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Recap:

He didn't lift his eyes off her and I could see them changing more than once. He was battling, but couldn't win. Every time they changed to golden they turned back to red.

Jasper lifted his eyes off Bella and met his brother's changeable eyes as he whispered, "Bella needs you"

New born

I couldn't see him this way

Felt like I just wanted to runaway

His pain was too much to see

Knowing that it was caused by me

BPOV

What was this smell? I was surrounded by a dark cloud, choking me. I tried to escape the darkness, but it was everywhere. The smell of it burnt my throat and I tried not to breathe, but that task proved itself to be impossible. I couldn't take the smell, and a hysteric coughs started to escape my chest.

"Bella!" I heard a voice whisper softly. The voice wasn't far away and I felt something cold on my face. "Carlisle, we forgot about the smoke. Humans can't inhale smoke" The voice said but farther away from me.

Suddenly, I felt the presence of someone else beside me. I felt another cold hand under my neck, lifting it up. "Breathe Bella" A calm voice ordered softly. I felt something cold and wet cover both my mouth and nose, and it was easier to breathe then.

"Bella?" the first voice called. "Can you hear us?"

I felt my head spinning a little and the hand on the back of my neck move, or was I the one who was moving?

"Hm" I exhaled. That was all I was able to say. I was still trying to find my eyes to open them.

Once I found them I opened them a little. My lids were heavy and I was exhausted. I saw to blond handsome men hovering over me.

"How is she feeling?" The older one asked the younger, even though it was hard to tell which was which.

"She's confused, still not comprehending. She's also very weak" The younger one said as he looked at me in concern. What was going on?

I moved my head slowly trying to stop the spinning when I caught sight of the most terrifying thing. A huge fire, burning and eating the wood of the tree.

I gasped, I realized there was a wet towel covering my mouth and nose, so I could breathe. Beside the fire was a boy that I could never ignore.

Then it all clicked. Edward knew…Alice's vision…the fire…"Edward!" I meant to shout but it came out as a shaky breathe. When I met his eyes I cringed away. They were….they were…red!

"She's scared" Jasper said and touched my hand. I couldn't pay him any attention right now. His red eyes were almost glaring, was this his way of showing me that I was rejected? I felt my eyes fill with tears.

"Bella" I forced my eyes away from his glare. I mean if looks could kill, this one would definitely be the end of me. I met Damien's gaze, and that's when I realized everyone was here. Carlisle and Jasper were by my side and Damien was standing beside them. Esme, Alice and Rosalie were almost on the verge of tears behind Damien. Emmet looked like he was about to attack.

Damien continued, "He's not himself Bella. His vampire side is taking over. We have to bring Edward back" He explained. My head was still spinning when I took the towel from Carlisle's hands and held it for myself as I pushed myself to sit up. I had to lean on Jasper for support, I was too weak to sit on my own. I was about to fall again and I felt my vision blur but not with tears. Carlisle caught my back.

"Are you ok?" His doctor hormones kicking in.

"I'm not sure" I whispered truthfully as I narrowed my eyes and tried to see Edward clearly. He was still staring at me with a torn look on his face. "Edward…" I started in a whisper and I saw his eyes change from red to golden then back to red again. This was strange, my mind must be playing tricks on me. But I tried not to be distracted, "Please Edward. Please, don't jump in." I started pleading and I felt a tear slid down my cheek slowly. At the sight of my tears and pleading his eyes tightened and I saw the switch in color again. "I won't stay in this world without you in it"

"No!" He shouted at once and I saw his eyes turn golden. "No, Bella please. Stay. Stay for me" He was shaking and I could almost see his fight in his eyes.

"Then would you do the same for me?" I whispered. Edward shouldn't die. That's just wrong. There shouldn't be a world without him, How could there be one? If someone deserved to die, then it should be me, for causing all his pain.

He was silent but his eyes never left mine. I could see his struggle, his body shook with it. His fingers twitched and his eyes changed more than once. They settled on red.

"Why should I stay?" he hissed and I flinched from his harsh tone.

I guessed that my pain showed on my face because his eyes were back and he whispered, "I'm sorry Bella. I didn't mean that" I could see he was in so much pain and I didn't like it.

"Edward, please come back." I said my voice thick with motion. He started at me with nothing but longing in his eyes. If I were able to walk, I would have ran in his arms and dragged him back.

"Do you remember what you told me before?" I started as he continued to stare at me.

"You told me that you couldn't live in a world where I don't exist" I saw him nod slowly, keeping our eye contact, "well it's the same for me. I love you Edward. So much. And I will not live when you're not here"

I saw him gulp and as he closed his eyes. He didn't reply, but I saw him wince and his hands buried themselves in his hands.

"Stop talking to me like that! You're making it worse" he snarled, and I guessed his eyes would have been red. His teeth grit and his fingers held his hair tighter I was afraid that he might pull it out.

"Carlisle" His voice was strained, "I don't know what to do" he started panting, "It's like being a newborn again" He shook hard and fell on his knees. It was hard to watch his pain. I wanted to tell them to take me away from here. But I knew he needed me. So I stayed.

"Argh!" he groaned.

"Edward concentrate on anything other than what you're fighting." Carlisle instructed.

I saw Damien and Jasper give each other a meaningful glance and then they gave it to Emmet. It was all to fast but suddenly, Damien was pinning Edward to the ground and Jasper and Emmet were putting off the fire with dust.

I saw both Edward and Damien freeze, as if they've been electrified and that caused Damien to leave Edward at once. They stared at each other for a moment before Jasper interjected,

"What was that?" Jasper asked. The fire was put off, one of the advantages of having vampire speed. He looked at both of them questioningly, probably feeling what they had felt.

"I don't know" Damien answered, but Edward had eyes only for me. I reached a hand for him and in a second he was in front of me. He took my hand, before lifting me off the ground and setting me on his lap. He touched his forehead to mine and his eyes burned into mine. "I'm sorry" was what he whispered.

Now that the distraction was gone I was aware that my head was still spinning and that I could barely hold my head up.

"D…Don't b-be" I mouthed, my eyes almost dropping.

"Bella, what's wrong?" He asked, starting to get alarmed. I was starting to feel a little numb. The forest turned upside down and I felt my head leave Edward's.

"Bella!" was the last thing I heard before the darkness took me again.

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