AN
:
Hey =)
I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a while but
I've been very busy, but I will try to update more
now in the
weekend. So here is a new chapter. Hope you enjoy :D
BPOV:
"Bella!" Crap,
I mean I love my little pixie best friend, but when she wakes me up
early it rarely ends well for me.
"Bella, we need to go
shopping for the first school day, since it is tomorrow, and you
promised that I could pick your outfit!" I opened my eyes and saw
Alice pout.
"When did I do that?" I looked at her angrily. I
hated shopping and fashion.
"The first Wednesday in the holiday.
When I wanted to go shopping, you said that if I didn't make you I
could pick out the outfit." I grunted.
"Don't worry ,
Edward will absolutely LOVE it" She smiled an evil smile, she knew
that she had won. Alice knew my feelings for Edward and she said we
would be perfect together. And since Jasper and Alice was together
and Rosalie and Emmet it would be "convenient" with me and
Edward too. It would just make sense. That was Alice's thoughts, I
know that he deserves so much better. Tomorrow will be our first day
at Forks High and I will have to watch all those slutty cheerleaders
drool over, and flirt with Edward it was going to be torture.
"Earth
to Bella" Alice waved a hand in front of my face.
"What?" I
glared at her.
"Easy girl, don't bite my head off. I'm not
the one you're angry at I'm just doing what you promised me."
She glared back.
"You're right, I'm sorry Alice." She
smiled at me.
"It's alright. Come on, let's go shopping!"
She actually started to jump on the bed of excitement.
"Fine,
let's go" I sighed and Alice squealed.
10
HOURS LATER:
Thank God that was
over. Only Alice could spend 10hours shopping and still not be
finished. Even though she was supposed to pick out ONE outfit she
bought me(after a lot of arguing and threatening) :
2 tight V-neck
sweaters (1 blue, 1 red)
2 jeans ( 1 dark, 1 light)
3 shorts
(1white , 1 black, one jeans ) (very very short shorts..)
1 jeans
mini skirt
4 tank tops (1 black, 1 white, 1 deep blue, 1 baby
pink)
1 white halter neck mid-thigh dress
2 pair of shoes(1
heels, 1 flats)
and lots of underwear from Victoria's Secret
.
So Alice was satisfied and I wasn't, I didn't want any of
it, but NOBODY goes against Alice.
Now we were on our way over to
the Cullen's house where I was going to spend the night. I almost
spend more time there than I do at home, but who could blame me, I
mean both Edward and Alice where there.
When we arrived Edward
greeted me with a big hug that made my heart jump. It always did
that, and since we touched each other a lot it jumped most of the
time. It couldn't be healthy.
"I've missed you" He
whispered softly in my ear. I chuckled slightly.
"Even though I
saw you yesterday I missed you too." More that he could ever
imagine. The worst part about shopping was the 'staying away from
Edward' part. I hated it.
"So, how was shopping?" He pulled
away just enough to look into my eyes, but he didn't let go of me,
his arms were still around my waist and mine was around his
neck.
"Horrible as always." He chuckled and I couldn't help
but smile. We stood like that just looking into each others eyes for
a while and I lost all thoughts. I love his emerald eyes, I always
get lost in them.
"Okay lovebirds, stop staring at each other
and help me with the bags" I blushed and let go of Edward. Crap, I
hope he didn't notice Alice calling us lovebirds. I went over to
the car to get my bags, I had actually managed to pick out some
things for myself too, some CD's and books.
"Have you written
any new songs lately?" Edward was now next to me. I blushed. I haf
actually, and as usual he had inspired me to this one too, but he
didn't know that.
"I take that as a yes, can I hear it?" He
smiled his crooked smile and I nodded, it was impossible to say no to
him. We put the bags in "my" room and went over to his room where
he gave me the guitar.
"It's not so good…" I looked down
and started to play.
"I
bet you lie awake at night trying to make up your sweet mind
Wonderin if you'll ever find just what you want
A hometown
number one
Or a california loaded gun
But you'll only get one
Thats what you thought
And heres what you got
I could
be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In
the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little out of reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll
be your angel giving up her wings
If thats what you need
I'd
give everything to be your anything
Be your anything
If
you want hard to get
If you want
All you have to do is let me
know
If you want a bumby ride
Or someone with a softer side
Either one will be alright
Just let me know
Cause this is
how it goes
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the
holes in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be
your little beauty queen
Just a little out of reach
Or the
girl living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If
thats what you need
I'd give everything to be your anything
It's not like i'm giving up who i am for you
But with
someone like you it's so easy to do
I could be your favorite
blue jeans
With the holes in the knees
In the bottom of the
top drawer
I could be your little beauty queen
Just a little
out of reach
Or the girl living next door
I'll be your angel
giving up her wings
If thats what you need
Thats what you
need
I could be your favorite blue jeans
With the holes
in the knees
In the bottom of the top drawer
I could be your
little beauty queen
Just a little out of reach
Or the girl
living next door
I'll be your angel giving up her wings
If
thats what you need
I'd give everything to be your anything"
I
hoped he didn't notice the part about next door, since he is my
neighbor. Or the jeans since his favorite jeans has holes on the
knees and is lying in the top drawer.
"That's beautiful, who
is it about?" he smiled at me, a little part of me had hoped that
he would understand and feel the same way too.
"Nobody. I just
saw a movie about something like that" I lied and it hurt. I wanted
to tell him but I didn't want to ruin our friendship. He just
smiled again.
