As I'm looking at his face for the last time, I swear I can still see that little adorable grin he has telling me its okay, that something good will come of this; and that this is better this way. Then again as I look again I only see a bare hint of a smile that is placed on him.

Suddenly I bolt out of the area and into the bathroom where I had to throw up to contents of my meal that day; morning sickness… Alice followed soon after, not knowing for a first what's wrong.

"Bella? Bella? Bella where are you? Bella?"

"I'm okay, I've just been crying so much I can tell it" I say as I look at my hands that I'm washing. I know I should have told her but at her brothers funeral in the bathroom just wasn't the place.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Alice said with a strange look on her face. She has always known when I was lying, even without her ability's. (She can't see the baby but she can see Bella, up to a certain point that is) She knows where her place is though, so she didn't press the subject.

"Anyway, we are going to the rec room now, don't worry this will be over soon enough" As she said that she took my hand and pulled me out of the bathroom and into the other room.

After a long two and a half hours of crying, hugging, and shaking hands, it was over thanking everyone for coming was one of the hardest parts, surprising enough. Alice had asked me to come over afterward to spend the night, I know she didn't want to be alone; even though there is others in the house she needed a friend. The only problem with that is that for the past six days I have been puking every morning and I don't think she'll think it was from crying this time. I needed to tell her, not show her. Crossing my fingers and hoping that she'll understand I said yes.

We went home to have dinner, a long strange, and silent dinner. Alice and i were in her room watching a movie to try to not think about the events of today. I know I have to tell her but this time she is almost crying claiming it's the movie. I know its not and she can barely hold back the tears. I have to tell her. I have to!

"Alice? You love me don't you?" I asked breaking the never ending silence. Not looking her in the eyes but instead playing with my fingers.

"What are you talking about? Of course I love you! Why? What's wrong? Bella? What happened" Alice looked so scared; I knew she had no idea of what I was going to say. I wanted to back out but I owed her this much.
"And you'll always be there for me no matter what, right?" I just had to make sure that she wouldn't hate me forever. I need at least one person on my side, I need help with this, I can't raise a baby all by myself.

"Bella, you're scaring me"

"Just please answer the question, I need to know"

"Yes of course I love you and will always be there for you no matter what. I don't care what stupid thing you did. I just want to know"

With that I knew I had to tell her. I had to let her know the truth.

"Alice, I'm pregnant."

And those three little words is what scared her the most, but told her the most. Oh and what made her mouth turn into the shape of an 'o'. she didn't have to ask who the father was or when did it happen, she knew that I was terrified and the I just needed some help and guidance. Ands that's what she did. She rapped her tiny arms around my shoulders and whispered the best word that I had heard all day.

"Bella, I'm here for you; all do what I can to help, I'm sorry it happened this way"

Okay that chapter is a little longer.. but please give me feedback! This is my first story and I want to know how I'm doing! Please just click the review button, just click it! You know you want to ;)

-Liv