Author's Not and Poem
Poem by TornPrince'sSmile


It's so hard to please you.
I try my best in school,
I get good grades,
And yet you still hit…
And it hurts so much, papa.

I take my time,
Going slow.
Still I can't get your pride,
I can't have your hope.
You tell me my mama was a good for nothin' bitch.
She left us for some white trash…
Is that what you think of me?

Because I know I love you papa.
Can you ever forgive me?
For not tryin' my best,
For not being your pride and joy?

Would you hold me if I was dying?
Would you even cry?
Would you miss my laughter?
Or the way I used to sigh?

I try my best,
But it's so hard to please someone that doesn't love.
It's so hard to love someone who is jaded.
I wish you'd forgive me…
For not being your pride n' joy.

Would you ever laugh again?
Or show that smile that I loved so much?
Would you ever come and stand by me…
In times so hard?

I'm sorry that I could never live up,
To expectations you had.
I hope you can forgive me,
For everything we had.

Please don't cry,
If you holding me in your arms…
Please don't hit me anymore.
'Cause all I want is love,
Can you do that, please?

Okay, so this is an author's note, but I wanted to put a poem in it too! So here you go, poem for Juliet. That's how she feels about her father, Seth. Anyways, I have a poll on my account that I would very, very, happy if you took! Thanks so much for reading and taking the time (if you do) to do the poll.

Thanks.