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Even thought my excitement was bubbling over on the good news that no one hated me and that everyone was willing to help me, I still had a strange sense that my whole world would come crashing down or that this was just some silly little dream and that I will wake up and realized that everyone everyone hated me and the baby. Of course there was that look from Jasper that I was still confused about, granted it could be that he sensed me worry about the future and worry about if this indeed was real or not. But then again, I have no clue.
As the evening past, I slowly got less questions and everyone started drifting off to do what they were doing before. It was just me sitting on their tan, long couch and Alice and Jasper in the red love seat. I was eyeing Jasper and I think he was looking at me because I was looking at him, he might be wondering why I was. Alice, for once in her life, was clueless to all of this going on. Jasper was finally home and she was resting her head on his shoulder. (A/N all of the Cullen's except Alice had gone on a hunting trip after the funeral, Alice stayed behind with Bella.) I think that she didn't mind not mknowing what was up all the time, and chose to just not think about everything and sink in the news and find out reality.
"Bella, why on earth are you staring at me? No offense but it's quite strange." Jasper finally asked as he let out a large breath of air. Alice looking up from is shoulder and eyed me carefully. I, being embarrassed looked down at last.
"It's just. . . Everyone had something to say or comment at the dinner table. Everyone but . . . um. . You. I don't know if you or I guess I should say it's like. . Ah. . Like you don't approve or something? Do you?" looking down while I spoke, I only looked up so see how his face looked. To my surprise it was indifferent, confused, surprised, and maybe even appalled.
"Observant, I must say. I don't know if I approve or if I don't approve. I'm surprised it doesn't seem like you or Edward. And how your taking it confused me, you're happy about it but only worried about the others will take it. Its . . . interesting." He seem at a lost of words to describe his last word, interesting being the only one to fill in the blank well enough.
"Jasper!" Alice said as she hit him.
"Yes? What's wrong?"
"You! There is nothing wrong about her and how she is feeling about all of this it is normal. You should approve its not nice to just let her hang there, she asked you a question."
"Oh, I'm sorry Bella. I forgot. I do approve in a sense" Jasper said but while looking at Alice at his last words, debating weather it was wise to say the truth. She, of course, hit him again and scowled.
"Hey Alice, can I talk to Jasper alone for a second. I want to know the truth. Please?" I asked
"Sure, Esme's making cookies for you, I'll help her. Be back in a bit" Alice was about to kiss Jasper before she left, but didn't and walked away. I giggled.
"What's so funny?" Jasper asked sacred
"She was going to kiss you but didn't, she is angry at you." I said while laughing a little.
"Oh, right, she does that when she is upset with me." He said, then looked back into the kitchen where Alice was. "She'll forget about it soon, its hard for us to be mad at each other." Ah that's so sweet, I thought to myself. I forget that Jasper knows my feelings, I blushed beet red.
"Anyway, like I said I approve in a sense. I don't know if having a baby is right and just at age 17 but I know you can do it. Everyone will be able to help you, in place of Edward you know, and will help you. But you are worrying and you think that something will go wrong. You have to let go of that worrying, everything will be just fine. I don't know if you believe me. You have to want to believe me in order for this to work you no." Jasper was shaking his head at his last comment.
"I know that I have to believe in order to stop think about this but I don't. I really think something will go wrong. It's a hunch. I don't know what it is but its got me worried."
"It just takes time. But you will believe us all, we are all here for you." I don't think he realize but he just said that he was okay about it, he was there for me, too!
"Yay, Jasper. You're okay with it. Thank you really very much so, you don't know how worry I was that you were mad or something. It sacred me! But you're about it. I understand your hesitation. I'm glad you were honest about it."
"Yes, how could I have my little niece or nephew with their uncle Jasper" he said as he came over to hug me. With that I was finally in peace everyone was 'okay' with it, to my face at least. But I'm glad.
Alice walked in and told me that cookies were done for me. Jasper, Alice, and I walked into the kitchen to join me in cookies and milk, even thought I'm the only one eating them. Jasper put his arm around Alice waist as we walked. Once we enter the kitchen he turned and winked at me. He was right they couldn't be mad at each other for long, they really do love each other.
Review please!!!! I hope you liked the chapter. Bella wont be having her baby soon but I know the gender of the baby but I need some names, I want a different and crazy name, so please boys and girls' names are welcome. I'll pick one girl and one boy name, so please help me decide! Thanks again ----liv
