It had been 3 days, three incredibly long days since I had seen her. My Bella. She used to be my Bella, I hope with everything in me that she still is. I have been sitting here in this vacant old house since all of this happened.

One of the reasons that I wish I wasn't a vampire is because of our memories. Everything keeps replaying in my head.

Why? How could this happen? We were so happy. What about our wedding that Alice was planning.

Alice. She was sure to have seen me. I just don't know why she hasn't came yet.

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3 days ago…

APOV

Edward walked in went over to Bella, then took off running as fast as hr could. I quickly scanned through my head to make sure that he wasn't going to do anything drastic.

I saw him running into an old house crumbled down house. Gah, could he not pick something a little bit better or nicer.

Back to the task at hand.

"What the hell are you doing here Newton?" I growled at him

"Um, I … I mean, Uh." he stuttered like the complete idiot he is.

"I am going to give you one more chance to explain what the HELL you are going here, with my best friend and future sister in law before I embarrass you by beating the living daylights out of you." I snarled impatiently.

"I .. Bella needed something. Jessica, she.. She called me and said that she came over to see Bella and that she was upset or something and needed to calm down… so.. I uh.. Called my brother and got some drinks, and some pot and came over." he was such a belligerent fool.

I know that I could just look into the future and see what he is going to tell me, but it's much more fun to scare him this way. Rose would be so proud.

"What else?" I picked him up a little higher against the wall.

"Well.. Um.. Jessica her dad called her and told her to get home right then, something about her cell phone, but anyway. Bella smoked some and then we were smoking cigarettes and she was laughing too much and making too much noise, so I gave her a pill that my brother, Matt said would calm her down, and she took it and chased it with the bottle of Tequila and then she started mumbling something about rubber ducks and cabbages and then passed out. I swear I didn't do anything Miss Alice." GAHH, if I wasn't a freaking vampire I probably wouldn't have been able to understand a single word of that.

" What was the pill?" I asked

'I don't know. I really don't, it was just supposed to calm her down, I swear I didn't mean for her to get hurt." He started sobbing, what a douche bag.

"Do you have any more or them?"

He nodded and handed me the bag.

Oh no, No, NO.. GHB.

"What is going on here?" Charlie asked from the door.

"Newton drugged your daughter sir, it's GHB, we need to get her to the hospital fast, please Charlie, we have to hurry." I said rushing all my words together.

'Yeah, well the Cullen bitch here threatened me and beat the shit out of me and I want to press charges." Newton said.

I turned and glared so hard at him it should have burned holes through him.

Charlie picked up his radio and called for help, while I called Carlisle and told him the situation and to meet us there.

The ambulance was there loading Bella into it soon after.

"Charlie, can I go with her please? She is my best friend." I begged.

"I'm sorry Alice, Mike is pressing charges, you are going to have to come with me." my jaw dropped, I may be psychic, but definitely didn't see that coming.

"Mike is going also, he told me about his brother, both of them are going to be in major trouble. Plus, Esme is meeting us down there to get you out as soon as you get in." He said through a forced smile.

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After going through hellish like paperwork I arrived at the hospital. I walked in to see Charlie sitting in a chair with his head in his hands..

"Charlie, is there anything you want me to get you?" I asked him.

"How could this have happened? I was accepting of everything, I welcomed her proposal from Edward with open arms, I though she was doing okay with her diagnosis, With Jake's death, and everything, I failed her." he said as the tears started to pour down his face.

I quickly grabbed him into a hug, telling him that everything was going to be alright.

Carlisle cleared his throat and we both looked up.

I knew what was coming.. This was not good…

"Charlie, I have some bad news about Bella…."

Ohhh I know HATE ME!!!

Okay, BIG DELAY I know.. A lot of drama folks, so I'm gonna vent:

Husband's a douche--- never get married.

Loaded me and the kids up and moved in with my crazy ass family..

Crowded as hell here.

My mom is one looney bitch

Found out my dad's not my real dad.. Lol the list goes onnnn and onnnn..

Okay, so I am going to set up basically a deadline system. I will have SET IN STONE dates that each chapter will be posted.(for both of my stories) I will be coming up wit the schedule this week and it will be posted in my profile.

LOVE all yall readers.. So freakin review!!