Hey guys…I'm sorry that the update comes this late but since school is starting to freak me out already I barely find time to write…when I come home the first thing I do is falling in my damn bed being tired :) but don't think I'm forgetting about this…so enough of me – here we goo:
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You can not control desire
Draco was having breakfast again at the Gryffindor table as Harry made his way through the mass of students walking in the great hall to grab some food.
"Hey fellows! How are you?" Harry said loudly as he sat down at his usual seat on the opposite of Draco.
"I guess I'm speaking for everyone here when I'm saying we're freakin tired…" Ron answered having a sleepy look on his face. The others were nodding accordingly.
"Tired? You should have gotten to bed earlier." As he felt the sarcastic looks on him he added "Anyways…I'm feeling good!"
"Good…for you." Hermione said in a tone that made Harry feel an icy breath coming against him. He gulped and then said: "Where is Ginny?"
"She already left. She told me something about a project she still had to finish." Ron said.
Draco noticed that Harry had a quite sad expression on his face and wanted to distract him. "So Harry, when do you want me to tutor you today?"
Harry looked at Draco and his mood changed immediately; he smiled at him and said: "Oh yeah. Potions…how could I forget about that? What about 7 pm in the library?"
"That's fine with me." Draco responded and got up from the table. "Alright see you later everyone!"
Then he walked off heading to the dorms in order to get his books for Potion class.
'I can't wait for tonight. Could turn out to be fun…spending time with Potter. Even though it's Potions…' Deep in his thoughts he didn't see the girl who was running towards him having a pile of books in her hands almost fully covering her sight. Before Ginny could react the two of them collided. Books were flying through the air and evidentially hit the floor.
"Can't you watch out you idiot?!" Ginny screamed at Draco seeming to explode every second.
Draco looked at her in a misunderstanding way "I'm sorry…it's not just my fault though so stop screaming at me." He tried very hard not to call her a bitch cause that was the word which came to his mind in exact that moment. He bent down in order not to freak out on her and started to pick up the books lying on the floor. Ginny was just staring at him angrily not daring to move even a finger in order to get her books. When Draco was done, she just took them out of his hands and rushed away in a hurry.
Draco followed her with his eyes having an 'Are you fuckin kidding me?' look on his face as he shouted after her "You're welcome!" in a very ironical way though.
'Why is that girl acting like a little bitch? She seemed to be so shy and then she totally flipped on me for almost no reason. I really don't get what Harry's seeing in her.'
He decided not to think about it anymore since it was giving him a weird feeling in his stomach.
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It was six in the evening and Draco was sitting on the edge of his bed and had already prepared everything he needed for tutoring Harry that night.
'Man…why am I so nervous about this? I'm feeling as if I'm about to go to a date…how weird is that.' A loud noise coming from his belly ripped him out of his thoughts. He totally had forgotten about dinner. Listening to his stomach he got up and made his way heading the dining hall. Harry was already there, just eating a big slice of pizza. As he saw the pizza his stomach growled even louder. He really was hungry. So he fastened his pace and grabbed a piece of pizza in order to drag it into his mouth.
"You've got to be hungry, huh?" Harry said; he smiled at him seeming to be amused of the scenery Draco was creating. Draco merely looked up and nodded accordingly while chewing. Harry just smiled at him, took a plate with spaghetti and said: "Take some of these. The sauce is wonderful today."
Draco took the plate Harry was holding up and said: "Thanks I love spaghetti!"
"Damn me too!" Harry answered. While Draco was eating he said: "So about tutoring…we can start off right after dinner. Is that okay with you?"
Draco – after having swallowed down some spaghetti: "Sure…I've got plenty of time."
When Draco had satisfied his hunger the two boys went first up to the Slytherin dorms in order to get the books Draco needed. They walked into Draco's room together, Draco getting the books while Harry was looking around. "Nice furniture." Harry suddenly said just at the moment when Draco slipped and all the books he was carrying fell to the ground. He himself tried to hold onto his desk but couldn't get it and landed on the floor face down. Harry ran over to Draco: "Oh my…everything alright with you?"
Draco got up a little "Oh yes… I'm fine, don't worry. Man twice a day that's a new record for me."
"What do you mean – twice a day?" Harry said a little bit concerned.
Draco: "Oh…just books flying on the ground. Today morning I bumped into your frie…uhm…girlfriend. All her books fell down."
Harry: "Aaah, she said something about a jerk…oh I mean…you know…"
Draco: "Right…well it wasn't my entire fault thought. And she really could have been nicer. She could have helped me picking up the books instead of screaming at me."
Harry: "She screamed at you? That doesn't sound like Ginny at all."
Draco: "She did though."
Harry – contemplative: "Weird…but oh and she isn't my girlfriend." He reddened a little bit.
Draco – looking him into his eyes: "I forgot about that."
Harry – still holding up eye contact with Draco – reached out with his hand in order to get a book which was lying on the floor. But instead his hand met Draco's. He suddenly blushed. He seemed not to have intended it though there were none of the books somewhere near Draco's hands.
Draco didn't know how to react. He just felt a feeling growing in his stomach. And it clearly wasn't hunger. "I…I…think…" he stumbled but then grew silent again.
"We should start studying." Harry then said with an uncertain look on his face and removed his hand in order to get up. Draco regained his senses again and suppressed the wanting of being close to Harry. The thought was immediately pushed away by thoughts like 'What am I thinking?'
Harry and Draco then sat down at Draco's table. They decided that that's good enough and actually more silent than the library. But as there was only one chair they had to share it. They were sitting as close as it was possible, each of them haven't having enough space. First of all Draco tried to explain to Harry why certain substances react with some others. Harry though didn't quite get it and turned his face towards him now looking at him from aside: "But doesn't lavender should turn yellow too?"
Draco: "What? No…" he then turned his head too and there noses were only mere inches away from each other. "I…I mean that…" then he was silent – just staring into those deep brown eyes in front of his. His brain then totally switched off. Only guarded by his feelings he moved forwards and slightly touched Harry's lips with his. Harry was totally shocked. He moved backwards what boiled down to him falling off the chair. Draco was startled… 'What have I done?' he got up from the chair and said stuttering: "I…I I'm sorry! That's not what…erm…"
Harry had gotten up and had a confused expression on his face: "I think that was enough tutoring. When I think about it it's pretty easy…yes…uhm…I've gotta go…sorry" then he buzzed off.
Draco was left behind still not knowing what he had done and why he had done it. He was mere speechless.
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Yess…end of chapter three. So that was tutoring or tried tutoring…anywayss stay tuned for how they're gonna deal with the kiss :)
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