"J for Jackpot"

Written By Omare Alloy

My friend Sadie and I always been best friends. Through elementary to college we were attached by the hip. It was fate. My mother always told me it was like finding a soul mate; you'll only have one.

One true friend, one true love. Sadie's always been here for me, and I her. We dressed alike, talked alike, and went everywhere with each other. I would always love her, but lately I just can't deal with it anymore.

I want to be an individual. I want to have a life separate from my dear friend. Is that too much to ask? I want to be free. I don't want people looking at me ,and always picturing "Katie-Sadie"; I just want to be called Katie.

I might hurt her at first, but later on she'll realize this was for the better. That she can accomplish her own dreams because I'm not with her every single second of the day. I want the best for her and for me.

I'll always be there for her. Just a call away. She'll appreciate it someday, but for now I have the ability to battle my own problems and undertake my goals.

Some might say that I always had my own mind, but it didn't feel like it. Now though, I do. I can achieve many things that Sadie unintentionally held me back for.

Finding a best friend like Sadie is one in a million. I hit the jackpot when I found her. So I will never regret the times we had together as "twins", but now I have to be myself and flyaway.

Goodbye Sadie.

I'm very very sorry. I promised an update, but I sadly didn't do it. I was and wasn't busy. The reason for the lack of my update was because I just didn't have a muse. I didn't have ideas popping into my head.

Other than that, this is very short. No muse remember. Plus I find it difficult to write in Katie's POV. Hope it was decent.

Criticism is appreciated. I might have little mistakes here and there in this, so please point them out. I'll try to improve in my later work.

Reviews/favorites/alerts are a reward not a necessity. So I thank you (:

Pairings coming up: Courtney and Duncan, Bridgette and Geoff, Chris and Lindsay, and Gwen and Trent.