2 Weeks Later
I had not left her side. I didn't care if Charlie was getting suspicious of the fact that I did not need o shower or use the rest room. I did not even register that he was there the majority of the time. I probably didn't even blink.
I refuse to leave. I do not even care if she wouldn't want me here. If I would have gone against her wishes in the first place and stayed with her, then none of this would have happened.
She was laying there. She didn't move. No sweet, beautiful smiles. She was so pale. No adorable blushes. She had machines hooked up all around her. Why did all of this have to happen to her? She is so good. So pure.
So many things have happened. They were packed there together, not giving her any room to breathe between changes. Ah, I guess it's like the old saying, 'when it rains, it pours.'
I knew that Jacob dying was going to affect her in a major way. Of course, she acted the opposite of how it affected her. She locked it all in. All the pain. All the shock. When she was at he funeral home that day, I was in shock when she actually let her body react to the shock and pain. I had never felt so helpless.
Then, with her ailment on top of it. And how could I forget her losing her virginity. Of course I wonder if that had affected her. I honestly don't think so because she had wanted to stretch our relationship further. It was amazing. I wish we could have experienced that in a more romantic way, for Bella's sake. I do not care what my brothers say, blood had absolutely nothing on the power that Bella held over me.
She would get over this. We would get over this together. She was my life. She was everything beautiful and important in this world.
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After about 7 hours of humming her lullaby to her, Carlisle came in, Bertie, an older nurse that I had become extremely familiar with was in tow behind him.
"Edward son, we are going to have to do another full examination." Carlisle said.
I groaned. Poor Bella, her luck would be to wake up during this time.
I sighed, shaking my head as I got up and left the room.
I slid myself down against the wall outside of her room.
I could hear Carlisle talking to Bertie telling her what to hand him, and what to do.
After what seemed like an eternity they walked out of her room.
"She is healthy son, now it's just a matter of waiting. It seems that the surgery has fixed her condition." he said looking down at his feet.
He looked back up at me, 'Edward, you need to feed. How long has it been son?' he thought
"a while" I answered, gritting my teeth.
"Okay, well we will figure something out and get some food up here for you." he said forcing a smile.
Later that day, I was in Bella's bathroom drinking from a sack of blood that Emmett and Jasper had fun getting for me.
Alice was in their with Bella. I almost laughed listening to her, and imagining what Bella was thinking, or would say.
"Okay, So Bella, you need to wake your butt up right now! I mean it missy! We have some major shopping and wedding planning to do! And we miss you so much." She was saying as I walked out of the bathroom.
Alice looked up at me "They say it helps to talk to people in comas." she said with a small smile.
I nodded. "Can you not see anything, Alice?" I asked
"No, I think that it's because she hasn't decided when she wants to wake up." she said looking thoughtful.
"OH! Edward!!! We will get everyone to come talk to her one on one!! One of up is bound to get her up!" She said gleaming.
I sighed slumping back down in my chair.
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Not long after, Emmett came strolling into the room.
"Bella Boo! It's time to get up here before Eddie-kins over here goes even more emo." he said in a stern but hilarious voice.
He went on for about an hour talking about how he would turn her his damned self if he knew he wouldn't eat her. Which earned a scowl from me.
"Chill Eddie. I was only joking." He said looking at me. "Bella boo, you see this vamp man over here, he is completely obsessively in love with you. You need to wake up for him and for all of us. And when he finally gets the balls to turn you, I'll teach you to take down the biggest bears of them all."
He walked over to the bed, bent down to kiss her on the forehead and whispered "I love you sis." before leaving the room.
Carlisle and Esme were next to come in. Esme sat and talked to her for about forty five minutes about how she missed her dearly and couldn't wait for her to officially become part of her family. If should could have cried, Esme would be right now. Carlisle spoke to her about how he thought she was going to become a very strong vampire with great gifts.
They each kissed her forehead and then turned to leave.
Jasper came in next. I sort of felt bad as he apologized about the incident that occurred on her eighteenth birthday. He told her that he loved her like the sister he never had and that they were going to become great friends. He told her that she had the kindest emotions that he had ever felt. He walked over and patted her on the arm, before turning and leaving quickly.
Rosalie walked in after time and I growled.
She looked over at me, "Oh fucking relax, would ya? I miss her too."
I looked at her surprisingly, looking into her mind. I was shocked that all I found was regret and sorrow.
I nodded for her to continue.
"Well Bella, you have once again managed to turn our family upside down." She said looking slightly pissed. "When I say our family, I meant it as you being part of it. Because you are you know."
"I know the only real conversation we ever really had was when I told you about my life before I was turned, but I really want to change that. You are the strongest person that I ever have met Bella. You are incredible. I know that I have been through a lot. But I have nothing when it comes to you."
She took a deep breath and continued. "You have turned Edward into a lot easier person to be around. I am truly sorry for the way I have treated you. I ..um.. Love you." she mumbled as she walked around and hugged Bella.
She quickly jumped backwards screaming "HOLY SHIT!"
Alice came rushing into the room. "She's about to wake up!"
I looked into her mind.
I saw a clock that read out 2:34 A.M. That was in 3 minutes.
I quickly moved to her bedside.
"Bella, Love please wake up. I love you so much. Everyone does. We love you so much Bella." I said sweetly.
She took a deep breath in whispering "Edward" .
I sighed and kissed her forehead.
She opened her eyes looking around.
She finally settled her eyes on me and shyly smiled.
"I'm sorry Edward, I am so sorry everyone." she whispered.
I hugged her, rocking her back and forth. "Shhh it' okay love, nothing matters now, only that were here together."
She nodded into my shoulder. "We will work it out won't we?"
"Of course love."
Okayyyy.. So we only have the prologue left. REVIEW people. Lol. I will post it sometime tomorrow!