N. V. S.
Many things in life, we cannot have. I guess thats why we take advantage of the things we do have.
----Nightmare----
"Please... Mom...Don't die... Your all I have left..." the young girl sat by her mother, and watched her heave her last breathes. Holding back tears, she continued to pray; wanting to give her mother some of her own strength, in order to save her. She was dying, and Aiko knew that. But she wasn't quite willing to except it. Not this. Not without a proper goodbye.
"Oka-san...Please...I'm begging you... I don't want this to be our goodbye... I... I don't want it to end like this..." she pleaded, waiting patiently for an answer. There was none.
"I'm sorry dear, but we have to cut the life-support now."
"No! Please! Just give me one more day! P-Please!" Aiko screamed--knowing her mother probably wouldn't last until tomorrow anyway--her blue-ish green orbs wide with fear, "Please, miss!"
"I-I'm sorry, Aiko. But we've already suspended this procedure too many times. I'll give you some time to say...goodbye." the nurse choked on the last few words, not allowing herself to cry, for Aiko's sake. She left without saying anything, while Aiko remained motionless at the thought.
"Please... God... I don't care... I'll give whatever it takes to give my mother her life back... Even my own. Please... Lord... I'm begging you... She's everything to me. I won't be able to live without her."
"I'm sorry, Aiko. We're un-plugging it now." the doctor who was previously treating her mother said, emotionless,
"NO! PLEASE! I'M BEGGING YOU!" she screeched, while security took hold of her.
"...Sorry..."
"MOM! NO!" tears fell freely from her eyes now, dripping from her chin, blood splattering against the floor, due to Aiko tearing at her arms to free herself from security's grip, "NO!" she was thrashing against them, but once she heard the beeping of the machines stop, and saw her mothers chest fall, she stopped, her jaw dropped, along with her body, when the security guards released her.
Her heart also failed to beat properly, as adrenaline rushed through her. The only response to her mothers death. Her bangs fell in front of her face, as all her sanity was completely lost.
"Mom..."
"Please dear... We think you should go home now..." the nurse spoke quietly, as though pitying her,
"Mom..." Aiko repeated, wiping away the excess tears,
"Security." the doctor ordered, with a brief head-nod.
"Mom..." she said, looking up at them, the pupil of her eye non-existent, as security grabbed her arms again, " Let go." she commanded, her tone serious, and somewhat deadly,
"You need to leave now, miss." one of the guards said gruffly.
"I'm sorry then." she stared coldly at him, from the corner of her eye, "Goodbye."
Blood spattered all over the walls.
All over her.
All over everything.
Aiko was then dropped by the other security guard. She grinned, without looking up, grabbing the decapitated head by the hair, swinging it in front of the other guard,
"Are you going to miss him?" she teased, her voice curving around the word, 'miss',
"Why you!" he grabbed her arm, yanking her sideways, "What're you smilin 'bout!? HE'S DEAD!" the man spat, his shaking hand pointing at his allies motionless body,(of course missing it's head)
"I wouldn't do that if I were you... But...don't worry... You'll be with him soon enough." she turned towards him, half-smiling, her canine a bit sharper than most would consider 'normal', "Goodbye." she dropped the head.
More blood.
Warm and ruby-colored.
Aiko faced the doctor and nurse again, looking up from under her bangs, red-liquid dripping from the side of her face. She licked her lip, and bit it, more blood oozing down to her chin,
"Are you going to miss them?" she asked again, rhetorically,
"Wh-What did you do!?" shrieked the nurse—Forgetting about what just happened earlier--covering her mouth in complete horror, at the sight of her husband; dead, "I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL KILL YOU! I SWEAR I--" she half-ran towards the small girl.
--Her corpse dropped to the ground in front of Aiko, organs spilling across the floor,
"Are you going to miss them?" she repeated, walking slowly nearer to the doctor, stepping over the dead bodies, "I know I miss my mom..." she said calmly, as though trying to make him guilty,
"Please! I'm sorry! I'll do whatever you want!"
"I wonder if you know what real pain feels like... I mean you must... Right? Your a doctor. You see lotsa people die. You let lotsa people die." she hissed, ignoring his pleas, cocking her head to the side and tossing her hair out of her face, "Maybe I should give you a little taste... Of what your patients feel."
The doctor (whom I shall name Tim), dropped to his knees, folding his hands together and begging her, "I'll do whatever you want, just please... Spare me!"
"You didn't spare my mother... Now did you?"
"I'm sorry! I-I would have! It's just—ARGH!" his arm flew off to the other side of the room,
"Do you like that?"
"N-no! Please, have mercy!" she glared down at him, her irises now a deep crimson color,
"Pathetic."
"I'll give you whatever you want! Plea--" his leg was disconnected from the rest of his body. Tim fell to the ground, gasping for breath, and clutching his right shoulder, right where the rest of his arm should have been,
"Are you in pain now?"
"D-Damn you...! Y-you'll never get away with this! I swear the next time I see you--" his other leg made an irritable ripping sound, as it was tossed away. Tim screamed in agony as he was losing more and more limbs,
"Oh, now... I thought you were going to do as I wanted..." she grinned again, menacingly,
"Never! Next time I see you--" Aiko kicked his body so his back was against the floor, and stood above him, her feet on either side of his face,
"Now...That won't be happening... Sorry." Tim's eyes exploded from they're sockets, leaving him blind,
"ARGH! SECURITY!" he flailed with what was left of him(I'm surprised he's still alive -__-),
"I'm going to unplug this situation now. I'm sorry. But I must go home soon." she said, ironically,
"No! No!" 10-year-old Aiko reached down, placing her hand lightly on the white lab-coat of his (well, not so white anymore), right on his heart,
"This has been fun. Tell your friends I said hello. Now... Goodbye."
