So here I am like a dying animal that's lost its skin. My clothes came from I don't know where and I can finally see my curves rather than a thin body hidden by a large amount of oversized clothes. I hear a knock on my door and immediately know its Aiden because he's the only one who's ever been in here besides me. I must sound very, very pathetic.

When I opened the door his eyes went wide. "Spencer. I think I'm actually attracted to you right now." His eyes scanned my body and I punched his arm with all the force I had only to be hurt in the process. He seemed unfazed and we silently walked to his car. I think he was blushing which just created unnecessary tension.

As soon as we got to the place with the music and what not I felt out of place. Hell I felt out of place when I gave myself a once over in the mirror. There were tons of guys and girls outside smoking cigarettes and eating each other's faces off. Before I knew it Aiden had opened my door and gave me a reassuring smile. I followed him inside and he was instantly greeted by everyone. After a few introductions I was led to the bar where I was actually offered alcohol without getting carded, but I went for a coke. The bartender just looked at me with a bemused look on her face.

"Coke and jack maybe?"

"Coke and who? I don't really know a Jack…" Now it was my turn to give her the same look she was giving me. After a laugh I felt as though I was the only alien in a government organization.

"Alright coke it is. On me." She winked and gave me my drink. I smiled and sipped it quietly. This tasted quite odd for a coke. I just continued drinking it. A place like this wouldn't be able to afford actual coke anyway.

"Spence I'm almost up." Aiden went behind me and hugged me by the waist. I was quite shocked and had the sudden urge to punch him in the throat, but I didn't want to be stuck here with no ride home.

"Right. Good luck." I turned and hugged him as friendly as possible. He looked at me oddly, but made his way to the stage as the band before his stepped off.

After two more of those cokes I was just really out of it. It felt like my alien spaceship decided to be nice and pick me up from that government organization, but my body was somehow still floating in the air. People were dancing and Aiden was playing rather well as his drumming sounded better than any other instrument on stage.

Bladder. Right.

After noticing the line to the girls bathroom I quickly ran back over to the bartender from before.

"Hey. bathroom unavailable. In need of pee place now." I pointed down at my crotch and she only laughed.

"Go to the place across the street. Tell them Madison sent you."

Right. Madison. I said a quick thank you and ran out, only to be sent flying to the door as a body was pushed into mine. I felt my arm tingle as sweat dripped down onto my leg. If my bladder wasn't about to burst at this point. I would run to the nearest store and buy a bucket of hand sanitizer.

The bar I had entered wasn't really busy, but everyone seemed happy and like a regular. Unlike the other place this one had a guitarist playing just really mellow instrumentals.

"Hey woah." A man put his hand on my shoulder and looked at me with worry. "I.D"?

Shit. What was that girls name…

Michelle? No. Micheal? Ugh that's a boy's name. Well hey look at me…

"Mad-Madison sent me. Bathroom. Please."

"Oh." He laughed. Why does everyone laugh at me? "Go right ahead sweetie."

Finally. I walked out the happiest I had been in weeks even though it was not becoming quite a mission to keep from falling on the ground. I looked over across the street and noticed how rowdy it was getting. Maybe I'd just go back in later.

I walked for a while until I spotted a bench near another small bar. Things were beginning to get quiet until a familiar smell had hit my nose. It was the Camels. The gold ones. After finding out what kind she smoked I had bought two packs and completely scarfed them down so I pretty much branded the smell in my nose.

And there it was. Life doing what it always does to those who happen to outside the box in movies. From what I've seen this is where I walk over to her and lay in the grass right beside her. I'm not that much of an actor though seeing as I sweat uncontrollably on stage. Then it happened again. Nature turning its back on me and the universe joining in for a laugh.

Her eyes met mine and the air around us seemed to have stood still. The cigarette lay unlit between her perfect quaint lips.

"Listen. If you're following me, stop. It's kind of creepy." She put her head back down and took out a lighter.

My god was her voice amazing. So smooth just like those damned cigarettes.

I walked over. I knew that wasn't coke. It had to be one of those martini things or something that mom drinks because I was just completely out of my body for those 10 seconds it took me to get near her.

She looked back at me and I felt the air stand on its toes once again.

"Measuring a summer's day, I only finds it slips away to grey, the hours, they bring me pain." She took a drag and looked at the nothing before us.

Wow talk about first impression. I've never encountered a sadist.

"Well that was really sad, but it's not summer so I'm hoping this is a past experience for you."

She looked at me in disbelief. "What the fuck are you talking about. That was led zeppelin."

"I'm s-sure what ever drug your own wouldn't make you say something so sad." Crap I hope she wasn't on coke. My brother used to do that stuff and by the look in her eyes I can tell she isn't quite sober. I sit down after realizing I wasn't so sober either.

She laughed and then put out her cigarette. "Led Zeppelin is a band. One of the most famous bands in the history of classical rock. That line was from a song called tangerine."

I'm so stupid.

"I'm sorry. I don't really listen to music much. I'm not patient enough for it."

She laughed once again. I've noticed laughing has become quite contagious in modern American society.

"Patience doesn't exist with music."

"What?"

She stood up now and I hugged my knees nervously.

"MUSIC!" She screamed as though she was trying to get the whole world to hear. "Sets you free. It creates this intense world with just you in it where patience, impatience, and everything else just doesn't exist." She sat back down and took out a small white bag.

"Want some?" She offered as she held a small key to her nose and inhaled on both sides of her nose.

"No thanks. Maybe I should go." I stood up even though the world was pushing itself on me.

"No you stay." She pulled me down and put another cigarette in between her lips. The look in her eyes frightened me. If I left then the world pushing itself on me would just crash and break her small figure.

"I feel like this world was only meant to hold a tiny part of me. It's like it can hold all of me because it would just explode and everyone would die."

"Well someone has quite the ego." I tried to smile at her and she only returned a frown.

"I know. It's my downfall really. I am my own downfall. Isn't that just crazy really. The destruction of you is yourself."

Honestly as freaked out as I should have been. I was very happy and my ears just couldn't stop taking in all of the brunettes words that is until I realized Aiden was probably going insane looking for me.

"Shit. Aiden I have to go. It was nice meeting you though." She stood up when I did and took out her hand. I pulled mine out and she took it gently.

"It was a pleasure meeting you blue eyed one. I probably won't remember you, but oh I wish I could." As she said this, a small group of girls were walking towards us laughing and the brunette just jumped right in the group with ease. I looked back and then at my feet which I could no longer feel from all of the quivering. My shirt was also drenched in sweat. I wasn't even on a stage and this girl made me sweat like I'd ran 30 miles.