I decided to stretch my story out a lot longer xD Psssst…something in this chapter is going to make some people happy =D I'm not going to give it away but I will give you a hint...
The hint is…Teeth..
Anyways here you go my lovely readers. 3
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight =[
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Chapter 10. Pain.
Bella's POV
I cringed in Edward's arms as I felt the horrible pain radiate throughout my whole body. A new symptom had come up and it was horrible. It felt like someone was running me over with a steam roller. It was a strong yet dull pain. The pain was so unexplainably horrible it caused me to occasionally pass out.
Yet I didn't care one bit about the new symptom, nor worry about it. Edward, my love, my life, the air I breathe, the reason I am alive, was cured from what I have seen and that's all that mattered. I didn't care how bad I was.
A horrible jolt of pain rushed through me causing me to scream. Edward's arm locked around me from the back urgently, yet softly.
"Shhh...." He whispered in my ear when I started to cry. Crying made me hurt 100 times worse. It made me cry more.
Edward started to cry dry tearless sobs as he tried to comfort me.
"Bella, sweetheart, shh..." He whispered in a shaky voice.
The pain slowly subsided, but then there was an aftershock. I thrashed around so much I accidently rolled off the bed and hit the hard cold unpleasant smelly hospital floor, my head breaking my fall which wasn't good. I almost immediately smelt the blood coming from my head. My vision started to fade. All I could hear were my screams of pain.
Then the pain was gone. No. I thought. I must be dead. No! This couldn't be happening! I couldn't leave Edward! I wasn't ready to die now! I will never be ready to die. That's when I herd it; the voices of an angel, my angel, calling my name. Though he wasn't happy when he said it, in fact, he was crying. He shouldn't cry. It wasn't right.
I tried to reach to him, to do anything to tell him I was here but I couldn't. I panicked. I couldn't die and leave Edward. The first thing he would do would be run to the Volturi. I couldn't die. I tried hard to find my angel in the darkness. I listened to his voice. I tried to listen. All I could do was try. Then I found him.
His voice slowly became louder like as if someone was turning up a radio. My eyes opened up wide, my breath came in gasps as pain shot through my whole body. Again, I didn't care. I was alive. I was alive for Edward.
"Bella!" My angel cried.
I was in so much pain I couldn't answer him.
I closed my eye for a split second and shot them back open. I didn't want to lose my Edward in the darkness again. I tried my best to force them open. It took all my strength, well what was left of it anyway, but I did it. I kept them open for my guardian angel, my life, my everything.
I don't know how much more pain I could be in right now. Tears were rolling down my cheeks, I could barely even breathe.
"Carlisle!? What can we do!?" Edward screamed loud and urgent.
"The toxins are destroying her body," Carlisle murmured to himself, "You must change her."
"No. I can't. No. It's not supposed to end up this way!" Edward practically yelled his voice breaking a few times.
"It has to. I will change her if you don't." Carlisle said very stern.
I looked at Edward and he stared back at me. He picked me up in his arms and just held me there. I had stopped thrashing around but I squeezed him so tightly it would have hurt him if he were human.
Then Edward put his lips at my neck. I felt his lips open slightly.
"Just do it…"I managed to whispered so softly, so weak I was not sure he would understand it.
He did. He bit my neck. That's when I knew I could be in much worse pain then I was in before he bit me. The pain that rushed through me was worse then anything else ever.
My whole entire body felt like it was on fire. It overrode any other pains I had.
I could tell they had moved me somewhere else. I didn't know where. I kept my eyes closed in an attempt to block out the pain and to hide how much pain I was in from Edward. It barely worked.
Edward held my hand. He never left my side from what I could tell. Ever now and again he would ask me something.
"Please be okay." He murmured.
"I love you so much, Bella. I love everything about you, your wonderful smile, your amazing personality. Those are only some of the things I love about you. Love isn't even a strong enough word to explain what I feel for you."
His words made me want to cry. I held it in though.
"Do you love me, Bella? If you do, could you squeeze my hand?" I wanted to bad to do something but I didn't knowing if I did I would probably just start screaming in pain.
"Come on, Sweetheart." He sighed.
"I'm sorry." He said a few moments later.
Why was he sorry? It didn't make any sense.
"I am sorry more putting you in this amount of pain. All of this is my fault."
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Edward's POV
I sighed as I watched Bella slowly become a vampire. I listened to her heart beat rapidly as I held her hand. I knew she was in a lot of pain and she was trying to hide it from me.
I couldn't believe this was happening. It wasn't supposed to be this way. We were supposed to have a some-what normal wedding, a some-what normal honeymoon, and maybe even go to collage, before any of this happened. I guess we still could still do all of that. I just wished she was human for all of that.
I guess it would not be much of a difference. I mean she would barely remember our wedding, or honeymoon if she were human and then I turned her. Everything happens as I should I guess.
Although I was starting to worry, it had been 3 days and she should be waking up soon. What if I didn't do something right? I sighed.
Then I looked at her, and her eyes opened.
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