.A/N: HA! I finally know what I will do to show you how grateful I am!!! Yaaaaaaay! Lol. But I'll do it after I finish this story, so wait for your surprise!!!

For "iole01" Here's a short Jasper POV for you. I know when you asked for it you were expecting something longer than this, but I am doing what I can to put what you want without ruining the story.

Recap:

"NO!" I shouted and jumped out of the window. I did not deserve to live after what I had done. I would take her revenge from myself. I would end forever the source of her suffering. Me. I was going to commit suicide.

Fading

Everything was shattered

Nothing else mattered

Too many to put back together

Kidnapped by my body

Nothing found to burry

JPOV

"Edward!" Bella screamed after him, but he was already gone. The room was full of tension and panic, fear and despair, sadness and….rejection?

"No, Bella" I whispered as I forced my eyes away from the window. She was staring at the place where Edward was standing. Her eyes filled with tears of her pain, both her lips between her teeth and her hands holding the arms of the wheel chair tightly, as if trying to get up. "No Bella. He isn't rejecting you. He's just…pained to see you this way. He loves you" I whispered as soothingly as I could. I wanted to calm her but the problem was that there was too much panic in the room that I couldn't separate mine from the others.

"I d-don't think h-he does a-after this-s" She stuttered, mostly mouthing the words.

"Hush. Do not say that Bella. My son loves you more than you give him credit for." Carlisle said as he put a hand on her shoulder. Somehow, Carlisle could make the words sound caring and soft, though if said by someone else would sound harsh.

"Where is he g-going n-now?" That was the question that I wanted answer for. I wanted so badly to go after him, but I couldn't leave Bella alone. I was best to know how she would feel about this. She needed me, just as much. And Carlisle thought that Edward would need to be alone. He wouldn't want someone to be with him to watch his pain.

"I-I'm w…worried" Bella mumbled. That was an understatement to her true feelings. It was like a human was hit by a bus and says that it stings.

I heard clicking of a cell phone. She was dialing a number.

"Hey Bella!" The voice answered at once. That was Damien's voice. I could hear a growling sound in the background. He was hunting.

"D…Damien. C…could you go see Edward?" She sniffed weakly.

"What happened?" Anxious at once.

"He knows, and now he ran and I'm worried" She said all in one breath, I was starting to think that Alice wasn't a very good influence. I pushed that thought aside, this wasn't the time to be distracted.

"He knows?! Don't worry, I'll track his scent. Just stay calm till I come back" He said urgently.

Bella was about to answer when Suddenly Alice was in the room. Of course I felt her before she came. One look at her face and I panicked, because she looked so. I opened my arms to her and she ran in them.

"What's wrong?" I said as I sent my calming waves all around her. Wrapping them like a blanket to protect her.

"I see Edward……burning himself" She hiccupped.

"WHAT?!" Bella shouted and the cell from her hands on the floor.

"Bella! Bella! Calm down!" Damien shouted in the phone like he knew something bad will happen.

I could feel Bella's emotions jumping from one thing to another without any sense, from shock, to fear, to panic, to despair, to……unconsciousness? How could that be. I didn't know what to calm. All of her emotions mixed together as one. I pulled away from Alice to ask Bella how could she feel all this at once to find her head leaning back against the chair and her eyes rolling back. Her breathing was labored and her heart beat was racing.

"Bella!" Carlisle shouted alarmed.

She was having a seizure! I tried to control her emotions to stop this, but I couldn't. They were too strong.

Then Bella pushed herself off the chair and was falling but I caught her.. Her whole body was shaking and her eyes were white; her irises in the back of her head. Then, a scream fell from her lips and broke through the oxygen in the room.

Carlisle held her hands and ordered Alice to get her, her medicine. I carefully laid her on the bed.

I could feel the panic and the conflict that was filling the room. Conflict because we all wanted to catch Edward before he did something foolish, and panic because we couldn't leave and it could be too late when we could.

But Damien was our savior.

"Carlisle, can you hear me?" Damien shouted.

"Yes, Damien" Carlisle said strangled as he tried to stop Bella's writhes to give her the medicine she needs.

"Take care of Bella. Leave Edward to me"

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DPOV

I was almost there. I could smell his scent getting stronger, almost a few feet away. Then, I caught the scent of something else. Burn….Fire. I pushed myself to run faster. I am NOT going to be too late. I shouted in my head. The scent was stronger. Burning leaves and wood. The scent was so repulsive and almost choking, but I couldn't care less as I ran to my destination.