The movement soon stopped, and Aiko smiled in victory. She walked over to her mother, and sat there, again, patiently; somehow thinking she avenged her death.
"Mom... I did it for you... They didn't treat you right... But I'm sorry I couldn't have done anything sooner... Mom... I'm... I'm so sorry!" she sobbed; her eyes returning to they're original color, and grabbing her mother's hand, knowing that there wasn't any comfort in it, "I-I'll... See you one day... Okay? I... I love you, mom... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I couldn't tell you earlier... I'm sorry..." Aiko stayed by her mother's side, until more security came and took her away; this time, she was too tired to fight back.
"Goodbye...Oka-san..." she whispered, one last tear streaming down her face...
----End of Nightmare----
"Aiko! Aiko! Wake up!" a melodic voice commanded,
"MOM! MOM! PLEASE NO!"
"AIKO! WAKE UP!"
"DON'T DIE! PLEASE! I'M SORRY!"
"AIKO!" Azakura yelped, shaking the young girls body, in order to wake her from her seemingly unpleasant dream,
"What?" was the only thing Aiko said, as she slowly opened her eyes, feeling more nauseous by the minute.
"You had another nightmare, didn't you?"
"...I-I don't know... It seemed so real..." she was mostly talking to herself then,
"Most nightmares are like that... But I have good news for you!"
"...Huh?"
"Your leaving tomorrow!"
"O-Oh."
"What? Aren't you excited?"
"...I-I am."
"Your lying."
"Wh-Where am I going to stay?"
"I don't know, actually. But don't worry. Lady Tsunade will have everything sorted out."
"..."
"She's really nice... Don't worry."
"...Hai..."
"Okay, well, call if you need me, kay?" she flashed her a quick smile and left Aiko alone with her thoughts. No. It felt too real... Like I had actually lived through that... Was that a memory of my past? She pondered, gripping the bedsheets. But all the blood... the... blood... and I made it... I made them bleed... I killed them...Aiko tried to imagine herself doing that, but personally, she didn't even understand how she killed them in her nightmare... Everything just came apart... They're flesh tore so easily, with just a slight look of the eye... When a quick image of murdering the nurse flashed into her mind, Aiko suddenly thought of Azakura—And her face turned an odd shade of green, while she quickly made her way to the bathroom.
----A good vomit-session later...----
"Geeze Aiko. What did you eat!?" Azakura asked, after cleaning her up,
"N-nothing... I guess... It's just all in my head..." she said, trying not to make eye-contact(which is hard, cause if you've ever been to a hospital, the nurses look you RIGHT. IN. THE. EYE.(s)),
"What?"
"N-no... Sorry. Nevermind."
"Mk. I'm going on my break now, so... Try not to give the other nurse too much to complain about."
"...H-hai..."
"Tsk! I'm just kidding! Gosh."
"..." Azakura patted Aiko another time before slipping out of the room. Aiko looked out of the window, suddenly glad to have gotton rid of that freaken oxygen mask, (cause really, you can't move your head much with that thing on), "Mom..." she whispered, under her breath, and then breaking into sobs.
First of all, I'd like to thank Spencer Dunnison, Eric Ball, and Gabriel Gamboa. For proof-reading :) And they're helpful comments.
WELL! I'm sorry it took me so long to update, I would have sooner, but I'm in the hospital :'(
I know, I know, your all concerned and love me, and would like to come visit me...(Inner me: PFFT, HAHAHAHAHA) _ Hmph. Stupid 'inner voices'. But anyways, no, you can't, cause I HAVE SWINE FLU!!! D:
Crowd: OH NOZEZ!
Just kidding. :)
Crowd: DAMN YUU!!
Sorry, sorry. I didn't mean to offend. And a special sorry to those who actually do have H1N1. :'( I pray for ju.
Anyways. I'm actually in here for depression, bipolar disorder, and possibly schizophrenia :O Plus, I'm a total homicide. :) I've never killed anyone, but the voices inside my head tell me to D:
Your probably wondering why I'm telling you this... Well, its cause I accept myself, and I don't care what others say. If you really are my loyal readers, than I don't have to worry about you not reading anymore just cause I'm a total psycho :)--Unless I really suck at writing, in THAT case, you can feel free to review and tell me what I'm doing wrong (just not too much flaming, thanks) :) Then you can stop reading whenever you like :D
Anyways, lemme explain to you the nightmarish-flashback-type-thing. She wasn't sent to prison cause everyone thought a young girl couldn't slaughter two security guards, and two medical personnel. Kinda reminds you of Lizzie Borden, huh? XD And Tim died, cause Aiko made his heart explode from inside his chest! :D How fun.
I'm actually writing this on June 24th at like... Past midnight (SHH! DON'T TELL DEM I'M AWAKE OR THEY'LL GIVE ME MORE MEDS D:). Just saying the date cause I'm not sure when I can get out of here. They'll probably let me go out on pass though, for the weekend when they think I'm not as suicidal/homicidal. So, yeah.
Nurse: ARE JUU STILL A-WAKE???
Me: OH SHIET I'M SCREWED, G'NIGHT EVERYONE—UHUM... GOOD MORNING??
Nurse: WE'LL GIVE YOU SOME CETAPHILL, THAT SHOULD HEP JUU! (Dun think I spelled that right)(Inner me: God she has an annoying accent _)
Me: NOOOEZ! -screams like a total freak-
~Shyoko-chan
Otherwise known as- Cassie.