Novocaine by Green Day

Akuno

Reno only wished it didn't hurt anymore, that he couldn't still feel where he slept next to him only the night before. Wished that Axel hadn't left at all. Wished they weren't brothers, wished the guilt would stop. That he really was the cold bastard everyone thought he was. Lying in bed smoking, after waking up alone, if only he didn't feel like they all thought he didn't. If only Axel wasn't the only one for him. If only he could stop cheating on his amazing Yazoo. Just as Axel was cheating on Roxas. They both had promised that they would stop, but last night had been proof of that.

"We shouldn't," Axel moaned.

"I know," he had replied even as he continued to lick down his younger brother's jaw line and nibble on his neck.

He told himself he would stop, wouldn't do that again. He knew he would.