella and she's is not stupid or ugly she most beautiful girl I've ever met she's, she smart and kind and perfect, and like I said yester day you're a superficial bitch!"

"You've got to be kidding Eddie. You want her over me?"She asked outraged

"Its Edward, I think you better leave before I say something worse than I already have. Don't talk to me ever again," I said opening the door.

"You don't know what you're losing," she rolled her eyes.

"Bye Lauren, "I said slamming the door in her face.

I turned and walked in the kitchen. Alice was standing there smiling. "Hey Edward, I heard everything and I just want to say sorry I had you all wrong," Alice said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"I always hated you for hurting Bella in school but now I know the truth. I know you had nothing to do with it," she smiled.

"What good will it do?"I sighed. "Bella is taken I waited too long. she has a boyfriend."

"No she doesn't who are you talking about?" Alice asked.

"That guy she had a date with the other night."

"It was just a date and their just friends. Bella is totally available so if you want her go get her." She smiled. "Well bye Edward, "she waived walking to the door "oh, and Edward if you hurt her ill hurt t you."

"I wouldn't have it any other way," I smiled. "bye Alice and thank you."

She shut the door behind her and left out. I looked at the time. It was early. Bella wouldn't be at work yet. I grabbed my jacket and ran out the door. Today I would make Bella mine.

A/N: well what did you think reviews please!!!