Edward POV
Last time:
I felt an electricity as soon as I neared her, like there was a wire, pulling us together.
And for the first time, I felt whole.
Edward POV
Present time:
I felt my glasses fogging up as I looked at her. It was an indescribable feeling that I hadn't felt before and it was great. It wasn't just lust, but I had plenty of that for her too, which was also new to me, but it was also the mysterious pull I had to her.
It felt like when I was near her another half of my soul had just come together. I wasn't religious, but I was a believer in soul mates and fate, and I knew she was the one.
It didn't matter if we hadn't even exchanged words yet, just looking at her, I could already see our like together.
And let me tell you, it would be a good one.
We would have 3 darling children, with bronze hair and golden eyes, or strawberry blonde with green eyes, and they would be the most beautiful, talented children in the world.
I would teach them everything, and they would grow up knowing how much there parents loved each other with is good. These days too many people get divorced.
I was broken out of my little fantasy by Bella clearing her throat.
Oh, who was I kidding. And amazing girl like her would never want a loser like me. That was all I was. A glasses wearing, smart, loser. And I always would be.
Rosalie, Emmet, Alice and Jasper already left back to the living room so we could have some privacy for introductions.
They probably planned on setting Bella and I up. Like that would happen.
She held out her perfectly tanned little hand, and when I put mine in to shake, I swore I let out a shocked gasp.
If I though the electric current was a lot just standing by her, it was nothing compared to touching her. It felt like a fire going through her body and into mine, reaching all the way down to my core. I felt like such a hormonal teenager then, which I was, because I was getting all riled up by just touching her hand.
Was this normal? Probably not.
She looked up at me in confusion and wonder, and there was another emotion in her eyes which I couldn't distinguish, but I could tell she too had felt this electric pull.
"H-h-ii I'm B-be-l-la" She stuttered out.
It only made her more adorable. Why would she stutter? She was the most perfect girl in the world and she had no reason to be nervous what so ever.
I, however, had reason to be nervous. Here I was talking to my dream girl for the first time and I almost had an orgasm by touching her hand. Great…
I realized we were still holding hands, not like I minded, and she did too so she looked down and released our hands.
I still had not introduced myself so I said in a hesitant voice,
"Hey, the names Cullen. Edward Cullen" WHAT THE FUCK?
Why the hell did I just say that? That was the most idiotic thing I have ever done in my life. Bella apparently thought it was funny though because she doubled over laughing, the sweet angelic sounds caressing me.
Her laugh was the most angelic sound in the world, and it could draw so many peoples attention by the sensual appeal of it. Apparently, Rose, Emmet, Alice, and Jasper heard this because they came back in the entryway to find Bella keeled over laughing with tears streaming down her face while I stood above her admiring the sound.
What a weird moment.
"Uhh…Bella..are you okay" Asked Jasper looking at her in concern and then looking back at me in the confusion.
She seemed to sober up then, and taking the hand that Jasper held out, she stood up and looked at me. There was amusement in her eyes and I could also see that same other emotion I could not identify earlier.
After that, we all walked into Emmet's living room to watch some TV and play video games. Well, Bella kicked Emmet and Jasper's asses in video games , Rose and Alice shopped online, and I just blatantly stared at Bella.
I couldn't even believe someone like this exist. Most beautiful girls are stuck up and think they are too good for most things, but her is Bella, the most stunning person in the world, creaming the boys in video games.
I could see the deep concentration on her face, and every time she got points, her beautiful golden eyes lit up and her whole face split into a smile. But still, I could see something was distracting her.
After a while, we just all sat in a circle talking. Just mindless chatter, nothing important, until Rosalie said something that seemed to spike Bella's interest.
"So, Bella, did you know that this years family reunion is being held at our house in forks?" She said in excitement.
I had heard about these. Every year Jasper and Rose would leave to visit there family somewhere for a week and apparently there whole family was coming here this time.
"Oh, really? That's great! I cant wait to see them all again. Especially Jacob!" She said in a seductive voice.
Rosalie bust up laughing and Bella was letting out little giggles too.
I couldn't help the rise of jealousy that came out of me then. My Bella was excited to see another guy?? Wait, what? MY bella? She wasn't mine and she never would be.
I needed to stop getting my hopes up of anything happening. I wasn't good enough for her and she apparently had feelings for this Jacob guy.
"Who is Jacob?" I asked in anger. Whoa..
I could see everyone looking at me in confusion for my hostility, and shock, for I rarely spoke up or got angry. Except Jasper, he gave me an understanding and amused look, like he knew what I was feeling.
He had always been like that. Knowing what people were feeling and knowing how to calm people down. It was good to have sometimes and we sometimes joked around that he was an empath.
"Jacob is our grandmothers adopted son. So technically, he is our uncle, but since he is our age, we just call him Jacob. Bella and him are really close so that is why she is so excited. Why, Edward?"
I said the only thing that came to mind, which sounded so stupid.
"I don't know. I was just interested in Jacob. He might be interesting and I'd like to get to know him"
OH MY GOD!! I made it sound like I was gay. I sounded like I was interested in this Jacob dude and I most certainly wasn't.
Emmet looked like he was about to bust up laughing, Rose look repulsed, Jasper looked amused, and Alice looked like she understood something now.
Bella looked utterly shocked.
"You are gay!" Alice screamed in triumph.
I had to fix this. There was no way I was going to let them think I was gay.
"I didn't mean it like that and you know it. I was just interesting in the subject of conversation." I said.
Wow…That was the worst excuse ever. Oh, well…
After that conversation started up again and soon enough Rose, Jasper and the lovely Bella had to go back to their house to be there when Bella's things arrived.
I said goodbye to them and when I was saying bye to Bella, she hugged me tight and I felt that same burning feeling. After she left I still felt this burning feeling go through me and I felt myself getting hard thinking about Bella.
Oh… Great…
