"Bella, love, have you been in pain?" he asked sympathetically

I thought about the last few weeks at the cramps and shooting pains I had been having. "I don't know Edward, I just thought it was all the stress, I guess."

I slowly looked up slowly as he came towards to, wrapping me in his loving embrace carefully.

"Bella, would you like Carlisle to explain the rest of your illness with you?"

"Can you tell me Edward?" I really didn't want to be around anyone at the moment.

"I really do not know as much as him, but, you had a lot of cysts on your ovaries, the doctors went in there and scraped your ovaries. It causes hormonal changes, you can get diabetes easier, your sex hormones are through the roof, " I blushed at that and he chuckled then his face got serious " and you might not able to reproduce" he looked down and like he was about to cry

"oh" it was all that I was able to say at the moment. Why did he look so sad? It didn't really sound all the bad. I wasn't going to have kids anyway, I was marrying a vampire. I really hadn't felt the hormonal changes, I mean I always want Edward. I looked up at Edward who slowly returned my gaze.

"Is that why there was so much blood?" I asked as I flinched at the memory.

"Uh, um, yes, kind of, when we had sex, uh, your cervix got torn." he looked down again and started sobbing.

"Edward, look at me" I grabbed his face and held it close to mine. He looked up looking completely ashamed.

"Bella, please…."

"No Edward, you listen to me, this is in no way your fault so do not start with the pity party mister! I knew what I was doing and I thought you liked it." now it was my turn to look down, Did he not have the same feelings that I held? We hadn't talked about it after it happened.

"Isabella Marie Swan, that is not the case and you know it! You know that it was the best experience of my life." he said giving me his crooked smile and I could feel the corner of my mouth turn up as well.

"Really? I asked still smiling.

"Of course you silly girl! After all you have been through and your biggest concern is that I did not enjoy myself. Huh." he was shaking his head.

I smiled at him and kissed his hand. "I love you Edward."

"I love you too my silly fiance"

"Bella aren't you in the least disappointed that you wont be able to bear children?" the question took me by complete and total shock.

"Uh, I wasn't having children anyway." I said as a matter of factly.

"Why? Why do you want me so bad that you are willing to give up a future family?" Why was he saying this to me?

"Edward, I told you a long time ago that we would adopt, like Esme.

"Bella, it's not the same and you know it." he was getting angry.

I shouted back at him "I will not carry a child that does not belong to you Edward Cullen!"

He clinched his fists and screamed "UH" before storming out.