When a Playboy falls in love Chapter 2: Free at last?, a gakuen alice fanfic

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Gomen ne I have updated late,…

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Here is the second chapter,…

I promise I won't use any internet slang again,…

CHAPTER 2: FREE AT LAST???

Outside, the world continues to move. In every places, I see them rushing out for something they thought important. They are those people who have experienced freedom but haven't even noticed it. People who took their life for granted. People who doesn't know how to cherish their life and wanted to end it without even realizing how they are so blessed.

If only I could swap with them. I would have lived my life to the fullest everyday.

"There is never too late".

That's what they say. But for someone who knows that her time would be coming to an end, it will always be too late. Sure, you could tell all your loved ones how important they are to you. You could tell to your friends how much you enjoy being with them. You could tell to your enemies how much you hate them or forgive them.

But there won't be enough time to even cherish the moment.

Especially when it involves 'great emotion'.

I walked up to my window. This window had always been my window ever since I discovered that I have this curse.

Yes, CURSE, why? Because this curse destroyed all my dreams of becoming who I want to be. This curse took away my privilege of being a child and a teenager.

Emotion is one way of showing how you feel. This curse took away my freedom to show emotion. How much I despise it, what can I do? It's here now and it has almost controlled me all of my life. So now, I know I won't be making a mistake. Sure, this decision of mine involves great consequences. But I made up my mind. If I would die, I would die with my experience outside this cage.

I looked around my room. Big and spacious. It's complete here. I have my own flat screen plasma TV with DVD player and the latest style of radio. In front of it is my queen size bed with all the different machines beside it. The intercom above it and my lamp that is remotely controlled. A very big sofa that can be changed into a bed on my left side in front of the comfort room. Above it, the split- type air-conditioner. Then, on the right side of the comfort room is the main door, when you enter, you will see the big refrigerator, sink and the dining table. On the left side of my bed, a medium-sized window. Beside it, at the foot of my bed is a sliding door leading to the balcony.

'How luxurious…' I thought. But, I won't miss anything in here. I looked around for the last time before I heard my mom called me outside.

***outside***

"Mikan!" I heard my mother's lovely voice calling me. She wears a white blouse and a gray business skirt. Her hair is neatly combed and she wears a diamond necklace. The diamond necklace that was given by father as their sign of emgagement before.

"Yes, yes. I'm here." I said as I walked up to her. She smiled at me and told me to pay attention. I looked at Subaru-niichan. Well, I guess he would tell me about those long lists of do's and don'ts.

But I was astounded when he told me only one thing, not what I expect of long lists of do's and don'ts.

"Enjoy, Mikan." He said sincerely as he smiled at me with one of his rarest smile. I almost lost control of my emotion. But I have regained my control before it starts again.

I hugged him and thanked him, the same way as my mom. Now, I will be leaving this place. This hospital which I consider as my second home. The beautiful garden in which I found peace whenever I feel lonely. The highest rooftop, where I feel the cool breeze against my skin while watching the full moon. The little playground in which I sit in the swings where I ponder my thoughts and the soothing cherry blossom tree in the little hill at the back of the hospital.

Now, I will say goodbye. Not only to this place but to this country. I will be going back to my homeland and enjoy my last moments there. We got in the car, actually a limousine, and drove off to our private airport. I will be going back to Japan to enjoy my last moments. Hopefully, to find my real purpose for living in this harsh world before meeting my end.

"Mikan, whatever happens," Mom said. "Whatever happens…remember, always remember… there is not one moment that I regret when I'm with you… so I wish you enjoy your life to the fullest." Mom said as she hugged me. "I never thought about giving up. About giving you up. So you don't need to prove anything. Okay?" she continued.

"Okay" I said as she smiled at me, even though she cries, she's still as beautiful as ever. I am touched and I feel my chest tighten. But I don't mind. This time, I will show my emotion. Even for just a bit. Even if it hurts. Just for my mom.

"Madame, we're here" the driver said through the flat screen TV.

"Yes, is everything arranged?" Mom asked as she wiped her tears. Although the driver noticed it, he didn't interrogate, instead, he answered, "Yes, Madame."

"Let's go my dear Cherry blossom!" Mom said excitedly. She was back to her normal self and, sad to say, so was I. I was back to my impassive self.

"Okay." I said unemotionally, as if nothing happened a while ago.

We headed to the plane, of course, a private plane. Now, I will start a new life. A life

just like the one I had before. But this time, I'll make sure, nothing and no one would

ruin my last days.

But, I was left thinking to myself. Am I sure that this is freedom???

That's the second chapter!!!

Now,...

Just inform me if I had used internet slang.

Arigatou gozaimasu!!!

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