AN: Alright guys here is chapter Sixteen, I hope you guys like it! As you all know I don't any of the rights and all that good stuff that I wished that I had!
Previously On If No One Will Listen:
When his eyes opened he smiled slightly at me, "I'm still sorry…"
"I know Edward, you're not the only one that remembers what the other says." He laughed and wrapped his arm around my shoulders again, starting our way towards the dorms.
Chapter Sixteen
My Innocence
I Was Born A Fighter
I Was Born On A Rainy Day
I Have Had My Share Of Pain
But You Missed Most Of That
So Many Other Things You Had To Do
You Looked After You
Do You Remember What You Did?
Do You Know Just What You Missed?
And Do You Care About What I Have To Say?
You Took My Innocence Away
I Never Had A Chance To
You Broke Me In With Your Mistakes
Well Thanks For The Break Through
But You Won't Bring Me Down
I Always Come Around
You Took My Innocence Away
But The Best Of Me Stayed
What You Want Is What You Got
You Should Have Tried To Make It Stop
I Guess You Couldn't Find A Way To Let Me In
Loneliness Has Filled My Soul
And It creeps Inside And Takes Control
And I Don't Know How To Begin
Giving Up On Everything!
My Innocence by Lindsay Lohan
EPOV
I couldn't get the schmuck out of my head. Bella and I were having a great time, yeah there was an awkward moment every now again but it was just so easy to be near her, and then that thing had to come by and ruin it. I had just dropped Bella off and was heading to my class, but God I didn't want to leave her alone. I was afraid he was going to come back.
Every inch of my body yelled in protest as I continued my way towards the building where my Biology hour was in. I rubbed my eye as I willed myself not to give in and just walk back to her dorm. She had been so relaxed when we were at the little café, just the two of us, but after the schmuck -which I think I'm going to call him from now on- came by she was tense.
I knew she was trying to be easy going to just calm me down, but it just pissed me off even more. Here we were having fun and then the schmuck came and ruined it, and then after we left she was trying to calm down me. It should be the other way around.
I ran a hand through my disheveled hair out aggravation. I just hoped that tomorrow would be a better day, and that the next time I came across James it would be alone in an alley so that I could beat the ever living shit out of him.
I plunked down into my chair with a sigh and then looked up just as the professor came in, one thing was for sure today was going to be long.
BPOV
When Edward had dropped me off at the dorm I knew he was still reeling from the James thing, I was just trying to relax my shoulders. Tomorrow hopefully would be better, that's all that I could wish for.
I sighed as I sat down on my desk chair and let my palm hold my head up. As I stared out I noticed lodged between two books a black picture. My heart started to race as I pulled it out and looked at my baby, I had just been to the doctor right before I had the miscarriage so I had gotten a picture of the ultrasound. I traced my finger over it with a sad smile.
It sounds weird but even though that a monster had created it, I still wanted it. I still thought that if I hadn't of lost it I would have been a good mother to whatever it had been. I felt a tear come down as I clutched the picture to my chest. I had thought maybe there was going to be something good out of that bad experience but all I was left with was hurt.
I don't really know how long I sat there, but the next thing I know the door banged open revealing Chris and Jenny. "Hey get your ass up, we're going to the dining hall with everyone for dinner." Chris ordered. I slipped the picture into my back pocket of my jeans and silently I nodded before going to the bathroom.
I closed the door as I heard mumbling and giggles and then looked at my reflection. My eyes were slightly puffy, so I splashed some water on my face and then touched up on my make-up. I rubbed the back of my neck and tried to let everything settle in. After a good few minutes we headed off to meet everyone.
As soon as we came inside I saw Emmett and Blake bickering about something and then Rosalie hitting Emmett upside the head making everyone else laugh which included- Edward, Alice, and Jasper. "Looks like they started without us…" Chris said as he walked up to everyone. I settled into a chair between Jenny and Alice and fidgeted in my chair as I felt the picture in my back pocket start to burn at me.
I don't really know why I still had it on me, but for some reason I just didn't want to put it back into its designated spot between those two books. "Hey, how are you doing?" Edward asked quietly across from me which effectively made everyone look at us.
With a shrug I replied, "I'm good, how were your classes?"
He shrugged this time and then turned to look at Jasper and started a conversation about this new History magazine. I felt everyone else burn holes into my skull, but I quickly forgot them when I saw James walk towards us. Without another thought I stood up and walked around the table before he could come to us. I knew from the silence at the table and pretty much everyone else in the dining hall that they were all watching as James stopped a foot away from me and smirked down at me.
"Why Miss Isabella, I'm quite surprised."
I just looked back at without moving. "I was just going to say hello to my fellow teammates…" he looked back at Emmett and Chris with a grin as he heard their mutters and curses.
I grinned at him and just as he was about to walk around me to go to them I placed a hand on his arm, which made him stop dead in his tracks and look back at me. I think I actually heard the breath from everyone's lungs stop at that moment; it wasn't like I was going to clock him or something… "Is there something you wanted?" he asked quietly as his eyes shot from my hand to my face and then again.
I nodded quietly and bit my lip as I removed my hand from his arm and grabbed the picture from my pocket that was folded. I grabbed James' hand and opened it so that his palm laid flat and then placed it in the middle of it, I pushed his fingers down on it so that he was cupping the picture.
I then leaned up and whispered into his ear, "You might think you know what you did, but what all you know is just the beginning. Take a look at this and you'll really know just what you are. You might have hurt me, but this, this tore me apart." I then turned around without another thought and walked back over to my seat and grabbed my tray and pulled all of my food into the trash can and then walked out feel ten pounds lighter. He had at least a little bit of a right to know that I had been pregnant.
EPOV
All of our eyes followed Bella as she stood up and walked around the table. I swiftly turned around and I found the breath leave my throat as I saw James walk up. Blake put a hand on my shoulder to hold me back as he saw my fists clench. They were far enough away that we couldn't really hear them, and so when James looked over her shoulder and smiled at Emmett and Chris we were just confused.
And then… then she put her hand on his arm. I thought I was about to come undone. He had raped her and she was touching him! He had gotten her pregnant and she was still touching him and whispering in his ear! Blake tightened his grip on me as he saw try to get up to wrench them apart.
I saw Bella pull a folded paper, at least that's what it looked like from her back pocket and then placed it into his hands. With that she turned around and wished with all my might that she would look at me. She quickly threw her stuff in the trash and then walked out, I turned quickly back to James and just as I was about to get up his expression stopped me, not Blake.
He was looking down at the paper with wide eyes and his mouth slightly open and then his head shot up and he looked around for what I'm guessing Bella. When he didn't see her he quickly turned around with the damn paper still clutched in his hand. I turned around to see everyone looking pretty much how I looked- pale and with raised eyebrows.
What the hell just happened?
My Innocence!
You Took My Innocence Away!
You Took My Innocence Away
I Never had A Chance To
You Broke Me In With Your Mistakes
Well Thanks For The Break Through
But You Won't Bring Me Down
I Always Come Around
You Took My Innocence Away
But The Best Of Me Stayed
Best Of Me Stayed
But The Best Of Me Stayed
Oh…
But The Best Of Me Stayed
AN: Um... so yeah I bet you guys are wondering what's going to happen next! What's that crazy James going to do now? Or What's everyone gonna say when they find out what Bella gave that psycho? Maybe you'll find out when you review...