(a/n- wow I guess I'm going to get another one out today!!! I cant believe it, four in one sitting, this is an incredible feat for me seeing as how there all over seven-hundred words, and it took me two week to write one five-hundred word essay ^_^" but hey, this is great, the last one wasn't my best work, and I may revise it later, thank you al for reading (If you are o-o"..please read, I'm scared that nobody is!) anyways, thank you so much, I feel great that I'm getting this one in!..(of course its two thirty and I may fall asleep at the keyboard ^_^" nuh joke, I hardly ever sleep, and if I do I fall asleep at noon and wake up around two…oh sorry for rambling, hears the chapter ^_^")
After that day my dreams were disturbing for weeks, the spell I cast on the poor girl, conducting experiments on my students? Was I becoming dark? I hoped not, I may not have been the kindest person, or rather a hating person, but I tried hard to keep my spirits up and to take it out on things rather than people or animals. But within the next two weeks, my control was gone, I no longer cared about those around me, as my life was in danger more and more often, I realized, to save myself, others would have to perish. This thought had me staying up for nights on end trying to figure out some way to hide myself, to disappear from the eyes of the world, but I could think of nothing, I would always be in the spotlight, because of who I was.
After these thoughts, I had developed the ability to shut out reality, to close my eyes and have a world all my own, I did this often, some times I would even send my students to take care of animals on the grounds, and I would only be brought back to the world if one needed help, one day professor Dumbledore had had enough of this and sent me on temporary medical leave, leaving someone else in charge, so now I returned to the place I had once called home, it only made my state of depression worse.
I opened the front door to my old home and walked into the room, everything was covered in dust, though you could see fingerprints here and there as if people had come investigating the strange house in the hills near Godrics Hollow. I repaired the front door that had been hanging on one hinge and did a thorough walk of my home, my cloths still hung in the closet, caned food was still in the cupboards, and a small stuffed bear was left in the corner of the room that Creya and Alisa had shared the night that Creya had died.
I walked slowly to the bear and picked it up and watched as a small puff of dust rose in the air. I hugged the bear tightly before collapsing in the spot where it had previously sat. I cried myself to sleep that night and relived the horrific death of my niece over and over in my dreams, I stayed on that bed for days before the dreams began to change.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"you would like to hear this new dream wouldn't you?"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I stat on the edge of the stone bridge that lead from one part of Hogwarts castle to another humming lightly to myself. I may have been high up but it didn't bother me, I was calm as I stared at the water down below my feet, sad, but calm suddenly a heard something rather strange: a soft hissing voice jus behind me, so I turned around to see where it had come from and there on the bare stone bridge was a small snake and as I listened to it I realized the speech was directed at me!
"girl! Listen carefully for once!"
"you can talk?" I yelped in surprise.
" silly girl, I could always talk, its just that ou can undersatnd me." the snake replied "listen carefully now. I have something for you to do. Go to the girls restroom with me on your shoulder, and you will find someone, I want you to give me to him." the snake didn't move when I picked it up and let it slither onto my shoulder and off of my hand. I walked up a few floors and the snake told me it was the correct room, there I saw a boy standing in front of a sink.
"excuse me, but a little snake told me to take it here." I said sounding rather stupid to myself. The boy looked over me and nodded, I jumped in surprise as I heard him talking in that same strange sounding voice as the snake, did I sound like that too? I stood there for a moment more before turning to eave before a hand caught my shoulder.
"where do you think your going?" the boy asked, his voice smooth this time.
"I-I was just going to-to leave" I said, the look in the boys eye scared me considerably.
"you're a parslemouth then?" he asked, I nodded in reply guessing that he meant I could talk to snakes. I slipped loose of his grip on my shoulder and moved towards the door, though much faster this time.
Suddenly I awoke, voices sounding above my head.
"get up." someone said prodding my side entirely to hard.
"why" I groaned, snuggling the small bear in my arms.
"because I told you to. Now get up, you've work to do." I suddenly realized who was talking and shot up wide eyed.
"I-I'm sorry!" I yelped realizing he had probably been trying to wake me for a while now. "I was just- you see-"
"just get to work" tom said shaking his head at me, and so I got up and grabbed my paper, and began to finish the notes on my last experiment, and when tom ad realized I was done he snatched it away to check my work.
Dear Readers-
I'm sorry its short once more, but now its three am and I need to get some reading in so I can finish my book and start on the next one,
My love to you all- Nana
