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Chapter 4: Um...Oh Dear
Porshia: so Tommy how was your little visit back to Montana … HMM…
Tommy: not that you care but my trip was fine
Jude well isn't that great I so happy you had a nice trip now shall we…
Porshia: oh but Tommy was just about tell us about his little vacation wouldn't you like to here what he has been doing all this time hmmm Jude
Tommy: Porshia why don't you just mind your own business for once
Porshia: you would like that wouldn't you but I bet you just don't want her too know what your really like hmm why don't you tell her what you have really been doing while you were gone too afraid that little Tommy q's gonna reunion his little cover
Tommy: I will later but certainly not while your nosy ass can hear
Porshia: nosy oh thats rich Tommy if i'm nosy well at least I don't have a model addiction
Tommy: oh come Porshia you have been using that excuse for years give it up already we both know that's an excuse for you not to feel bad for your self
Porshia: FEAL BAD FOR MYSELF HOW ABOUT YOU YOU'RE THE ONE WITH A NASTY PAST I BET YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL HER ABOUT YOUR FATHER DID YOU NOPE YOU PROBIBLY DIDN'T DID YOU
Tommy: OH COME ON PORSHIA THAT LOW EVEN FOR YOU BESIDES LOOK AT THE FAMILY YOU'VE GOT I WOULD BE TALKIN IF I WERE YOU
Jude: ALRIGHT THAT IS FUCKIN ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Everyone looked quick shocked at Jude first of all she never screams like that and she would never curse at least not lately.
Jude: I have had enough of this first of all Porshia it really is none of your business what e and Tommy talk about and for your information he did tell about his father and I would never hold that against him. Tom you should not talk bout D like that for he has been there for me while you were gone are we clear.
Porshia: ……
Tommy:……
Jude: I SAID ARE WE CLEAR!
Porshia & Tommy: yea
Jude: good now the shall we continue with this … thing
Shay: well you sure have gotten all high mighty since we dated haven't you Jude
Jude: I'm not getting into it with you shay not today not any other day not ever you lost your friendship with me a long time ago
Shay: oh come on Jude are still on that how pathetic I mean really we only dated for two months
Jude: WHAT? You mean to tell me that it meant nothing to you just another girl on your record well then I will keep that in mind the next time i think about trying to reconciling things with your sorry ass
Shay: yea right a least I can sing you are what did I call it avril meats more avril
Jude: That's rich considering you cant even rap when was your last single shay oh yea it was 7 months ago nice but I have you beat by I don't know 6 months maybe you should just tell the truth and say that your are the pathetic one.
Shay: That's a good one you telling me to tell the truth that is the best one I have ever heard why don't you Just tell Tommy the truth. Tell what you have at home and what Sadie has with her tell that you have a ….
Jude: SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO KNOW FIRST OF ALL AND SECOND IT IS NOT YOUR BUSSINESS WHAT ME AND TOMMY TALK ABOUT NOW WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO FIND YOUR LITTLE EDEN SLUT AND FUCK HER CAUSE THAT IS ALL SHE'LL EVER BE GOOD FOR.
As she said that she ran off too the studio and slammed the door so that it cracked down the middle. Everyone flinched as they heard the crack and looked over at Tommy expectantly like he was suppose to go after her like he always did. So he went.
Inside the studio
Tommy: Jude? What was that all about I mean shay was yelling pretty random stuff is there anything you want to tell me?
Jude looked over at him and smiled a smile that yea
Jude: Look Tommy I am keeping something from you
Tommy put a serious face indicating that he didn't like that she was keeping things from him
Tommy: well are you going to tell me what it is or are you just going to leave me in the dark
Jude: I'm not ready to tell you yet but I will it was wrong of shay to do that so now I feel even more guilt about keeping it from you.
Tommy: all right Jude I guess I can accept that but when do you plan telling me this Secret that you have
Jude: I'm not really sure Tommy but I do know that when I do I hope you will take it better then D did at first.
Tommy: so Jude now that you and I have screamed ourselves horse tell me what were you planning on doing today
Jude: well I have been gradually moving all my stuff to the apartment that is attached to the studio space up town if you want to help me. I mean if you help me then I could help you with your stuff you know.
Tommy: yea sure why not should we sneak out now while we have the time to get away or would you rather chance it and try and find some pizza
Jude: Duh Tommy Pizza
Tommy: of course I should have known you are always thinking with your stomach you know we could still sneak out and get our own box free of boys with hyperactive issues
Jude nodded furiously and grabbed Tommy's hand and ran to the Viper and was in the seat buckled quicker then you could blink
Jude: Finally some good food I have had nothing but rabbit food lately
Tommy looked over at her with a raised eyebrow: really I never saw you as a diet type Jude what with it did Sadie talk you into it or something geez I go away and look what happens she has you doing all sorts of ridiculous things
Jude: yea, well Sadie convinced me but it was called for
Tommy: really why your fine
Jude: so if you remember there is pizza place around the corner Tommy
Tommy noticed she changed the subject he was getting closer to the secret he knew it he just had to press a little more but not now.
Tommy: yea it a little up the way by the way do you have any thing to record we start on your 4th album tomorrow I was hoping you were being your prolific self while I was gone.
Jude: well not exactly prolific more like I got one ready and the other are rejected so far
Tommy: I see … oh were here
Jude: Tommy you remembered this is my favorite Pizza place thank you
Tommy: you know I never forget anything about you I even remember the look on your face the first minute we met.
Jude: funny I remember to except mine was much prettier then yours ha ha
Tommy: very funny Jude
Tommy turned to the counter and ordered a large cheese pizza with all the veggie toppings
Jude: what we haven't had that since lets see …..oh yea like two days before we……you……well yea you know. So should I find us a table there's one over there
Tommy looked at her sadly it was time to spill and he knew but what was he going to tell her. Maybe he would wait just a while longer no it was time and he knew it he had to do it and get it over with.
He walked over to the booth and sat right in front of Jude
Jude: so you look as if something is buggin you wanna talk
Tommy: yea Jude I think it's time I told you why I left
Jude: oh I see well then go ahead I won't say anything until you finish promise
Tommy: all right then were should I start I guess that night is as good as any. Well that night before you got there I got a phone call from my uncle in Montana and he told me that my sister had cancer and that she only had a week to live.
Jude looked horrified that she had screamed at him now
Yes I know Jude I wont hold it against you anyway when I found this out they also told me that my niece's dad was on a mission trip in Africa and would not be able to be contacted for several months to a year and there was no other way to solve the problem then to have me come down there and watch over the girl until he returned.
Obviously they knew the chances of getting messages to her dad were near impossible but they kept tryin one day he received one and was home two weeks later. He was in no condition to take care of his daughter at the time so I stayed that is why I have been gone I have only recently been able to leave him because he finally able to go on in life. I honestly think that he is even more encouraged to continue his mission work now more then ever you see she was the one who lead him to Christ in the first place so he want to make sure her memory stays with him and other's
Jude just started at him and knew almost immediately that he was ready to be a father and that she was ready to tell him but not yet tomorrow she wanted to bring Mariah to meat her father