I'm so, so sorry! It's been so long since I last updated. Hopefully I didn't lose any of my readers. Read and Review PLEASE!!!
Warning: This is a filler chapter. it's short and it leaves you guessing. You're probably going to hate me for this, but review and I'll update ASAP!!!
Chapter 4:
Everything had happened so quickly. First they were kissing and then the next thing she knew they were tangled in the bed sheets. What did she just do? Sitting up in bed she couldn't help, but let the tears that were beckoning to fall, run down her face.
This wasn't suppose to happen like this. Her first time was not suppose to happen this way. Everything was screwed up. Nothing was the way it should be and she only had herself to blame.
He was the one who kissed her. She was the one who had every right to push him away. She was the one who didn't push him away, but instead she kissed him back deeper and more passionate.
Now she was regretting her choice. But deep down inside she knew that there was no way to take it all back. Wiping her tear stained face she quickly and quietly got out of bed not wanting to wake the sleeping boy that was beside her.
Picking up all of her clothes that were thrown all over the floor she tiptoed into the bathroom closing the door and locking it behind her and she slowly got dressed.
Splashing cold water on her face she looked up into the mirror. Disgust was the only thing that she felt. She was disgusted in herself for giving herself to a guy that she didn't even know if she loved or not.
I mean, don't get her wrong...she did love the guy, but she didn't love him enough to give herself to him. Yet, she did just that. What the hell was wrong with her?
She walked out of the bathroom and the first thing she did was grabbed her cell phone. She needed someone to talk to and she knew just the person.
Dialing the number of the one person that she knew she could always count on she put the phone up to her ear and waited for the person to answer.
After a few rings the person picked up, "Hello?!"
"Sis, I just made a really big mistake," she whispered into the phone, her cheeks once again being covered with tears.
So, at least you know that it's either Rory or Rachell. Who do you think it is? Review and I'll think about updating. Just kidding! I'll update by Thursday evening at the latest. PLEASE REVIEW!!!