WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LEMONS!!

BPOV

I tried all night to stay busy. But, my mind kept wondering my head was full of doubts about me and Edward. I was starting to believe he was still in love with Lauren and I was just a rebound girl. But then again why would it last so long.

Before I knew it it was closing time. We locked up and walked to Edward's car he had been quiet all night. He shut my door as usual always a gentleman. We pulled up to my complex and he turned to me and smiled kissing my hand. While caressing my cheek. He leaned in and kissed my lips softly. I pulled way after a moment.

"What's wrong?"He asked.

"Nothing I'm just tired I'll talk to you tomorrow," I said opening the door.

"Oh, I guess then goodnight," he said, his face almost looked as if he were in pain.

I went straight to my room when I got in our apartment. I took off my jacket and my phone beeped

Edward: Bella is something wrong

Bella: no I'm fine really I just need to sleep

Edward: you know you can tell me I love u

EPOV

Bella: goodnight

I felt my heart sink at the message. Why was she upset? Didn't she still love me? Could mike have really gotten to her? Even if he had I would not give up on Bella so easy I loved her so much it hurt to be away from her for a second.

I sat outside her place debating whether or not to go up. But I couldn't get up the nerve. What if she rejected me maybe I should give her time I thought. Then again maybe not I had to know what was going on.

I went up to the fire escape that lead strait to her window. I climbed up 7 floors till I saw her she was laying there clenching her pillow crying. She looked so hurt. I had to make her feel better. So I knocked on the window startling her. She jumped up and wiped her face. Then came to open the window. As soon as I could I leaned in and kissed her passionately.

"Edward what are you doing here?"She asked, as we broke apart.

"I couldn't sleep without you without knowing whether or not you still loved me," I said stepping through the window.

"Are you still in love with Lauren?" she asked throwing me off. Why would she think that?

"No of Corse not. I never could love her, I love you. What I feel for u is indescribable," I said kissing her. Our lips were moving in sync her hand tangled in my hair and she pulled me closer. The we broke apart and she gasped, "Ok I believe you."

I smiled my hands slid down to her waist pulling her closer to me. I picked her up in to my arms. Carrying her to the bed I laid her down never breaking our kiss I climbed over her being careful not to put any of my weight on her.

BPOV

Edward laid me down he was over me his body pressing against mine. I Pulled back to breathe his lips found my neck. He made a circuit from my ear to my collar bone and back again he was driving me crazy. I wanted him so badly I needed him.

"Edward," I gasped.

I felt his body stiffen and he rolled over onto his back. "I'm so sorry Bella I couldn't help myself, "he said shaking his head.

"No Edward I want you right now it's the only thing I want." I said, pressing my lips into Lips begin to move on with a sudden urgency. His hands slid down my waist. His hand stopped at the edge of my shirt. He looked up to see if it was okay. I nodded for him to continue. He pulled my shirt over my head. He stared down at me and I begin to get subconscious. As my face began to turn red.

"You're too beautiful don't be embarrassed," he breathed, kissing me.

As our lips move together as they did my hands went down to the buttons of his shirt. I began to unbutton it. I finished the last button and pulled his shirt off. My eyes began to rake across as perfect body he was a Greek God. I slid my finger down his chest, tracing his muscles he shuddered. As we broke apart to breathe he kissed down in between my breasts. His is hands slid up to the straps of my bra and he removed it. His hand cupped my breast. He kissed my left nipple. Swirling his tongue around it. A moan slipped past my lips. I began to call his name. His hand dipped under the elastic of my shorts. He began to rub my center and I threw my head back in pleasure. He was too good at this.

"Edward," I moaned."Please I need more."

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes... I'm positive," I breathed, then kissed him, and started to unbutton his jeans and pull them down. He kicked them off leaving him just his boxers. I could see his erection bulging through the thin fabric. He was very big. Which wasn't shocking he was perfect. Just then he pulled back and smiled a crooked smile. Then he bent down and kissed my inner thighs and removed my boys' shorts. Leaving me completely nude. He kissed his way back up to my mouth.

"You're perfect," he whispered and then he pulled off his boxers and positioned himself over me. He leaned down and kissed me like never before. It was perfect slow it was like I was the only person in the world. Then he entered me. He sat there for a moment. Till Then I moved my hips. To let him know it was ok to keep going.

He started to move slowly at first and then he went a little faster. Resting his head in my neck. We both where moaning each other's names. I could feel my walls tightening around him and then an orgasm so powerful rocked my body. Edward came right behind me. Collapsing on top of me. After a minute he rolled onto his back pulling me to his chest.

"That was amazing," he whispered, kissing my hair. "Sleep now love."

A/N: well what did u think of my first lemon? Reviews? oh and sorry about taking so long had a lot going on and this chapter was the hardest to write idk why but yah hoped u liked it.