The crowd went wild as Tommy walked off the stage. He had already played 2 encores for them and was now exausted. Kyle and Wally went straight for the groupies as Tommy walked towards his dressing room not knowing Matt was following him. Matt had a girlfriend back home and he was loyal to her so he stayed as far away from the groupies as possible. He had made the mistake only once to give one of his fans a hug and she instantly pulled him into a kiss in front of the paparazzi. He got a very angry call from his girlfriend the next day and spent two hours trying to explain that he was innocent. He walked into the dressing room to see Tommy with his head in his hands.

" Talk to me man...I know your freaking out about the whole seeing Jude thing" he said while taking a seat across from Tommy.

"Theres nothing to talk about she left and now I'm just going to finish my tour and who said I was going to see her .I probably won't even see her I mean its a big place" Tommy said as he grabbed a water from his mini fridge.

"You know thats not the problem...the problem is that you do want to see her...alot"

"You know I'm starting to regret telling you enerything" Tommy said with an annoyed look.

Matt laughed "Only because your mad that

I'm always right"

Tommy smiled and shook his head then his face quickly turned serious

"I ...I can't see her I just can't" Tommy said in a whisper. He left the dressing room and headed towards the limo that would take him to his hotel.

Cut to Jude

Jude was at the bar with Abby waiting for Chase. Abby was still a bartender eventhough she was a drummer in Jude's band she still liked working at the bar everyonce in a while. Chase was Jude's boyfriend they had been going out for ten months eventhough Chase had liked her for 14 months.

He was a popular singer in London. He also recorded with Bomenzie records.

"Hey Abby can I get another one of whatever this is?"

Jude asked laughing in between hicups as she tapped her shot glass down on the table ,the movement almost made her fall off her chair. "oopsie" she grabbed the edge of the bar to keep herself up.

"You sure are throwing back alot tonight are you okay...is this about the paper this morning?"

Abby was the only one who knew the whole story abotu Tommy and Jude. Everyone knew that Jude and Tommy had worked together and dated a bit but only Abby knew everything. Jude had completely forgot about Tommy coming into to London until she saw the paper.She hadn't been able to thnk of anything else all day long. After work she decided to go with Abby to the bar. The more she thought about Tommy the more she wanted to drink and forget it all. She had spent the past two years trying to forget about him. She even started dating Chase thinking maybe just maybe he would help her forget, but he didn't. Here she was once again getting wasted over him.

"I am ...ffine...perfectlyyy" she said slurring her words.

Abby giggled and shook her head as she wiped the bar off. "You mean your perfectly fine" Abby said in an amused tone.Abby had come to learn that Jude was a crazy and hilarious drink at first and then later the reason for it all would catch up to her.

"Thats what I said Abs" Jude said throwing her hands up like a little kid.

Just then Chased walked in. Luckily not alot of people came to the place. If people knew they would always be surrounded by the paparazzi. Chase was tall with light brown hair and blue eyes. He was built and and he had a very nice body ( He pretty much looks like nate from gossip girl). He took a seat right next to Jude at the bar.

"Hey Abby can I get a coke?" he asked.

"Glad to see someone is staying sober tonight" Abby said with a smile.

"Chase!" Jude yelled as she threw her arms around him almost knocking him off his stool.

"Woah hey babes..ugh...on second thought keep the coke Abby I think I should get her home" he said lifting Jude over his shoulder. She laughed and leaned her hand down to grab Chases bolge.

"Umph..babes come on now" he quickly roemoved her hand and waved goodbye to Abby.

"Bye Abs I gotta go have me some SEX!!" Jude yelled as Chase carried her to the door.

Abby burst into laughter before Jude continued.

"Hmmm you could do that thing with your mbmmmhmmmmbjhmm"

Chase quickly covered her mouth to mumble her words.

He didnt take his hand away until he got her in the car.

He drove her to her apartment and on the way there Jude turned in a rap station and tried to sing along,Chase couldn't help but laugh. When they got to her apartment he picked her up

and took her up to her bedroom.He layed her down and pulled the cover over her. When he leaned down to kiss her forehead she grabbed his face and slammed her lips to his. She pulled him on top of her and began to unbutton his shirt. He stopped her hands and pulled away.

"Sweety I can't do this your drunk...i gotta get home-.."Jude cut him off.

" No ...just stay with me...I need you" she said in an almost pained voice. Her layed down next to her and wrapped his arms around her waist from behind. He fell asleep but Jude couldn't sleep she laid there as tears streamed down her cheeks. Tommy would be in London tommorow and she wanted more than anything to see him again. She missed Tommy so much, but she couldn't see him she would just mess up his life he had a great career and she just didn't think that she deserved him. She was the one that let him go it was her own fault, now she had to suffer the consequences.