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Chapter 11:

"Is it Better to Know or Not to Know? Part I"

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"Love Part I"

Yoh and I continued our walk to the docks, not saying much, but enjoying the comfortable silence that was with us. Then I reflected on whether I should tell him or not, I mean, is it better or know or not to know? Then I shook the thought from my mind. I didn't want to think about it now, because right at this moment, I was happy and calm just knowing that Yoh was beside me, hopefully he was feeling the same.

Finally we had reached the docks. I walked up to the docks and sat down. Seeing that Yoh stopped at the edge of the dock, I decided to say: "Come and join me."

Yoh's eyes widened, "No way!" He pointed to the docks, "Last time it broke and I fell in!"

"But last time I saved you," I took my sandals off and put my feet into the cold water, "So you don't need to be afraid."

Yoh smiled and I was glad he didn't try to argue. He sat next to me, took off his sandals, and put his feet in the water.

I started to swing my legs back and forth slowly in the water looking at my reflection in the ripples. While I was doing that I looked over at Yoh who was uncomfortably just wiggling his toes, probably afraid that if there was too much pressure, he'd fall in.

"Thank you, Anna," he said slowly, his eyes fixed on the water.

"For?" I was still looking at the ripples.

"Everything. For saving me, for talking to me, for listening………"

"For feeding you?" I smiled. He was actually thanking me, when it should be me thanking him.

"Yes," Yoh chuckled, but his eyes were still on the water.

"I should thank you," I smiled.

"For what?" He sounded confused.

"Everything. I haven't had this much fun in a while."

"Fun? You call this fun?" Yoh said a little non-believingly.

"Well, it's fun to see you get mad," I smiled, "I don't think I have ever smiled this much.Even when my family was alive, I wasn't too big on showing emotions, and I regret it."

"So……I make you smile?" he sounded a little happy.

"Isn't it obvious?" I turned towards him lifting a brow.

"Well at first, you only smirked," when he said this, I couldn't help but smirk. But Yoh wouldn't turn around to face me, and this made me a little sad. I had to think of a way for him to look at me……

"I'm serious," I smiled, and before I knew what I was doing, I kissed his cheek, "Thank you."

This made Yoh turn to look at me. He was blushing and his eyes were wide. His look made me embarrassed as I smiled and turn towards the water. I couldn't believe I just did that!

"W-what was that for?" Yoh blushed.

I sighed…... 'Why does he have to be this clueless?' I turned towards him, "For everything, remember?"

"B-but," I was nervous as to what he was going to say……but then my eyes widened when he said: "Y-you mi-missed!"

I lifted an eyebrow, 'Did I just hear that?' "Well you wouldn't turn around."

"W-well, I'm turned around now," he smiled.

I smiled. I have never kissed anyone before, other than my family……I admit that I was nervous, but very glad. I closed my eyes as our lips touched. All those thoughts in my mind about not being in love slowly drifted away. Yoh made me happy, and when I wasn't with him, I thought about him. He was somehow always on my mind. We helped each other, and we made each other happy……Yes, this, what we were feeling now, was…love……

When we broke form the kiss, we both turned away. I smiled, but it wasn't my ordinary smile, it was something more……it felt somehow different.

I looked back at my feet to see an orange-ish color in the water, "Yoh, look!" I pointed, this could only be the doings of a beautiful sunset, "I love the sunset," I said softly.

I looked at the sunset, for a while I could sense Yoh starring at me. I slowly stood up and spread my arms out……just like Toshi did when he was pretending to be an airplane. I stood there letting the wind pass me.

In that moment, I felt happy, truly happy. "I love sunsets especially in weather like this……" I said slowly……this weather made the sky have a purple-ish tint to it. As I stood there, a thought came into my mind……is it better to know or not to know? I knew this thought would ruin this whole mood, but I decided that it was better to know. I closed my eyes tightly, "Yoh?"

"Yes?" I could sense a smile in his face.

This was going to be hard, but he had to know, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, but my health isn't that great."

"You told me that. You said that this weather makes you sick."

"No," I felt bad for lying to him, "it's not the weather, it's……" I stopped as I felt another familiar sting of an attack.

'No! This can't be happening!' I tried to fight it, though I knew it was pointless. This attack felt worse than the ones from a few days ago. I couldn't breathe and my vision started to blur.

'No……Yoh……' My attack was too strong and I could hardly see. My balance got off and I fell into the water. I felt like crying……not because it hurts, but because I will probably die here……Yoh can't swim……he will have to watch another person die……soon everything was starting turning black. I couldn't breathe……and my whole body ached…..I'm sorry, Yoh…I think I could hear him call my name…I gave a smile, then everything went black……

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dun Dun DUN……THIS IS NOT THE END!!!! Just a cliffhanger. Please stay tuned and review, I promise to update soon if you review! You'll find out what happened to Anna in the next chapter, I promise! Well, Until Next time

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