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Dean and I walked into a small motel room a bit out of Wyoming. I decided it was best if we kept Dean as far away from Sam as possible. He was pissed.
"I can't believe he's drinking Ruby's blood. I'm gonna gank that slut. I promise you" Dean growled, pacing the floor in front of me.
I sat down on one of the beds, crossing my legs and placing my hands in my lap "Dean, I would love to gank that bitch as much as anyone. But Sam won't let either of us near her. Let alone send her back downstairs. So why don't you, lay down. Get some Z's. And I'll devise a plan on how to get you brother back"

Dean threw me a look "Why do you hate Ruby so much?"

'Please help me Hannah...Please' "Let's just say we share some history together" I say simply, walking over to Dean's bed and pulling back the mustard coloured sheets "Get in"
Dean threw m a flirtatious smirk "If you're sure" He walked over to the bed. I shook my head "I'm really not interested dued. Looks like it's just you and your left hand" I let a smile cross my face and watched as the eldest Winchester climbed into the bed.

"What are we gonna do about Sam?" Dean asked, worry evident in his tone.
My mind was blank, I didn't want Sam to go through what I had to when I was with Ruby..." I don't know" I tried to remember how I got out of it, got out of drinkng her blood.
I stood up and shook off my denim jacket "Look, I'm going to go for a walk yeah. Just...Try and get some sleep. I left my number on the bedside table if you need me" I moved towards the door, my hand reaching out towards the handle. But a voice pulled me back "Hannah" I spun around to see Dean looing at me. I gave him a small smile. "Thanks for helping me" I knew Dean was terrified. I knew he didn't trust me with everything he had. But I didn't want him to trust me completely. I don't trust me completely.

Walking out the room, I noticed how dark and cold it was. A denim jacket was all that blocked the cold wind from my naked arms. Pulling it a little further around my body, I made my way over to a small playground and sat on one of the swings.
'Hannah, this isn't you. It's Ruby that's making you do this. Please don't kill me. I'm your sister. Please. I love you'

The sound of wings made me look up from mt feet "Hi Castiel" I mumbled, my feet pushing off the ground slightly. Making the swing move back and forth. Castiel came and sat next to me, a little shocked once the swing moved a bit "You're doing well" He stated simply.

I shook my head "Sam's too far gone. I-I don't know if I can stop it Castiel" My eyes welled up. Knowing that someone else may have to go through what I did.
"What you did to your sister was never your fault" Castiel pointed out. I didn't want to believe that. I took that knife and dug it into her chest as hard and as many times as I could "Have you killed someone you loved Castiel?" I suddenly asked. I was shocked at my question, even more so when Castiel answered.
"Yes" I could hear the faint sound of hurt and sadness in his voice. Or that may have been wishful thinking on my behalf.

"Who was it?" I asked, watching the angel beside me, wondering what it ws about him that made my heart flutter just that little bit more.
Castiel looked down, his blue eyes full of sadness "My brother. Disobedience"
I nodded "So he deserved it in other words. But you see. Annabella didn't deserve to die..." I stood up from the swing and faced the black haired angel "..And even if it takes a hundred years. I'm gonna kill Ruby for tricking me into it"

"Is that what you believe?" A woman's voice asked from behind me. I spun around, noting that Castiel had stood beside me. In a battle stance. He was preparing to defend me.
I swallowed deeply, my hands clutching beside me "Yeah. I do Ruby. You tricked me into drinking your blood. You made me kill me little sister"
Ruby laughed and moved towards me. Castiel moved that little bit forward so I was that tiny bit behind him. Protecting me. "I never tricked you Hannah. Everything I told you, it was one hundred per cent the truth"

I snickered "Demons lie" I pointed out. Ruby walked right up to my face "So do humans sweetheart" She retorted.
"Leave now" Castiel ordered. Stepping between me and Ruby.
Ruby laughed "Sure. But just so you know. Sam isn't changing anytime soon. He likes what he does. And so do I" And with that, she was gone.