AN: Sorry for the wait everyone, but I hope that you guys like the chapter. This chapter is shorter than any of the other chapters but it's leading up to the big one! I only have one more chapter everyone! Only ONE!! Whoop! So anyways if any of my readers haven't seen or heard of Supernatural (it's a TV show) you totally should because it's amazing! Anyways Bella talks about it in this chapter. And it's totally true what I wrote, when I'm upset or anything I just turn on Supernatural and immediately I start to feel better. Ahh! Dean Winchester... Oh how I love thy. lol.

Disclaimer: I own nothing! (Yeah I know I'm depressed with the thought too... I need my Dean now!)

Chapter Twenty

Comfort From Dean

Previously On If No One Will Listen:

Victoria nodded slightly and then gave me a tight smile before nodding and turning around. I turned around and started to walk away but stopped when I saw Edward standing there with a surprised expression.

"What do you want?" I asked as I looked at Edward. I shook my head as he just stood there. "Well?" I prompted.

Edward cleared his throat and then casted a look at the ground. "Was that… what you said… did you mean it?" I bit my lip as Edward looked back up at me.

"What does it matter?"

He walked a little closer to me, "It just does. Please, just tell me." Edward reached out to put his hand on my arm but I quickly shrugged out of it.

I shook my head and crossed my arms. "You said it yourself, it's not important." Edward's jaw clenched as he stared into my eyes, his green one's shinning with something. "You know that night, when I told you everything that happened, you told me that you didn't plan on being in a relationship after me... and now I'm unimportant. I know I've made mistakes but you kiss me and then you leave. You can pretend all you want, but I'm done pretending. You either want me or you don't. Make up your mind."

I moved to walk past him but his grabbed me just as I was passing him. "Bella," he sighed and I closed my eyes to try to keep in the tears that threatened to leak out. "I can't be with you without fearing that you'd freak about something and just leave. I can't just put myself out there. It isn't that easy. That night you left I broke. In some way I know I should have gone after you to make you stop, but you shouldn't have left either."

I turned to him abruptly which seemed to catch him off guard. "Edward, what else do you want me to do?" I asked and he looked at me with confusion. "I'll scream it if that's what you want. I'll scream that I'm sorry that I left. That I'm sorry that I caused so many people pain. I'm sorry that you can't trust me. I'm sorry that I broke you. I'm sorry that your ex girlfriend called and told me that she was your current girlfriend. I'm sorry that I felt like had been betrayed." By now I felt several tears falling down my cheeks. "I'm sorry that I felt so cheap. I'm sorry that I thought I was just like Jessica and Lauren because I was the other girl. I'm sorry!"

Edward looked down at the ground and I moved out of his grasp which made him look back up at me. "Whenever you feel like you can muster up the courage to speak to me I'll be in my room." I said and then walked a few paces away before turning back at him and saw him still staring at me. "Just so you know, what I said to Victoria was the truth. I'm not running away. I'm letting you choose. Do whatever the hell you want. For all I care go screw Ashley." I turned back around and walked back to my dorm.

When I opened the door I collapsed onto my bed after locking up. It wasn't long until I heard a key slide into the lock and the door open. I looked up from my pillow to see Jenny standing there with Chris. Jenny took one look at me and then pushed Chris out and closed the door on his complaining butt.

"What's wrong honey?" she asked quietly as she sat down on my bed and moved my hair away from my face. I shook my head with a groan. "Alright, this calls for the big guns, hmm?" My eyes widened and nodded my head. Jenny hoisted herself up with a laugh and moved over to our stack of DVDs where she found the seasons of Supernatural. "Which season?" I hummed as I thought over it. The first season was great and everything and I loved the Yellow Eyed Demon… but the second season had a lot more to do with Sam's powers… the third season had to deal with Dean's deal for Sam…

With that I said, "Let's start from the beginning." Jenny laughed and nodded in agreement.

Just as she was about to place the first disk into the DVD player she turned to me, "You aren't going to go into a Supernatural craze are you?" I shook my head with a sly smile. "You remember the last time?" My smile widened. The last time I had really watched Supernatural was just after the fourth season. After the last episode of the season I practically hit the TV and begged them to give me another episode. I always knew that Ruby was a bitch. I had called it from the very beginning, but seeing as the people on the TV screen never seem to really listen to you they all got caught into her web of lies. Stupid Ruby. Well anyways right after I had calmed down from my fit I watched all the seasons over and over again.

What can I say? I have a soft spot for Mister Dean Winchester.

"Alright… but if you start yelling and throwing popcorn at the TV screen when Ruby comes I am turning it off!"

I laughed, "She doesn't come in the first season!" Jenny laughed and put the DVD in. She situated herself next to me on my bed and we began to watch Sam Winchester with his girlfriend Jessica. I toyed with the idea of fast forwarding it to the part where Dean came in, but Jenny placed her hand on my arm as if she knew what I was thinking. I looked at her and we both grinned at each other. I forgot how much of a good friend she was. I missed this, Jenny and me hanging out.

We had just finished the second disk of the first season when Jenny called it a night. I climbed underneath my comforter and thought over what had happened today. I guess there really was never a dull moment in Bella Swan's life.

The next morning came too soon and I fought with Jenny as she tried to wake me up. After I got dressed and had some caffeine in my system the rest of the day seemed to pass by quickly. Instead of going to the dining hall for lunch I grabbed some fast food and brought it back to my room to eat it and continue with the third disk of Supernatural. Once you start you just can't stop.

I had just finished my burger and was in the middle of watching Sam get his butt kicked like always when there was a knock at the door. I paused it on Dean who was coming to save Sam's ass like always… and then I walked over the door and opened it to see…

AN: DUN DUN!!! Who do you think it is??? HMMM???? lol. Tell me what you thought of it... like I said I know its short, but the next one should make you guys happy... lol.