Discalimer: I own NOTHING but the plot, characters from Nessie's school, Sofia, Amy, Luciana, Alex, the dress and the tux...etc :P

Okay, so I just want to clarify something. Last chapter, the reason why Edward and Jacob took Nessie to the Rez, though half-vamps don't smell as appetizing as full humans, is that they have a tempting heartbeat, besides, Peter and Charlotte aren't vegeterian and Peter "isn't known for his self-control" as was mentioned in Midnight Sun. Edward and Jake were just being overprotective. Totally pointless but that's who they are lol.

And, I have to travel till Wednesday. And I had to pack and stuff so I wrote about half a chapter now for you to read until Wednesday; I felt guilty for leaving you that long. So, here's part one of Ch.20.

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Okay.. This A/N was probably longer than the chapter itself :S:S ... So, Here ya go..


Chapter Twenty

Part One

Jacob Black

It was so real. Too real that it hurt to think it might mot come true. That it wouldn't come true.

That dream Nessie had last night, those two adorable kids, this house, everything. It just felt too good to be true.

She wanted it, she dreamed about it. The look in her eyes after she showed me it was totally priceless. And, as much a I hate myself for this, I wanted that, too. I felt guilty fir even dreaming about that; she's still technically too young. She's six!

But, no, Jacob. She wasn't six in any way. Or even sixteen. She neither thought nor looked six.

Oh, come on! She wanted that, and badly. And so did I. I don't see a big problem here.

Oh, right,

Edward.

"Come on, Jake! Just grab a t-shirt and come!" Nessie yelled from outside, probably worried she'd be late for Claire's birthday on First Beach.

"Coming!"

I rushed my way downstairs, pulling the t-shirt I grabbed over my head.

"Do you have your swimsuit with you?" I asked, searching for my shoes.

"No!" she smacked her forehead as she ran upstairs to get it. I smirked. I had put on my shoes when she came downstairs with her green swimsuit in her hands.

"Let's go!" She said as she pulled me outside the same way I did a couple of hours ago.

I took her to the beach and stayed there until she just ended up hanging out with the girls. She looked like she was really having fun. So, I decided to go to the one place I'd want to go alone to today. And for one and only reason.

The Cullens'.

Seth told me that he'd keep an eye on her the whole time. I thanked him for this and stormed out of there just to be able to come back on time.

I wanted to talk to Edward about it. I had to talk to him about it.

Of course, and needless to say, he was waiting for me in that doomed backyard. I really started to hate this place.

"I'm not its biggest fan now, either. What did you want, Jacob?" As if he didn't know. "No, I don't; you're blocking me." Oh, it worked this time, huh?

I think it's better to talk about this in the woods. He nodded and ran towards the center of the woods, where we both slowed our paces until we stopped.

"What is it?" He hates being 'in the shadows' for long, I'd concluded. I let my thoughts free now, thinking about everything, even replaying Nessie's dream.

His face seemed pained as he watched it in my head, then he quickly switched to his oh-so-famous poker face.

"She's too young. You know it," he whispered, but not as harshly as I expected.

"Edward, does she look or act six? Or does she even think like a regular sixteen-year-old girl?"

"I can't, Jacob. You ought to understand that. She can't be ready for this in any way. Not now,"

"When then? When she's thirty and can't have what she wanted?" I half-yelled, raising the tone of our hushed conversation. He didn't answer me, he just stared into the trees. Nothing in particular. "You saw it, Edward. You saw what she dreamed about. She said the boy she saw had your human eyes. She loved it as much as I did." His poker face broke at that moment, showing a glimpse of the face I'd thought I'd never see after Bella's pregnancy was over. The face of a man that looked like he was burning on a stake.

Pure agony.

I wondered why he was feeling like that. I mean, she wasn't dieng or something. Though it wasn't exactly the face I remembered; slightly better. But, still, sheer hurt was obvious there.

"Because I'm doing it, again, Jacob." Okay so that just confused me even more; what had he done? "I'm the reason she'd be suffering, just as I was when Bella was still pregnant."

"Then just don't stop us," I concluded.

"I can't. I told you that she's not ready. She can't be."

"I know she is, Edward. Believe in her, believe in us. Don't be that selfish!" I hated that I said the very last part. But, who cares; he was being a little bit selfish; he knows how much this would mean to us, to all of us. And, yet, here he goes.

"I can't help it,"

"Edward, listen to me carefully. I didn't want to say it that way. But, here it is: You know as much as I do how stubborn she is, add that to your knowledge of what that would mean to her and how much she meant to you when she was born. Edward, give me one good reason you're doing this!"

"You know my reason, Jacob."

"Not good enough; I doubt that you think she's not ready in the first place, but, even if you do, you have to believe in her. Or is this about you not trusting me with her? I thought we were over that part long time ago,"

"I never thought I'd ever say that but you actually have a point, Jacob. She has never failed us. But, six?" He was getting calmer now as it began to sink in.

"Now you know what Charlie felt like, huh?" I smirked. He nodded seriously though then sighed heavily.

"You still have Bella to go through." He's actually agreeing to this?

"Is that a 'yes'?" I asked, still not comprehending what he had just said.

"Not really." Huh? "Well, if Bella doesn't agree then I don't see how it's going to work." Bella! God! I forgot about that. All I could do is hope that her reaction won't be anywhere near her reaction the day she knew I imprinted on Renesmee.

"Fine. We'll talk to her after cliff-diving," I mumbled, "Thanks."

"You must know that I care about my daughter and her happiness more than you could ever think possible." I nodded and left quickly; surely Nessie would be wondering where I went by now. I went up to my room before I went to First Beach.

"Where were you?" She asked, apparently the tiniest bit mad as soon as she saw me. Ouch.

"Talking to Edward." There was no point in lying now. Or half truths either; she could read my mind whenever she wants. She raised an eyebrow questioningly. "I'll tell you later," I replied, smiling.

"We blew the candles already, and everyone is starting to leave," she complained, pouting. Now I know she'd forgiven me. I kissed her cheek lightly.

"Got your swimsuit on?" I asked. She nodded.

"We all went to Claire's house for the cake so I changed there," she explained, smiling at me. I took her hand then and led her to the Rabbit.

As soon as we were on the cliff, I parked and got out, holding the door for her. She chuckled, probably suspicious now.

She got out of her sundress as I took off my shirt, staying in my shorts now. She blushed a little, first time today.

"I want to talk to you before we dive, please?" I said, rather seriously. She sensed my tone and nodded. I gestured for her to stand right on the cliff, the sun behind us, scattering the bright white clouds into tiny shreds. I could hear the waves crash down the cliff. I got down on one knee, movie style and held her hand getting out the little box I got from my room a while ago. My mother's wedding ring. She gasped; realizing what this was about and was fighting a tear; I knew her too well.

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, I love you more than anyone would ever love. I promise to love you now and forever. Nessie, Will you marry me?"