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BPOV
I really don't know how in the world he took that so calmly, it's insane. Maybe because he realized that I'm raising this child all by myself, so he was being kind. Maybe he didn't actually care because that's pretty much the same thing that caused me and he can't judge me for a mistake that he also made. Maybe he is furious and just wants to cause me more pain later on by pretending he's okay with it and then kicking me out later. Maybe he
"Sorry to ruin your dreams there honey but he actually is okay with it, I think it was your option about how he had the same mistakes. Sweetie your right I cant read your mind but I can see your future and I could see what you were going to ask Charlie and fyi: not wise" Alice stated as if seeing my future was a normal thing, which to her I guess it is.
We are in the car on the way to Alice's place; I hadn't been there since that night before Edward died. Hopefully my hormones don't act up at this moment, getting emotional over a house might, just might give me away. Not that it would matter, I'm telling them, though I would just rather tell them than show them…
Alice turns to look at me; "okay Bella, everyone is home. They have no idea. Do you want to me tell you how this will turn out or would you rather wait and see?"
"I want to wait and find out on my own, I am on my own after all" I saw her about to comment and somehow I managed to cut her off. "On my own as in no father, I understand that you are going to help."
"Okay good cause I will help and am going to help"
"Okay Cullen's, ready or not here I come."
On the way I tried not to look at the house and I did well, it was once inside, when I saw an object covered under a blank, white sheet that I thought of Edward. His piano. I signed I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to cry I told my self and thank the heavens above I think somebody was finally helping my Carlisle walked in and diverted my attention to him.
"Well, Hi Bella. It's nice to see you again here. This is the first night everyone is back in the house, I'm glad you're here too!" Carlisle said warmly. Esme followed in after Carlisle and Emmett was at her heels.
"Bella! It's so nice to see you. I'm glad you came to visit." Esme said kindly. I forgot how kind and warm Edward's parents are, this just makes it a little harder to tell them.
"BELLA!!!" Emmett yelled while giving me a huge Emmett type hug. "I missed you the most! What's wrong, what's up, you have a sad look on your face?"
Its not good sign when even Emmett realized something was up.
"It's nice to be back here again, I have missed all of you guys too. And yeah Emmett, I have…news to tell you guys. I hope its an alright time to tell you. All of you guys."
"Yes of course, it's a perfect time, we went doing anything." Esme stated, a little confused. "Rosalie can you come down here, please?" she said in a normal voice, but I of course knew that Rose heard her.
Soon after Rose came down –from doing her nails; blood red of course.- Carlisle had us all sit down at the dinning room table; a prop, with me at the head of it. Looking around the room, at the faces of those whom have lost so much, I hope that they would thing of this as a good thing. Carlisle; to teach me all the things I do not know. Esme; who I would hope she would teach me how to be a good mother. Emmett; to teach me to be loving and brave. Rose; to show me forgiveness and compassion in love. Jasper; to help me teach my child things, and give me calmness when everything else has failed. And Alice; to teach me to think of the sliver lining, to think of the glass half full, not empty. She always thinks of the bright side, I often wonder how she finds them so quickly. I hope that I can teach them something too, but I'd have to let them decided. I have to learn first how to be strong and tell them and to be able to take the truth. Whatever they say, I need there help but I have to learn to live without it, too.
"I'm pregnant. Only a like a week or so ago. It is Edward's and he didn't know." I felt that I should just blurt it out, no use in stalling that won't help with anything.
Esme's look of pure joy, Carlisle's look of happiness and sorrow, Rose's look of confusion, Emmett's look of delight, Alice's look showed me that she knew this was going to happen, it was not one of confusion. But Jasper, ah Jasper, his face confused me, it was calculating, yet I think there was a smile on his face for a second but then again I have no idea.
"Oh my, Bella, I had no idea. I'm so happy; I get to be a grandma!" Esme was over joyed as she came over to give me a hug.
"You guys aren't mad at all?" stunned yet again, how they could be like this, Rose even, not mad, confused, but not mad.
"Bella, how could we be mad, its bad timing and I understand how you must feel. It's terrible that Edward can not help you with this but I understand. I promise that I for one will be with you through this all." Carlisle confirmed me.
"Did you tell Charlie yet, because if you didn't and he doesn't take it well, I think you can live with us." To my surprise it was Rose who asked this.
"I did tell him, he was fine with it, not mad to my surprise. You're not either?"
"I am also surprised and a little confused; I thought we couldn't have children."
"Rose, we vampires can't but Bella is human and she can conceive." Carlisle stated. "I don't know if there are any other half human half vampires in the world but I'm almost completely positive, and with Bella standing here as living proof, it can happen."
Emmett and Jasper were the only two that didn't comment. Well Alice didn't but her face said it all, I told you so it basally screamed. Emmett I could tell was happy, he wanted a little sibling. But again Jasper, I didn't know what was up with him. He has always been quite but this was different I didn't know what his face meant. I'd have to find out.
Hope you liked this chapter, it was interesting to write. Jasper all ways does have a mind of his own! Please Review, I'd gladly appreciate it. Both good and bad are welcome; I want to know how I wrote this chapter.