AN: Alright here you go guys... This chapter is called *Gulp* ;) lol.

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Previously On If No One Will Listen:

"Well, what do you know… Chris just sent me a message. I hope you guys don't mind, but I'm gonna have to leave this little party." Jenny moved towards her desk and grabbed her jacket and then moved to the door and passed Edward. "Have fun kids!"

Edward closed the door and then he looked at me. "Hi," he breathed out.

Chapter Eighteen

*Gulp*

"Hi," I replied in the same manner.

Edward walked over to me without another word and sat down next to me. I cleared my throat and shifted uncomfortably. "So, did you forget something?" I asked as casually as I could.

He shook his head and then turned to me, "I want to know what you were going to say before you heard Emmett." My heart started race as I felt blood go to my cheeks. I stood up shakily, anything to get space between him and I. Edward seemed to know how to exactly cloud my thoughts.

I turned around when I heard the bed make a noise only to bump into Edward's chest. I looked up and saw his eyes boring into mine. I shifted uncomfortably again and just as I was about to turn away Edward grabbed my shoulders so that I'd have to stay put.

"What did you want to tell me?" he asked softly.

I shrugged, "It was nothing…"

"I'm sure it wasn't nothing," he said and then under his breath he muttered, "sure as hell didn't feel like nothing either."

My cheeks seemed to feel like they were getting redder with that comment. "Um… I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable…"

Edward's hands suddenly vacated my shoulders and then I felt them on both of my cheeks as he lifted my face up to meet his. "You didn't make me uncomfortable… I- just tell me what you were going to tell me," he seemed to plead with me with both his eyes and his velvet voice.

As I stared up at him I couldn't help but get onto my tippy toes again so we were face to face. "I wanted to apologize for what happened…" I whispered and I saw him close his eyes when I placed my hands on his shoulders for balance.

"For what?" he asked in breathy whisper.

"I never once apologized for getting sick…" His eyes snapped open and he cleared his throat.

"Oh… uh, that's okay."

I moved my hand to his jaw and traced it lightly, as I felt the smooth skin I couldn't help but lick my lips and then bite my lower lip. I heard Edward's breathing hitch as my finger moved towards his lips and then brushed slightly over his lower lip.

"I'm also sorry that I had to end that kiss…" I whispered and I felt his chest heave up and then down against my own. "I'm sorry for it taking me this long to apologize." I said as I moved in closer to him and couldn't help but feel a little bit powerful because I was making him feel the same that he'd been doing to me.

Edward opened his mouth to say something but I quickly stopped him by placing my lips roughly on his. Edward moaned and ran his hands up my back and into my hair as I twirled my fingers in the hair at his neck. His soft lips continued to react to mine by moving in sync. His tongue swept over my lower lip and I gasped slightly, with that he took that as an invitation.

My hands untangled themselves from his hair and then roamed his back as he started to move us backwards and soon I was met with the familiar feeling of the edge of my bed. We both fell onto it and without breaking the kiss we settled with Edward hovering above me as we continued battling one another. My fingers dug themselves into his shoulders as he pressed his body against me.

Without another thought I pulled on his arms and he fell against the bed and I quickly hovered over him as I let my hands wander over his chest and then his abs. "Bella," he panted out as I moved to his jaw. I pulled away slightly so that I was looking down at him and I could see his face clearly. "I uh… think," he swallowed slightly and then sat up, "we should slow it down… I don't want to get carried away."

"Sorry," I whispered as I moved to sit at the foot of the bed. "I didn't mean to get so…" I trailed off feeling my cheeks get red.

"No." He said and pulled me towards him. "Don't be sorry, Bella. Never feel sorry." Before I knew it my back was against the mattress and Edward was kissing on my neck as his hands went under my shirt as he gripped onto my hips while he continued to suck onto my neck.

Edward pulled away slightly and looked down at me as I bit down on my lip. "I've wanted to do this for so long. You have no idea how hard it's been to just not go up to you and press my lips onto yours." He sighed and then bent his head; he pressed his soft lips firmly against mine as if making sure he could.

My hands gathered up into his hair and he let out a small moan as he pressed further into me. I was in a state of complete bliss as I continued to kiss the bronze haired god. Nothing could bring me down, not even if Emmett walked in right now.

Edward moved away from my lips and I almost started to protest and just as I was about to say something I felt his lips on the part where my neck and shoulder connected and I just couldn't help the moan that released itself from my throat. I opened my eyes when I didn't feel Edward's lips on me anymore only to see his green eyes looking back at me intently.

He looked like he was about to say something when I heard a key come in contact with the key hole of my door. I quickly sat up and started to smooth down my hair. I didn't chance a look at Edward. The door opened and a laughing Jenny and Chris walked in with their hands full of something. "Hey Edward! What are you doing here?" Chris asked when he saw Edward sitting next to me.

"Uh… Bella and I just needed to talk about some things," Edward said with uncertainty lacing his voice.

"Yeah, he came by just as I texted you." Jenny said as she pulled off her coat and Chris followed her lead by shedding his.

"I hope you guys don't mind us interrupting, we just wanted to hang out some more… Blake won't let us stay at the dorm, something about it being his night to get the room. Whatever that means," Chris said and then shrugged with a wicked grin as he stole a glance at Jenny who was trying not to giggle as she blushed slightly.

I ran a hand through my hair and stood up, "I don't mind… I'm just going to go to the bathroom…" I moved to the bathroom before anyone could say anything. I let out a big groan as soon as I closed the door. I let myself fall on my butt with my back resting against the door. I couldn't believe I let it go so far. I didn't- I couldn't do this… I couldn't be with- I wasn't ready… no I was ready- Gah this is so confusing! I banged my head against the door and let out another groan.

I hoisted myself off the ground and then walked to the mirror to see my hair was still wild from Edward running his fingers all through it. I couldn't even imagine what Chris and Jenny were thinking when they saw us. I shook my head to clear my thoughts as I grabbed my brush and started to untangle my hair.

As I looked at my reflection I couldn't help the smile that had formed on my lips. I had just been kissing Edward Cullen. I was just kissing Edward Cullen, my ex-boyfriend, my friend, my crutch. I felt my heart race as I let my thoughts travel back to the heated make out session. One thing was for sure: I was gonna make damn sure that it happened again.

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