A/N: ok so I'm so so sorry all of you leaving you on the edge like that for so long. I was out of town without internet. please forgive me I promise the updates for this story will never take that long again. well sorry for the delay here is some more of the college life for you.

EPOV

I sat in the airport waiting for the plane to board, a million things weighing in on my thoughts and it all involved Bella. What did I do? How could she do this to me? That's all I kept asking myself. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't find an answer.

Maybe Jacob was telling the truth maybe she did use me to get to him but the thought of that. Hurt more than anything the thought that it all was a lie and I fell for it again. Just like I did with Lauren. But, every time I thought this I couldn't bring myself to believe that it was true.

Last call for flight 217 to New York

The voice called over the inter calm I was about to get up and leave when I heard someone call my name. I turned around and it was Bella.

"Edward please don't go I'm so sorry please forgive me."

"Bella," I gasped. "Why are you here?"

"Because Edward I love you I mean it I always have I'm so sorry about the other day." She cried, "He kissed me."

"You love me," I paused. "You love me? How could you sit there and lie like that if you love me you could have said it in front of Jacob. Bella I trusted you… I gave you my all ….I gave you all the faith and love I had left in my heart and u broke it."

"It was just a kiss I didn't know he would…," she cried, as I cut her off.

"That's where your wrong it wasn't that kiss. It didn't mean as much as the fact that you don't know who you want. After everything, I love you Bella I always will but I can't do this not again, I'm sorry bye." I said walking to board the plane.

I walked to the woman at the gate and handed her my ticket I went to my seat. It was next to a man he was old with pale skin almost like he was dead. He had his eyes closed. I put my bag in the over head compartment and sat down.

"Well hello there," the man said. "I'm Aro how are you?"

"Hi I'm Edward and Sorry don't mean to be rude I just have a lot on my mind and I'd rather not talk right now." I replied.

"What's wrong?" he asked, looking at me with a raised eyebrow placing a hand on my shoulder. "Ahh I see woman troubles."

"How did you know that?" I asked curious it was almost as if he saw what was wrong when he touched me.

"I'm good at seeing things in people u could say besides u look mad and hurt at the same time that can only be a woman," he said leaning back in his chair.

"Not just any woman the woman the love of my life, or so I thought," I frowned.

"That bad huh I was in that position once my woman cheated she got drunk and made out with this guy and I freaked out broke up with her. The next day she was killed in a car accident. After the accident I fell apart because all I could think about was that she died thinking I hated her. It made me realize that life is too short and when it comes to love to make it work you got to be able to forgive one another. I wake up every morning and I miss her sometimes I cry I wish I could go back to that day and change what happened. But, I can't so now I have to deal with the guilt of killing her." He said his voce lowered more as he spoke

"Don't blame yourself you didn't kill her she was in a car accident." I said patting his shoulder.

"But, I did she begged me to forgive her but I couldn't because of my past. that night she showed up to my door drunk begging me to hear her out and I shut the door in her face. I knew she couldn't drive what kind of person dose that I should had let her stay with me. She left and ran a red light and got t-boned by a diesel," He sobbed.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"This if what she did is really forgivable than forgive her, you don't want to end up like me I've love since her but every kiss every touch is lacking and never the same. I'd give anything to have one minute with her just to say that I forgive her and I love her. " He said

I nodded at him and just then the flight attendant came by to check the bag compartments.

BPOV

(A few days later)

"Bella c'mon you have to get up so we can finish shopping, and you need to get out the house it will make you feel better." Alice said pulling the covers off me.

"Yeah now get the hell up and shower because you kind of smell" rose said pulling the curtains open. "Bella you got to stop thinking about him this was a crazy situation it's going to take some time for him to cool off."

"I know but it's been forever," I whined. "What if he never forgives me?"

"Bella it's been one day," I really think he'll for give you, jasper says he for gave Lauren for cheating like five times and he likes you so much more so you should get like ten chances."

"I didn't cheat he kissed me," I growled.

"Touchy I was just kidding, I'm sorry bells. I really am just trying to help but, I don't know how." Alice frowned.

"It's ok I know you are I'm so glad I have you to," I said hugging her.

"Yea we love you to bells, now you really need a shower," rose said.

I got in the shower and hopped out I put on some sweats and put my hair in a pony tail. I walked down stairs and got some cereal. My parents were out doing the rest of their shopping. And jasper and Emmet where staying at Edwards house for the week. We grabbed our bags to go outside and there standing outside my door was……

A/N: so what did you think? Who do you think it is any guesses? How about some reviews?