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Chapter 5
Edward's POV.
Bella has been sick for almost a week now. She has not gotten any better. If anything worse. Pretty much everyone in Forks knew Bella was sick. Everyone that was in contact with her a lest 4 days before she got sick was tested for The Swine. It was obviously impossible for me to have the test done but Carlisle had told the other doctor that he already checked me and that I didn't have it.
I picked up my phone and went to my pictures. They was about 300 pictures of me and Bella or just Bella. Sometimes I would go through them if I wasn't with her or something. I looked for my favorite one of Bella. She was wearing my favorite blue blouse and she was smiling her breath taking amazing smile. I missed her so much. The only way I can see her is through this glass wall and they was visiting hours. I was only aloud to see her from 10AM-6PM.
I took my eyes off the Bella in my phone and looked at the clock. It read 5AM. I would be able to she her in 5 hours. Five long miserable hours. There's always a huge ache in my heart when I am not near her. It pains me physically and mentally to be away from her. I haven't touches her amazing soft and warm skin in a week. I haven't kiss her amazingly soft lips in a week. I haven't held her hand in a week. I haven't watched her sleep in my arms in a week. If I were human I would be crying right now.
It is not fair, not at all, the bad things always happen to my Bella. My innocent beautiful Bella. I guess, maybe, it was some sort of punishment. I know for a fact fate does not like or want us to be together. But our bond was too strong to break. A silly little flu would never have a chance against us. She and I will fight it together. Only a little voice inside my head disagreed. It said "What if this, this flu, it was ends her life for good this time?" I wanted to punch my self. Nothing will happen to her. She will be fine. I think. I hope. She will.. I sighed. All I wanted was Bella. I want her to warm her arms around me and hold me. I sighed again and looked at the clock. 5:05 AM. I wanted to rip my hair out and scream. No I wanted to see Bella. That's better, millions of times better, then ripping my hair out. I thought about all the things I could do to waste time. I ending up with nothing. I sighed again. This was going to be a long five hours.
Bella's POV.
I woke up to the sound of my annoying heart monitor for what seemed like the millionth time this week. I was so sick, literally, of the hospital. The sharp serial smell is something that's impossible to get used to, the food is just bad, and I'm not aloud to see anyone up doctors. And Carlisle can never stay and talk because he is usually always busy. In fact I usually only see him once a day. Mostly it was this nurse, Heather that checked on me and stuff.
I felt terrible. I was achy everywhere I couldn't hold down food I just felt plain awful. But what hurt the most was my heart. Caused by my lack of Edward. I missed falling asleep in his cold but perfect arms. I missed him comforting me when I was sad which was usually all the time. I know that if I got to actually be with Edward I would feel better. I knew I was getting worse. I have the worst case of Swine around. Edward didn't know that though. I didn't want him to know. He would worry a lot more and it would cause him more pain.
I tried to look around the room for the clock but it was too dark to see it. I sighed and decided to guess it was around 6AM because Edward wasn't here and there was just a tad bit of sun coming thru the hospital room window. I rolled onto my side in an attempt to sleep. It was way to hot and uncomfortable though. I wished Edward was here because he would be able to fix that. He would be able to fix everything. I sighed. I wanted to be better. Not for me but for Edward. For my family. Every time someone came to visit me through the glass I could see their painedfaces, but Edwards was the most pained.
I felt most terrible for him. It broke my heart to see him like that. As I lay there in my uncomfortable hospital bed I thought about Edward. I thought about his beautiful crooked smile. His perfectly shaped face. I smiled. I was so lucky to have him. I was so lucky he decided not to killed me that first day. I was actually lucky. I guess I was so lucky that I had to have tons of bad luck to even it out. It was so wroth it. If everything we perfect, what would we all do? You only need one perfect thing. My perfect thing is Edward. I sighed. I wished he was here. He could make all the pain go away. I sighed again. I started to feel my eyelids get heavier. I was suddenly really tired. I soon fell asleep.
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Alice