X stood silent for a moment, holding Anabel closely, his eyes stained red.
He could feel his own heart breaking at the baby's cries for food.
Quickly, he grabbed the bottle and gently held it to the strawberry blond,
who smiled and closed her little blue-green eyes. X sighed and begun to sing softly,
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
X looked at the sleeping
forms of his loves, His son Lucifer and his love, L.
He sighed and
look down at the girl in his arms, kissing the girls fourhead and
smiled softly.
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
He almost choked out a sob, but quickly swallowed it back and breathed in deeply.
Gently rocking Anabel, who had nearlly finished the bottle of the night he started the next part of the song,
What will become of my dear friend
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
X stared at the sleeping girl and took the empty bottle out of her mouth and placed her in the black round crib.
The little baby gurgled a little and mumbled in her sleep, grasping air with her little hands, "Daddy.."
He leaned over and kissed Anabel, once again and paused to finish the song,
And will we ever end up together?
He paused for the instrumental and looked back at the bed, walking to the other side and kissing Lucifer softly who scrunched up his face and turned his face to the side, X smiled then looked at L,
And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
X sighed and reached for a
pen after finishing the song and quickly scribbled something down.
He
let out a shaky breath and put the note on his pillow.
X felt a
tear slip and quickly wiped it away only to have two more show up.
Eyes wide and hands nearlly choking himself X ran out of the room quickly.
L, Lucifer, Anabel.
I'll be back, in 1 year. Don't worry about me please,
and don't try to find me..I love you all, with all my heart.
Please tell the others as well, thank you.
Goodbye, for now.
~X~
P.s. I'm sorry.