When I was too far in the forest and the tears were thicker, I saw it. A huge tree, concealed in the orange and yellow flames. The smoke was almost blinding, causing the trees beside it to be rather than the brown and green colors, to black. Dust black. Burnt black.

And there, beside it was a small figure, compared to the big fire, throwing more wood in it. Fueling it more.

"Don't even think about stopping me" Edward said in the harshest voice I've ever heard. His voice was bleak and full of anger and self-hatred.

"Edward…" I started slowly as I stopped running.

"No! Nothing you could say or do this time that could make me go back" He glared at me.

"What's gotten into you? You're hurting her this way!" I said as calmly as I could.

"Like I haven't done that already" He growled and when he met my eyes I could see his eyes, I could see it. This wasn't Edward, this was Edward the vampire. The one that wouldn't listen or register anything when he's angered. The one that lived to kill, and killed to live. Usually we try to control that side of us. And usually it isn't so hard, since we hunt animals not humans. Human blood provoke that side more. But it seems like that side of Edward broke free in this moment and there was nothing to stop it.

His eyes were hard and full of anger, even though I only knew Edward for a few days, I couldn't believe that his pure soul was capable of such anger.

"Edward this is going to be the end of her" I said firmly, trying to help the true Edward find his way back.

"What is left in her to die? I killed everything" he snarled from between his gritted teeth.

"You could fix things again. But not this way" I almost shouted.

"This can not be fixed. I killed her" He snarled as he dug his fingers in the trunk of a tree and pulled it out of it's roots, so he cold add it to his fire. "Can you see me? I'm a killer"

"The one who I'm talking to right now is not you. That's just the monster in you. You gave him a way to escape. Rein him again" I said through my own gritted teeth.

And suddenly, he flung the tree that he had just pulled out at me. I ducked out of it's way and heard it's crash on the ground.

"How do you know?!" He shouted furiously, "I've been nothing but a monster!"

He dug his hands in a new tree so he could pull it out.

"If you were such a monster and never good then how come she loved you?!"

The trunk in between his hands suddenly bent and crushed. His hands met in the middle as the tree started to fall. "Don't say that! She doesn't love me! It was just the charms that this body could put on his prey. She fell for it. She was my victim. But in a different way than vampire victims should be" He lifted the tree from the ground and threw it into the ever growing fire.

"She wasn't your victim because you weren't doing a number on her. You loved her too. You still do!" I was almost growling like him but I did my best to hold on to my calm.

"That was a mistake! I'm fixing it now! If my life is all about loving her, then I will fix that. I will end it" the snarls rumbled in his chest and his body was almost shaking in anger.

"Edward…" and I trailed off, because I met his gaze again. His eyes were changing, from their golden butterscotch honesty, to the contaminated blood red. The monster was winning and Edward was fading. "Edward fight it! Fight it! She doesn't resent you. She loves you" I shouted helplessly. I knew if I tried to attack and pull him back he would jump in before I reached him.

Another loud snarl, "There is no time for fights. I have an appointment in hell"

"No Edward! Don't kill both of you! Listen to me Edward. You can fight him. Just think of her! Damn it, fight it! For her"

He growled at me, "Stay out of it" and he turned to face the fire.

There was a shuffle behind me, and I saw Edward's head snap in it's direction. I looked behind me to find all of the Cullens standing. Jasper had Bella in his arms. She was unconscious.

"She needs you" was all he whispered.

No one even dared to breathe as Edward stared at the motionless body in Jasper's arms.

Jasper walked forward slowly and went as close as he dared to Edward. Then stopped and slowly sat down on the floor and laid Bella's body on the ground. Her face was pale and sweat had her hair clinging to it. She was mumbling some incomprehensible words that tangled around Edward's name.

He didn't lift his eyes off her and I could see them changing more than once. He was battling, but couldn't win. Every time they changed to golden they turned back to red.

Jasper lifted his eyes off Bella and met his brother's changeable eyes as he whispered, "Bella needs you"

A/N: Sorry!! Had to stop here. Felt like the perfect place to stop. So what do you think? I know I went against the book in some things but hey, it's called fan fiction. I'm a fan lol! Hey, could you please tell me something honestly? Do you think that the Edward povs ok or do I need to make them a little more older??? Just so I could fix it if it needs anything.

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