"What's wrong?" I asked finding myself suddenly angry. "What's wrong is that my best friend is dead."

He looked at me with sympathy. He grabbed me and held me close and I tried to push him away.

"Bella, I know you are upset. I am so sorry this happened, I really thought everything was going to be okay. I love you Bella, I'm here. I promise you can talk to me, just please talk to me, tell me how you feel, I will try my hardest to make everything better love, I promise." he was almost pleading with me.

"Feel? You really want to know how I feel, well. I am pissed. I can't believe that I listened to you and your family. If I would have just made the wolves stay out of this whole mess of a fight then my best friend would be alive. Did you forget Edward, I love him. And now he is gone, and there is nothing that you can do to make me feel better." I glared up at him. I was so angry I wanted to punch him, I wanted him to just go home, I still loved him so I didn't really want to make him upset, but I was pissed. He looked like was about to cry, if he could.

"I will go Bella, if that's what you want. If you need anything at all then please call me." He reached inside of his pocket and pulled out the familiar little cell phone and handed to me.

I nodded at him, then he got up and headed towards the door.

"Edward!" I called

He spun around, half smiling, obviously hoping that I wanted him to stay.

"Tell Alice to stop looking for my future, it's really annoying." disappointment washed across his face as he walked out of the room.

UH! I am getting out of here NOW. I got up, looking for my clothes. Ah-ha. They were laying across the room. I slowly made my way over there. The soreness was definitely starting to wear off. I quickly changed and then walked to the door. I peaked out. YES! The coast was clear. I walked quickly down the hall and made my way outside. Good thing this was a small town I could just walk home. I started walking. I passed The Lodge and started remembering back to Graduation when I was so angry at Jacob, Now it all seems so silly. I heard a horn honk and I jumped and looked over and was relieved to see that it was only Mike Newton. Ehh, really don't want to deal with this today.

"Hey, Bella!! You want a ride?" he asked with excitement

"No Mike , I want to walk." I said coldly.

"Come on Bella! It's cold out there!" He was getting kind of pushy.

"I said No, Damnit!" I screamed.

"Okay, Okay, sorry." then he drove away.

I just kept walking, hoping to make it home before anyone noticed that I was gone. I soon saw the Forks Funeral Home. The parking lot was packed full. I saw my father's car, and I also recognized cars and trucks from La Push. Without letting my mind think at all, I just kept walking. Soon I was opening the door. I took a slow and cautious step into the small little building. The aroma of flowers hit me. The smell of a funeral home always made my stomach churn, ever since my grandma Marie had died when I was little. I walked straight to the door that said Black.

When I opened the door, everyone in the room turned and looked at me. I looked at no one. I walked straight to the front where the preacher was talking and then I saw his face. It was him. Jacob. He was lying there so still, so pale. I fell to the ground and vomited. I began to cry and shake violently. Suddenly there were people trying to calm me, trying to pick me up. My dad was holding me and crying with me. Seth was rubbing my hair and constantly shhing me. Then I felt everyone let go of me and a different set of arms pick me up, cold, stone arms. I clutched to him with all of my strength as he carried me outside and placed me in his car. I did not look up, I just balled up and cried. He went and got into the driver's seat and held me. His shirt was obviously going to be ruined. Since he picked me up off the floor of the funeral home he had not said a single word. At some point of laying in his arms crying in his car, I fell asleep.

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