Deeper than a cut
Chapter 7
Jeanette was sat on the end of her bed with her head in her hands, after months of agonizing over her choices for her unborn baby she finally knew what she was going to do. "Hi is Jessica there please"? Jeanette asked when a middle-aged lady opened the door to her friend's house "yes, she is in, would you like me to call her for you"? the lady replied "yes please" Jeanette answered, a few minutes later Jeanette saw Jessica coming down the stairs "hiya Jess, you ok"? Jeanette asked giving her friend a hug "I'm good, how about you"? Jessica told her "well you can probably guess" Jeanette joked "but that's why I'm here… I know what I am going to do" Jeanette added "oh ok…well anything I can do to help…you know me…I'll help ya however I can" Jessica stated "thanks Jess" Jeanette smiled "Jess? Do you think you could come downtown with me for a while"? Jeanette asked "yeah sure" Jessica answered.
"Jess I'm sorry to have dragged you out like this but you are the only person I want with me when I do this" Jeanette apologized "that's ok but what about Simon or your sisters" Jessica asked "I just couldn't let them face it" Jeanette explained "I understand" Jessica said, putting her arm around Jeanette and giving her a reassuring squeeze of the arm. "Jeanette Miller, they are ready for you now" the receptionist called into the waiting room, inside the operating theatre before the surgeon moved to perform Jeanette's abortion he asked her a few questions, after answering all of the surgeon's questions he had this to tell her "ok Jeanette, after hearing all of your answers, I am sorry to inform you that I cannot perform this abortion as you are to far gone for me to abort this pregnancy" in an apologetic tone, she then thanked him for his time and left the abortion clinic in tears with Jessica comforting her.
Later that night, Jeanette was sat on the end of her bed in tears just letting everything out as she had the house to herself that night. She was sat there thinking about the anguish that today's events had brought her and also about all of the abuse from Jillian and her gang, in the end it all got to much for Jeanette and she just needed a release so she walked into their bathroom and picked up Brittany's Gillette razor, she then started slashing at her arms until there was blood pooling at her feet, this left Jeanette feeling the best she had in months.