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Ok, SORRRRY I know it has been for- freaking- ever… been sick, depressed, you name it ive been it.. Lol.. I am back in the writing spirit so expect a new chapter at least twice a week! ALSOO check out my new story, I have really amazing ideas for it!! It's called not a moment lost..

I walked back into the hospital with my father at my side.

"Son, I will be down the hall. Go talk to her. She loves you with all of her heart and she will understand." my father said, patting my back

"Thank you, for everything." I said. He nodded and walked away.

I began to walk in the room, when I heard Bella's voice talking to someone.

"Yes Mom, I am fine."

"Yes, I promise."

"I really didn't want children anyway."

"No I am not upset about Jacob anymore."

"Ok, whatever Renee, BYE."

Why was she so short and defensive with her mother? What was going on with my angel? She really didn't want children? I might be able to believe that, but what did she mean by she wasn't upset about Jacob anymore. It hadn't even been 2 weeks and she was over it, impossible. She is strong, she is the strongest person I have ever known. Strong enough to hold everything in? I thought so, but this is too much. Her best friend just died. She lost her virginity and now has a serious ailment. I was so scared she was going to snap. I had to get her to open up, somehow.

I slowly turned the door handle, trying to make myself noticed as I entered, did not want to frighten her.

"Bella, love, I am so sorry." I said, in a whisper.

"Yes, Edward, can I help you?" she said in an almost official voice.

I slowly walked over to her bedside. Sitting down on the edge, and reached for her hand. She pulled me into a hug.

I quickly returned the hug as she started to sob. "I'm sorry Edward, I didn't mean to sound mean,."

"Shh, shh, it's ok love. Bella, I think you need to talk to me about everything."

"Edward, I am fine really, I am just really tired." I knew she was lying.. I could not call her out on it because I did not want to upset her.

"Do you want me to sing you to sleep?" I asked softly, kissing the top of her head.

She nodded. "Edward, will you hold me?"

"Of course," I said as I laid down next to her and started holding her. Rocking and singing her to sleep.

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